line of thought, home
23 wzreśnia 2023
https://missourireview.com/but-then-there-was-no-one-way-by-mackenzie-kozak/
22 wzreśnia 2023
ok i was wrong and the new tirzah is totally fine (thanks to sonia for helping me see the error of my ways)"
19 wzreśnia 2023
its very cool to do projects based on the teaching of old obscure books noone cares about anymore
19 wzreśnia 2023
struck me today how i call this a blog but i dont really do any "blogging"
19 wzreśnia 2023
my new goal is to stop using the word "we" in relation to anything pertaining to my job
16 wzreśnia 2023
why the heck hasn't piotr kurek released on recital
16 wzreśnia 2023
marilia said all my clothing finds from today are very Old Money
16 wzreśnia 2023
old united colors of benetton is a vibe
14 wzreśnia 2023
how is it that whenever i roast vegetables i end up eating a whole zuchinni, 2 sweet potatoes and like 7 carrots in one sitting
14 wzreśnia 2023
just scanning my clothes and listening to księżyc
13 wzreśnia 2023
i think ill manifest some curtains in the wild aka thrift
13 wzreśnia 2023
crazy how new friends come around and change up my whole life or rather just get me back on track
13 wzreśnia 2023
should i buy curtains this month or a zoom recorder (the budget only allows for one!)
13 wzreśnia 2023
new tirzah so unexceptional damn
11 wzreśnia 2023
Kinda all the best stuff I find out about it via films <333
11 wzreśnia 2023
Alwin Nikolais <333
6 wzreśnia 2023
dont know if anyone else is into wood furniture restoration but 0000 steel wool is a magical thing
3 wzreśnia 2023
https://radiokapital.pl/shows/pongifani/pongifani-23-wszystko-zaraz-wiosna-w-stanislaw-sote/
3 wzreśnia 2023
it's official, the house is #furnished. phase 2: projektor, more lamps and plants, coffee table, new curtains, other whimsical items
3 wzreśnia 2023
writing from my new desk hello
3 wzreśnia 2023
one thing about having a completely inconsistent writing schedule is that ill forget ive written things and then find them months later, full of wonder at my past self
3 wzreśnia 2023
it seems i love lamps that take the shape of flowers
3 wzreśnia 2023
something about my local post office location being poczta główna is so pleasing to me
30 sierpnia 2023
new tara clerkin trio thank god
22 sierpnia 2023
the couch fit! just the table to go now
22 sierpnia 2023
feeling so stressed rn but when i take a step back i realize my only worry is whether my beautiful new 1960s couch and table will fit through the front door + if ill have time to go and see those dreamy romanian drawers this week...
22 sierpnia 2023
twarożek, rzodkiewki, sół morska i kiszona kapusta On Toast
22 sierpnia 2023
im joining the cottage cheese craze - happy to be here!
20 sierpnia 2023
seeing you sitting at the desk the way your hair flips and shoulders bend
20 sierpnia 2023
collectivizer by trjj is maybe one of the best songs ever
20 sierpnia 2023
after talking with staś and filip and olka last night about childhood books i realize my entire aesthetic sensibility is kinda directly based on the young adult fiction i came up on: series of unfortunate events, dianne wynne jones chrestomanci series, jerry spinelli's milkweed
20 sierpnia 2023
love having guests on my radio show omg
20 sierpnia 2023
literally 100 years of good tidings to everyone that speaks my terrible polish with me, bless
18 sierpnia 2023
i really gotta learn better emotional regulation damn
18 sierpnia 2023
http://www.zrb-antyki.pl/
18 sierpnia 2023
wish my name was zbigniew
16 sierpnia 2023
should i start wearing pearls
16 sierpnia 2023
lately all sorts of minor but hugely annoying digital customer service type things are happening to me that make me just want to completely disconnect from this kinda life because the structures within which we operate are just so flawed and stupid
16 sierpnia 2023
more people have knocked on my front door living one year in this apartment than the whole like ten years i lived in nyc
14 sierpnia 2023
coming back from the music festival and going back to my completely artless j** is hurting today
14 sierpnia 2023
the intimidating thing about buying furniture is needing to make decision now for all time (on a budget)
14 sierpnia 2023
suddenly feeling a huge desire to be incredibly incredibly offline (the blog does not count tho)
7 sierpnia 2023
imagine writing a song as good as tom tom club's genius of love
2 sierpnia 2023
looking for an apartment is so depressing because it forces me to confront my deepest melancholy (erasure of an aesthetic past)
2 sierpnia 2023
funny how some people actually like and prefer the way base ikea furniture and those weird grey floors look in their living space
1 sierpnia 2023
someone pls do ethnographic study on why poles are obsessed with painting walls green
1 sierpnia 2023
every apartment i want is 1500zł out of my price range (and tbh i still don't even like them that much)
1 sierpnia 2023
polish landlords are crazy for thinking people want to live in their insane design schemes
1 sierpnia 2023
it's like in poland the only people that are allowed to own furniture are home owners
1 sierpnia 2023
manifesting a kind female landlord for september
1 sierpnia 2023
why the fukc are all real estate agents in krakow like 18 year old mean girls with no smile or weird middle-aged men that subtly insult me at every turn
31 lipca, 2023
a special kind of heartbreak reserved for setting eyes upon a horrible remont
27 lipca, 2023
thanks to marilia i now know that mixing 18% smietana with plain ole white sugar is just the most delicious thing
27 lipca, 2023
what is it about eating quinoa that makes me feel like i'm the greatest person in the world
27 lipca, 2023
my polish teacher said she is proud of me for doing so many ćwiczenia!!
27 lipca, 2023
men between the ages of 35 and 60 hate me no i will not eleabroate or explain
27 lipca, 2023
TIRZAH is playing UNSOUND i will CRY
25 lipca, 2023
whenever anyone says they wish i were in ny i immediately feel horrible
25 lipca, 2023
my apartment desires are humble and true: parquet floors, white doors with the glass pane, unintrusive furniture (a window in the kitchen would be nice....)
25 lipca, 2023
if olx is anything to go by warsaw apartments are generally more beautiful than krakow apartments and cheaper
25 lipca, 2023
my horoscope said the next 9 months should be very social for me. get out of my shell. does that mean i shuld move to warsaw ???
25 lipca, 2023
actually really inspired by that vintage guy with the moustache on instagram living like its 100 years ago - my muse
25 lipca, 2023
where do i find friends that are also learning polish who share my niche interests
25 lipca, 2023
felt great last week and oh so blah this week
25 lipca, 2023
,,czysty chaos" - w
25 lipca, 2023
feeling sad that im not hotter
24 lipca, 2023
funny how a ten minute gap in a mix seems impossibly huge to fill, while ten minutes in life
24 lipca, 2023
rain storm smells good, like the musk of tomatoes on the vine
24 lipca, 2023
dream where i passed the b level polish egzamin in my primary school classroom in a wedding dress and then skipped class to go to the thrift store
20 lipca, 2023
i know im supposed to hate sam smith's unholy along with everyone else, & yet......
20 lipca, 2023
excited to announce I've started working on my first novel, Willa Słoneczna, probably ready in about 2040
17 lipca, 2023
to the Store for Smietana i Soczek
17 lipca, 2023
Liebe auf den Ersten Blick
17 lipca, 2023
damnnn i want a show on radio złote przeboje
17 lipca, 2023
wherever i go, my grandmother's radio will be right there with me, and the thought of this gives me great comfort
17 lipca, 2023
wow forgot how much better radio is than television
17 lipca, 2023
crazy how simply doing pilates in the morning opposed to evening has transformed my entire life
17 lipca, 2023
will never get tired of getting hit with a whiff of black pepper from some unsuspecting stranger
15 lipca, 2023
i thought i didnt know the music of clairo but i do!
11 lipca, 2023
poland has everything i want (little seedless grapes off the vine)
11 lipca, 2023
skirt hem licked by flame, singed
27 czerwca, 2023
A soup spilled on the ground is not the same as a soup in a pot - Adriana Gallo
26 czerwca, 2023
what the hell is a restobar
24 czerwca, 2023
im just trying to build the most beautiful collection of blouses in the world
23 czerwca, 2023
so obsessed with the fact that im hosting my site for free now on firebase and can just deploy deploy deploy!
23 czerwca, 2023
the kinda best thing about kaitlin phillips and natasha stagg is that they are hot toeing the line of ugly, and for this i respect them
16 czerwca, 2023
have gotten a taste of programming and im hooked....
29 maja, 2023
if i had time to watch a movie every night and do everything else i need to do my life would truly be in order
29 maja, 2023
embracing the whimsy
29 maja, 2023
eager to feel healthy again
29 maja, 2023
so many cool shoes out there
29 maja, 2023
vinted shoe shopping while i should be writing an essay about far-right nationalism
29 maja, 2023
i looked horrible in the 2000s, sidestepping that revival
29 maja, 2023
idk what it says about me that so many clothing items i covet (white wool stockings, closed to t-strap kinda sporty sandal) are easily available in a kids version
28 maja, 2023
i hate when they cut the grass
26 maja, 2023
obsessed with my white bean stew and organic rye bred
26 maja, 2023
i feel like a frog at the bottom of a cool damp well
9 maja, 2023
i thought i didnt like cabbage but then i discovered young cabbage
20 kwietnia, 2023
guitar is a better instrument than piano i rest my case
20 kwietnia, 2023
how am i just now learning about double virgo (happy about it tho)
20 kwietnia, 2023
you just know nina cristane has a manual toothbrush and the most minimal perfect skincare routine
31 marca, 2023
not me going through my little vocab list and being like "bat...something like nietoperz??" and it being nietoperz....
31 marca, 2023
i've heard anarchy in the uk twice in the space of 12 hours what does this mean
31 marca, 2023
O to be a petite brunette
13 stycznia, 2023
theres literally like no better feeling that your friends being boosted about something you've done
12 grudnia, 2022
i love selling stuff in my litle vinted sklepik!!
12 grudnia, 2022
things are changing and i hope in a dramatic way
12 grudnia, 2022
marilia's recent requests: heating pads and a new radio station (both achieved)
12 grudnia, 2022
i miss posting here and living so intensely/intently in my head
20 września, 2022
music sounds better in the winter
20 września, 2022
some people are really a drug
17 sierpnia, 2022
most transportative album experience today
17 sierpnia, 2022
it's so fun when people ask me to write about albums that are actually good (i am on a roll with this blessing)
17 sierpnia, 2022
not me seeing the number 2 tram go by covered in ads and screaming "nooo" on the street to a degree that strangers were looking at me bewilderdly
15 sierpnia, 2022
will never get over my sister calling my sandals my "anne frank shoes"
July 9, 2022
all i want for my birthday is for these two heinous hormonal cysts to sink back into the hideous depths from whence they came
July 1, 2022
my sister is so fun lol
July 1, 2022
if there is one thing i have trained myself to be confident in in this life it's writing random low-pressue blurbs for esoteric and wonderful underground music releases
June 27, 2022
mututal intelligibility is amazing
June 27, 2022
i wonder if i will ever learn the skill of not upsetting myself over things outside of my control
June 27, 2022
not going outside unti my straw hat with ribbon chin strap arrives across the pond
June 21, 2022
June 20, 2022
June 20, 2022
June 20, 2022
would be great to live in a little house with marilia and sew and grow food and forage and and
June 20, 2022
is it sad that updating this blog is one of the great joys of my life lol
June 20, 2022
next time we sleep in the castle
June 14, 2022
just sold an important vestige of my past (purple silk armani pants bought at vintage store where i worked to wear to first anniversary dinner with She Who Shall Not Be Named)
June 14, 2022
should have been born in warsaw i was robbed
June 06, 2022
anna sarah mimi celes eyrie theo alix laura sammie laurel becca gordon marie kate nick ross emily memetides girls and others would be nice
June 06, 2022
the necessity of accepting that contradictory things can and usually are true at the same time
June 06, 2022
certain public events undo the attendance problem
June 06, 2022
since i said it im really just trying to dj outside to abunch of unsuspecting strangers
June 06, 2022
tossing and turning but thru life
June 06, 2022
all weekend sleep until 10am perfect skin wake up monday with acne
June 06, 2022
window: open - hot air: in - eliane radigue: on
June 06, 2022
probably doomed like my mother and her mother before her (my sister is ok tho)
June 05, 2022
in my dream filip was living with filip o. and odwalla88 and there was talk of jonny greenwood
June 05, 2022
why did i buy the manhattan transfer cassette? to record over it of course.
June 05, 2022
love when a recipe says its ok to use any delicate stems
June 04, 2022
little does everyone know my time in krakow is actually just a first step training ground for little in the middle of nowhere in some idyllic isolate ancient village when the world at large becomes completely insufferable to me
June 04, 2022
thinking about eyrie's gigli vest and filip's cauliflower with cilantro and tahini
June 04, 2022
spending way too much money on overpriced groceries will always be one of the great joys of life
June 04, 2022
biking around in a light rain all day kind of lovely to be honest
June 02, 2022
couldnt sleep lsat night thinking about polish and getting so actually annoyed at how all the rules are basically useless in a practical sense! my cap rising and aries mars doggedly acknowleding i must conquer this ridiculousness tho ugh
June 02, 2022
cloudy mornings keep burning off to bright afternoons, almost sultry evenings
June 02, 2022
changing my life (diet, yoga, no more buying crappy shit off vinted that i then abandon or destroy - in general, investment)
June 02, 2022
the only option is to start to watch movies at w
June 02, 2022
the perfume oil has become noxious
June 02, 2022
20 hours fasting per day
June 02, 2022
feeling ery secure in my push up bra
June 01, 2022
thinking about summer 2020 alone on unemployement in sunsetpark packing going to the farmer's market weird weird sad but strangely romantic times
June 01, 2022
just remembered i solved the polish fennel seed mystery and can now make my favourite french carrot salad
June 01, 2022
thinking about marilia missing marilia
June 01, 2022
b12, iron, salmon
June 01, 2022
talking to johanna alwys changes my life
June 01, 2022
being away from home is good to come back and refocus in on health
June 01, 2022
will i ever learn to let people go
June 01, 2022
listening to farben missing jaclyn
May 24, 2022
will i ever be happy with my FACE
May 24, 2022
me and marilia always have such crazy parallels (dkny, rosemary's baby, to name recent few) in a way that feels so rare and precious
May 20, 2022
there is a time and a place for a fifth world with ian kim judd mix (right now)
May 16, 2022
fixing to make some really weird "im going out of town for 2 weeks and dont want to buy more groceries" meals
May 16, 2022
something about this vinted shirt arriving perfumed in cigarette smoke is hitting todya in an entirely pleasurable way
May 16, 2022
i have listened to everything and so will be hijacking the montez press public playlist this week
May 16, 2022
in the usa i was a foreigner, in poland i am a foreigner. i am a perpetual foreigner
May 16, 2022
main takeaway from my warsaw trip - my polish still sucks
May 16, 2022
i am safe and secure in my digital world
April 30, 2022
i accept i am cute and not hot and htat ultimately is fine with me
April 29, 2022
lewiatan haul so indicative that i didnt really need to go: ground kumin, 8 pack of red tapered candles, woda gazowana, nutritional yeast, butter, lays oven baked chanterelles in a cream sauce lol
April 25, 2022
really must stop taking scissors to things as if i know wtf i am doing
April 25, 2022
i have so many things to do and instead i am browsing wool sweaters in 18C weather
April 25, 2022
im so smitten what the fuck life is beautiful
April 25, 2022
ddn't realize that the knitted sweater i bought has ZEBRAS all over it and now i hate it
April 22, 2022
simple black skirts and pants, button ups with buttons up the back
April 22, 2022
nothing fits me in shops maybe its time to start making what i awnt......
April 22, 2022
i DONT want to do my excercises but i DO want a perfect ass
April 22, 2022
suddenly hate all my clothes
April 22, 2022
for someone that "doesnt eat bread" i certainly have a lot of it in the house right now
April 22, 2022
jaclyn's birthday
April 20, 2022
saw the perfect tiny pants for marilia today
April 20, 2022
it's amazing how you can put a chicken in the oven and go about your day
April 19, 2022
riding on the dirt path that cuts through błonia at sunset is one of life's true joys
April 17, 2022
realizing that this upcoming break will be the first time n over 2 years where i have had time off and time to myself with absolutely nothing to worry about (i.e. money, job, house, privacy, relationship - everything is in order)
April 17, 2022
Elsa Peretti bean
April 17, 2022
Charles James muslins
April 17, 2022
i am sleeping better - the only way i can do so is hugging the soft pillow against me imagining it's marilia, stopping my body in motion, occupying my arms, holding me
April 17, 2022
i find the day to day facts of peoples lives fascinating, not banal - the most bizarre chat. especially tell me what you're eating
April 17, 2022
if a poetry book starts off making some metacommentary about poetry itself im really not interested. further down is acceptable though
April 11, 2022
kara-lis coverdale might be reaching durutti column status as every time i intermittently listen it gets better and im hooked for days
April 11, 2022
im going to become selfish and mean, just watch me (actually maybe im already selfish)
April 10, 2022
love how every polish film description is like "w miałym miasteczku / z miasteczka"
April 9, 2022
maybe my mission in life is not to be a translator but simply to compile an easy to use online directory of dokonany and niedokonany
April 9, 2022
it's time for some house plants
April 9, 2022
the targ reaches quasi-mystical status in my mind
April 6, 2022
i always forget about eclipse archive . org
April 6, 2022
lyn hejinian
April 6, 2022
unintentionally graduated from wrapping my galettes in pastry to straight up shortbread cookie dough (10/10)
April 6, 2022
saving any shoe on vinted i see that's marilia's size
March 29, 2022
from big dark grey macbook to small light grey macbook -these are the days of our lives
March 29, 2022
outside sounds really nice (not going out there tho)
March 29, 2022
i am cursed because the things that truly upset me and that i convince myself will bring me the greatest happiness are impossibilities an dfallacies: living in the 1960s, being a twin, being under 5ft 8inches
March 29, 2022
i wish everything could be subtitled, there is so much that is still untouched (beautiful, worthy, but sad for me)
March 29, 2022
note to self : don't lose sleep worrying over what has not yet come to pass. anticipation is souldeath. case in point: setting out a mental plan for dealing with work the next day and then both of my meetings being cancelled and my cowoker who was going to bear the brunt of my scheming calling out sick
March 29, 2022
quietly losing my mind in my beautiful apartment thanks to drilling next door in direct connect with my brain
March 29, 2022
is wild rice meant ot smell like dog food
March 29, 2022
instead of worrying about listening to music or podcasts im just going to start rolling unsubtitled foreign films in the background
March 29, 2022
how to be a cinephile, bibliophile, audiophile, and active writer working in various mediums (poetry, fiction, write a novel, well-researched and stimulatingly odd articles on various esoteric topics), work a job, do shopping and cooking, contact landlord about various issues, eat well, exercise, stay up-to-date with the latest in skincare, perfume, pop culture, current events, while also delving deep into historical wormholes, buying the right clothes and objects having an aesthetic vision, all while maintaining relationships, familial, friendships, romantic, and meeting new people, learning one or more foreign languages, traveling, working on oneself and one's opinions, having takes, sweeping the floor, sleeping enough, meditating and developing a healthy range of interesting hobbies, everything else
March 29, 2022
putting on the blush marilia gave me each morning imagining the flush is the result of her here kissing my cheek
March 28, 2022
it's great to be and want to clean everything around me
March 27, 2022
walnuts and raisins omg
March 27, 2022
a big tree in the kitchen would be nice
March 27, 2022
Trabant Ragaszthatatlan szív is life rn
March 27, 2022
what about getting walked over
March 27, 2022
another winter gone without finishing my knitted outfit
March 27, 2022
my obsessions a desire to feel obsessed with, externally, internally ok
March 27, 2022
cooking polenta to feel close to marilia
March 27, 2022
robić co ja muszę robić nawet nie wiem co tojest
March 27, 2022
pewność, natalka!
March 27, 2022
"i thought if i looked better, my life would be better" - fiona alison duncan
March 27, 2022
burning candles in the day
March 27, 2022
my images feeds look trashy now i have to compress everything, but idk how to do anything better
March 27, 2022
sun blurs all wounds
March 25, 2022
uzależniona z czarną herbatą z mlekiem i miodem
March 25, 2022
ive been going around in circles since 2017 (but not really)
March 25, 2022
szlafrok - urgently
March 25, 2022
why do people not want to buy the things i think are beautiful on vinted
March 25, 2022
i really want to dress like a 1950s schoolboy for spring but will settle for a blak leather mini
March 25, 2022
biały jelen do konca
March 25, 2022
flaunt your dish soap on high
March 24, 2022
i keep a list of mix drafts thinking "someone will ask me to make one" and they always do
March 23, 2022
hearing marilia speak portuguese is indescribably beautiful to me
March 23, 2022
i miss talking to j so much
March 23, 2022
i miss talking to a so much
March 23, 2022
had to speak englsh at the clinic at 8:45am and almost cried
March 23, 2022
no idea if i can afford all the travel ive agreed to lol
March 23, 2022
tacos with shallot, red pepper, smoked tofu, cumin, spinach, chipotle mayo and avo
March 23, 2022
tossing to the dawn chorus
March 23, 2022
3 people have sent me screenshots from books or magazines - what does this mean
March 22, 2022
mam dwa komputery ale nie mam dwóch mózgów
March 22, 2022
i do nothing, which drains my energy to do anything else
March 22, 2022
twitter once again feels atrocious to me
March 22, 2022
tea with milk and honey literally
March 21, 2022
sometimes i truly forget i live in the country of poland. not that i imagine myself elsewhere, reality just displaces from mind
March 21, 2022
i wonder if i will ever be able to sleep 12 hours again. am i broken
March 21, 2022
just ate teh most excessively indulgent lunch :(( asking myself for penance :((
March 11, 2022
memetides is like hhey can something help me with this random off the cuff desire and in less than an hour its hung and dry <3
March 11, 2022
perverse fantasy of going up against my ex in some major poetry competition 20 years from now (just like in college) and me winning and needing to split the prize with him (just ilke in college)
March 08, 2022
i ate no sugar or snacks yesterday - im on the road to recovery
March 08, 2022
crazy how doing the things i know im supposed to do makes me feel better
March 04, 2022
telling all the other girls who love you too you love me the most
March 04, 2022
feeling a great affinity for mushrooms
February 26, 2022
not me reading gal costa lyrics in translation and bursting into tears
February 26, 2022
studying languages is kind of all that matters
February 26, 2022
when the FUCK am i going to get the polish language
February 26, 2022
O apartamento, o jornal
O pensamento, a navalha
A sorte que o vento espalha
Essa alegria, o perigo
Eu quero tudo contigo
Com você perto de mim
February 26, 2022
would really love to attend a kiwi style bonfire in field
February 26, 2022
i love a friendly game of 'who has eaten more today' between girlfriends
February 25, 2022
when all you have to donate to the war effort is a black silk thong and some leather motorcycle pants
February 25, 2022
the ukranian flag is beautiful
February 25, 2022
babcia jadzia urodziła się w kijowie
February 23, 2022
the best vinted.pl sellers are the women cleaning out their 70s-90s closets themselves rather than giving the haul to their depop-savvy daughters
February 23, 2022
overpriced vintage is a crime
February 23, 2022
i have too much stew but just realized i should put some in pastry and bake it :0
February 23, 2022
dont feel secure if there's not something wrapped in pastry in my fridge at all times
February 23, 2022
without a doubt i am only getting hotter with age
February 23, 2022
if i dont hit 1k soundcloud followers this year i will cry
February 23, 2022
my drukarnia/vintage shop/bistro compound
February 23, 2022
unhinged vinted. pl selfies are a genre of their own
February 21, 2022
just trying to be a normal person who buys icecream like it's no big deal
February 21, 2022
i dont want to do my polish homework i dont want to work out i just want to watch rohmer (i do do the other thing tho, for rohmer)
February 21, 2022
i hope everyone likes my tiny and inconsequential book
February 21, 2022
listening to beautiful mix i remembered liking but largely forgotten while in room with marilia later checking and ofc by meetka
February 21, 2022
kozi ser is better than chevre this is my stance
February 21, 2022
im rewriting the narrative of kale galettes
February 21, 2022
weird and good stew
February 21, 2022
my favourite cuisine is french bistro
February 21, 2022
sometimes i wonder if i absorbed anything from american culture but surely my penchant for trashy bbq-flavoured snacks
February 20, 2022
if im not setting goals for myself like "be the next copernicus" whats even the point of living
February 20, 2022
i recommend the feeling of ripping out the lining of a coat, dress
February 20, 2022
unhyperlinked urls are beautiful
February 20, 2022
https://www.discogs.com/artist/1845591-%D0%95%D0%BD%D0%B5%D0%B9
February 20, 2022
https://o.nouvelobs.com/pop-life/20141024.OBS3105/pascale-ogier-fantome-de-la-pleine-lune.html#modal-msg
February 20, 2022
https://www.filmcomment.com/blog/film-of-the-week-full-moon-in-paris/
February 18, 2022
everyone keeps saying i should watch tv to learn polish but think ill stick with wojciech bąkowski lyrics
February 18, 2022
fasting all day and then eating from a jar of fizzing sauerkraut was friday's form of self care
February 13, 2022
such a good feeling to be in the right time zone and moment of life to catch someone's radio show streaming live
February 13, 2022
i really want to SHOW to my girl that i NEED her
February 13, 2022
not trying to sound this way but why would i ever date a boy
February 11, 2022
heartache, hours upon waking
February 11, 2022
maybe people see thru my mask and don't like what they see behind, there
February 11, 2022
trying and maybe a bit too hard, thus
February 11, 2022
my cassette player getting fixed my skirt to get fixed my shoes got fixed i love getting fixed
February 11, 2022
smoking our mouths til morning
February 11, 2022
the minute i stop disassociating i misbehave, thus
February 11, 2022
what is it what is it that is wrong with me what is it what is it that people seek and do not find with me
February 11, 2022
eternally bad at holding people's attention #facts
January 29, 2022
the radio station i have found is embarrassing and perfect
January 27, 2022
i like that ciało and życie are neutral
krew and miłość are feminine
men end in a
January 25, 2022
need to start reading the megastarsuperprincess blog or whatever her name is
January 25, 2022
not even bout what's in and out but what's on and off here on ye olde blogge
January 25, 2022
https://www.latimes.com/archives/la-xpm-1994-08-14-ca-27031-story.html
January 25, 2022
staying in my freaking lane
January 25, 2022
tęsknię za marilią
January 25, 2022
decentralized web UNpilled
January 25, 2022
20:16 want to go for a little night run but know mum won't let me
January 25, 2022
crazy how addictive running is once you start again
January 22, 2022
i embrace smietankę
January 18, 2022
romanticizing last winter in warsaw in my crappy studio, no friends, tons of money, drinking wine all the time, reading every morning, running in pole mokotowskie, movies almost every night, so sad, so idle and free
January 18, 2022
i miss worb
January 18, 2022
obsessed iwth stalking my friends on letterboxd ahh
January 18, 2022
cant believe jaclyn didnt email me back lol
January 15, 2022
it's easy to write when you have something to say
January 12, 2022
would be so sick to get fired
January 12, 2022
im the mikhail bulgakov of corporate content writing
January 06, 2022
https://decemberism.com/
http://www.thedoublenegative.co.uk/2021/12/a-modern-total-artwork-the-case-for-lucy-mckenzies-nova-popularna/
January 05, 2022
my mum doesn't really care for this polish stuff
January 05, 2022
kora WOW
January 05, 2022
wish i was a real film person
January 03, 2022
some people deserve my kindness, some my compassion, some ambivalence
January 03, 2022
women on electric guitar
January 03, 2022
dla marilii is my favourite phrase
December 5, 2021
why are wool tights a thing for children but not adults and why are heavy wool pants a thing for men's but not women's fashion?!
November 28, 2021
gothsmithing
November 28, 2021
hot lemon water
November 19, 2021
i love thinking about cate's hoop earrings
November 8, 2021
filip just sent me the longest text message of all time lol im in awe
November 8, 2021
me looping a song on youtube on my phone while out and returning home to the same song on loop blasting off my computer is peak me
November 7, 2021
It took 81 years to patent the sewing machine
November 7, 2021
friends who are as intimate as lovers
November 7, 2021
Anna's shoe size
3 in kids
5 in women’s
November 7, 2021
All called the same thing by default like a default picture that posts in lieu of a novel one or a profile picture that thumbnails alongside a post
November 7, 2021
Patients under hypnosis are touched with a pencil, are told it is a hot object, and develop “burns” and blisters. Patients with warts under hypnosis have their warts fall off.
November 7, 2021
300% wool
November 2, 2021
smells so good in the tapestry room
October 27, 2021
"if someone is acting ambivalent towards you, run" - christian
October 26, 2021
late to polish class because i had to listen to grouper's kelso blue sky one last time.
October 9, 2021
a balcony full of flowers cracks at the seam and falls into the street one day. inexplicably, the petals continue to tumble down in that same spot for years.
October 2, 2021
all flowers should cost $1
October 2, 2021
https://scholar.google.pl/citations?user=ELVUgD0AAAAJ&hl=en
October 2, 2021
https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-018-33458-z
October 2, 2021
http://www.pennilessparenting.com/2017/07/foraging-wild-edibles-in-poland-with.html
October 1, 2021
wish my name was lucy or something along those lines!
October 1, 2021
iwory davns
October 1, 2021
every single tujiko noriko album is good
September 19, 2021
everyone join memetides
September 12, 2021
it's just so beautiful how incense sticks burn out into nothingness
September 12, 2021
cold and sunny autumn has me dear for new york city
September 12, 2021
I keep writing 2020
September 12, 2021
two years ago on Vanderbilt Ave.
September 12, 2021
you are NOT ready for me and alix's harmonica duo
September 12, 2021
brushing hair like rinsing rice until the water runs clear
September 12, 2021
look into why you don't need to pay for some services until the service has already been performed, i.e. drycleaning
August 25, 2021
all roads lead back to montez press radio
August 23, 2021
rzodkiewki so cute and freaky
August 23, 2021
radishes so cute and freaky
August 23, 2021
i've figured out the key to life and it's eating a forkful of sauerkraut after every "meal"
August 23, 2021
moving things around in a room changes, colours, contours
August 21, 2021
there's just so many things to buy
August 21, 2021
woke up at 7am, at the market by 8am, and then baked a cake like a gd angel
August 19, 2021
Compendium Ferculorum
August 18, 2021
would love to be remembered as the mistress of a famous painter
August 15, 2021
obsessed with my kocyk haul of kret, 1 carrot, and bbq encrusted peanuts lol
August 07, 2021
my money tree is thriving (touch wood, the wood of my money tree)
August 07, 2021
we ride to stary kleparz!
August 05, 2021
co są, on,
August 05, 2021
so annoying the extent to which the rain
August 05, 2021
dj końcówki
August 05, 2021
lil plecak
August 05, 2021
thought this mix was full of eliane radigue but it was just the rubbish truck humming outside my window
August 02, 2021
we're not in love we're ENTANGLED
July 31, 2021
adding "write symphony" to my bucket list
July 31, 2021
So amazing how if i dedicated enough energy to it i could write a fabulous symphony
July 31, 2021
Lipstick in the style of just-kissed
July 31, 2021
My style is always being a little bit overdressed
July 31, 2021
Literally just play beserk theme of guts cut and looped for one hour and burn me at the stake
July 31, 2021
I'm decentralized web pilled lol
July 31, 2021
Made tea from fresh mint leaves and it somehow tastes like mint cream soda over ice? I love science
July 31, 2021
I was never a dj!
July 31, 2021
The highest possible pony
July 31, 2021
Formulating a piece of writing is crazy, how it comes together so unexpectedly in one's hands
July 31, 2021
I want to be someone that kisses and tells
July 31, 2021
I made a quiche that somehow after four days in the fridge now tastes like banana bread
July 25, 2021
put on bill orcutt and i WILL cry
July 24, 2021
all of xander's music is so good
July 19, 2021
cant believe i bought a chocolate bar 3 days ago and havent opened it yet. #growth
July 19, 2021
foreeer
July 19, 2021
becca, date me
=
bread is crazy
July 19, 2021
i wish my name was feronia
July 19, 2021
my friend frilip!
July 19, 2021
12 more days until payday
July 19, 2021
stir fry and also salade
July 19, 2021
earlier a moth waved at me and now im talking to the dragonfly in my kitchen #friendsoffriends #thepainsofbeingpureatheart
July 18, 2021
imperative i turn these terrible zara pants into culottes
July 18, 2021
to the blonde in wide legged jeans and big white tshirt that i saw walking near my house yesterday - do you want to be my girlfriend?
July 18, 2021
to the short-haired brunette on the nice dutch bike in the flowy black outfit that i saw biking around planty yesterday - do you want to be my girlfriend?
July 18, 2021
July 08, 2021
going to take an evening off from the insignificant creative tasks that define my life to watch tokyo sora
July 08, 2021
boiled potatoes with a little oil and butter and salt and a lot of herbs (dill, parsley chopped too fine)
July 08, 2021
want to release a new thing on laym to justify paying for the domain lol
July 08, 2021
boiled food is amazing
July 08, 2021
update: i think im going to finish the food
July 07, 2021
bought too much food and now in a race against to finish it while concurrently having no appetite after 12pm
July 07, 2021
i did not make the form in vain
July 07, 2021
i would like to get very good at making jam, red onion jam
July 03, 2021
made the perfect amount of food for 2 people :'
July 03, 2021
im not a tourist but i do need a keychain
June 19, 2021
czesław: czesław+?
jadwiga: antoni+salomea
wołosz
June 18, 2021
might f a and make some gooseberry jam
June 18, 2021
na spacerZE (or is it ZIE)
June 18, 2021
all fruits at the point of collapse (peaches, berries, apricots, cherries)
June 18, 2021
i love learning polish lol
June 16, 2021
zbieranie kruszonego szkła -fg
Present day, present time (but actually unknown)
May 31, 2021
if dashes could contract and expand. if we could rework letters for particular concepts. digital writing is so fixed and flat. the tiny library of punctuation at our disposal, grammatical signs...
May 31, 2021
so silly and limiting the dash vocabulary available for digital writing, dreaming of as many as there are fonts, or custom ones, that translate to the unthinking movement of hands
May 31, 2021
once again learning to process the world via simple, comprehensible concepts of space (i live in a city, have an apartment there, because i have a job there) after a year of total rootlessness, too many potentials
May 21, 2021
https://www.discogs.com/上原和夫-Cosmos-I-Live-In-Soviet-Brazil-USA/release/10563350
May 17, 2021
vulnerability isboundary
May 17, 2021
wiśnia, oczywiście, oczyWIŚNIE
May 09, 2021
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Stradivarius_instruments
May 05, 2021
when I yell I LOVE YOU at the phone, computer
May 03, 2021
Why was i denying myself bananas and nut butter - ? a combo worth waking up for
May 03, 2021
Eliot Weinberger giving me life
May 03, 2021
Eliot Weinberger is the best American and possibly English language essayist of the last long long while
April 26, 2021
https://seansturm.files.wordpress.com/2012/09/john-cage-lecture-on-nothing.pdf
April 26, 2021
http://anneflournoy.com/agnes-martins-notes/
April 21, 2021
i made blueberry jam but no one knows about it
April 21, 2021
i wish i was 5'8 and that my feet were size 8
April 20, 2021
i need a room
April 18, 2021
um i only drink mendall
April 16, 2021
april 166, 2021
April 16, 2021
officially locked out of twitter, thank god!
April 14, 2021
how long is 144 days
April 14, 2021
I love being the only one to have bought something on bandcamp
April 07, 2021
Belgium seems amazing
April 03, 2021
Norman Norell and Johanna Owen both born on 4/20
March 25, 2021
love how of all the shit i've been up to the past few months the only thing that truly flabbergasted my mother was me telling her ive been dyeing my own shoes
March 25, 2021
italian wine and italo calvino
March 25, 2021
kind of love when people see right through me
March 23, 2021
http://tpdw.pl/?twierdza-chelmno,85
March 22, 2021
french soy apricot yoghurt
March 22, 2021
i love soy i dont care
March 21, 2021
all good things in life are chanced
March 21, 2021
rebeca's sack used to carry her parents' bones
March 19, 2021
reminder to self to do more research into ruth saltz, basically no info about her
March 19, 2021
https://sammydvintage.com/vintage-style/vintage-fashion-shopping/
March 18, 2021
zara frightens, frustrates and occasionally serves me
March 18, 2021
the absurdist complexity (yet logic) of polish grammar is almost surely a way that the people steeled, preserved and protected themselves from invasion, domination and censorship throughout time
March 18, 2021
somedays i have one coffee, somedays i have two ccooffeess
March 14, 2021
trilogie de la MORT
March 12, 2021
the mushroom burning out - a sign
March 12, 2021
not enough numbers in poems
March 12, 2021
forgotten twist at the limits of kindness
and who persists
March 12, 2021
everything i have to give finds me
March 12, 2021
solid, purchasable objects!
performance is not that
March 12, 2021
My silver candlesticks are made of stone. Blue like the very
Heart of a flame,
March 12, 2021
move somewhere with piano
March 12, 2021
dream job is still receptionist for a piano moving company
March 12, 2021
when i was seriously considering buying a piano...
March 12, 2021
drawers are romantic
March 12, 2021
I like things that are made to disappear completely (candles, ideally)
March 11, 2021
jajek...JAJKA
March 11, 2021
friendly interactions with the warszawian fruit and vegetable stand sellers are keeping me going
March 07, 2021
jestem smutna
March 05, 2021
im really just on depop for the exiistenz drop s
March 02, 2021
w weekend poszłam na biegać. ja nie biegałam przez trzy miesiące więc było trudny
March 02, 2021
been listening to arthur russell for 6 days straight i don't deny it
March 02, 2021
dreaming of all my herbs transferred to little jars
March 02, 2021
https://html-shark.com/HTML/CzechSlovakSlovenianSymbols.htm
March 01, 2021
lonely in warsaw
February 26, 2021
"In hope that I might be one if called upon"
February 26, 2021
wearing 100% woolen items directly against the skin as a form of strength training
February 26, 2021
have this essay want to write, which involves me knitting an elaborate black dress from a pattern i photographed from a book made by a brand everyone and no one knows about, the yarn, the time, the mistakes - ill do it
February 25, 2021
https://noctilucents.neocities.org/ida.htm
February 19, 2021
to have been in Wuppertal at th etime of Pina Bausch
February 19, 2021
im scared of all food lol
February 18, 2021
my last byline was over a year ago and yet the pr machine keep chugging int om yinbox daily :(
February 18, 2021
i actually have a hyphenated name, like mary-jane, but i didn't know it and have been living my whole life as a mary
February 15, 2021
the majority of my relationships are little talking and A LOT of love
February 13, 2021
honstly i think my life's work could be starting a shoe brand that makes cute streamlined elegant wearable practical affordable shoes size 41.5 and up all of these brands that stop at 41 break my heart and also my ffot
February 10, 2021
http://www.drawinghomework.net/eyrie.html
February 10, 2021
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Les_Plus_Beaux_Villages_de_France
February 10, 2021
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Most_Beautiful_Villages_in_Japan
February 10, 2021
http://mineral.pl/en/pages.html
February 10, 2021
my questions are boring and thats why noone responds to my texts
February 01, 2021
gotten so good at making scrambled eggs
January 28, 2021
can i stop breaking everything in this airbnb jfc
January 27, 2021
natural wine perfume skincare stocks
January 26, 2021
scrambling to stay versed + vested in luxury millenial interests
January 23, 2021
sense slipppery
January 18, 2021
the polish language is a testament to the way that change begets clarity
(complex patterns of change)
January 16, 2021
drifting away as i into solitude
January 16, 2021
remember when music used to choke me up, bring me to tears - im back there
January 16, 2021
relaxed timing.. infallible use of space
January 16, 2021
cheap health food in second-tier european cities
January 15, 2021
broke the tips off of two knives, ruined 2 safety pins, a bobby pin and my tweezers to get a broken key out of the lock, which was ultimately achieved with an already broken pair of nail scissors, not even mine
January 15, 2021
still havne't even properly mourned harold budd :''''(
January 14, 2021
i love dressing up for my zoom language school
January 12, 2021
im OBSESSED with my zoom language school
January 8, 2021
mój tata kocha keczup i pop
January 8, 2021
i'm all about getting water from the well..
December 30, 2020
So attached to my robe
December 30, 2020
Remembering the time i didn't butter the bread, knowing it would be controversial, and it was...
December 28, 2020
December 22, 2020
http://www.thepeerage.com/p27683.htm
November 25, 2020
doing and undoing
November 22, 2020
tu la, tu la
November 21, 2020
hand-stitched website, full of holes
November 20, 2020
would love to work for "the family business"
November 13, 2020
but trois gnossienne
November 12, 2020
http://www.nisyros.net/genealogy/georgakis-stamathis.htm
November 12, 2020
turning features of this blog on and off
October 28, 2020
im so sad ive used batholith in a mix already.....
October 26, 2020
Most clothes just look better backwards idk what to say..
October 20, 2020
http://www.annealockwood.com/downloads/gone_score.pdf
October 14, 2020
Want to go back to sleep but not in a sad way
October 13, 2020
"You love cataloguing things" - my sister
September 27, 2020
Quite sick of piano
September 27, 2020
Reliquary..
Makes me want to be a nun
September 18, 2020
Writing emails is embarrassing
September 18, 2020
Every image must have its alt !
August 31, 2020
Total direct energie
August 27, 2020
Elizabethan portraiture
August 27, 2020
The 1725 Faust chapbook was widely circulated and also read by the young Goethe.
August 20, 2020
vintage 1970s Pierre Cardin monogram umbrella brown logo parasol
August 19, 2020
safe in my rain poncho
August 18, 2020
Made an appointment at Jewelery Watch Repairs and Restoration London
August 17, 2020
beauty of slow load
August 13, 2020
Two letters possible mistake three letters intentional, emphatic
June or July 2020, after Marker, cocteau
Umbrella signifies a group movement AGAINST
"In my country, They
say stress Is a bear that you need to chase away
By laughing and shouting
Before it puts its paw on you
And you can’t move"
Lip watch company, france
francois benga
sphagnum moss
ombrotrophic (cloud-fed)
early 2020, New York
Modest mussorgsky
His name was modest!!!
August 11, 2020
natalia@okcook.co (1).duck
August 11, 2020
remembered the word i'd forgtten, via RhymeZone
August 10, 2020
Removing all the people i've wronged from my mailing list
The last couple of weeks
Free synthetic (fabric) pink orchid flower and foliage branch
?
Goal - be a one hit wonder
August 9, 2020
everyone is makin gperfume
line of thought, home