line of thought, home
14 May 2025
i love editing transcripts omg
10 May 2025
love when code kind of has a mind of its own and makes exactly what I wanted without me knowing how I did so
10 May 2025
how to think in music
9 May 2025
my toxic trait is planning out mixes for radio shows i haven't even been invited to yet
9 May 2025
https://radiorelativa.eu/episode/sirk-what-do-people-do-all-day
28 April 2025
one of my favourite things is when i translate the title of a beautiful song from a foreign language and it turns out to be something like 'my heart sits weeping underneath a willow tree'
28 April 2025
after working on an extra freelance project throughout the weekend and barely standing up from the computer it's safe to say i am looking haggard this monday morning
17 April 2025
ecstatic about the current boat neck trend, it's objectively the best cut
6 April 2025
deeply appreciate jessica pratt's dedication to the tailored black suit
2 April 2025
miniskirt vibe is being like "out soon!" and then it lands in the letterbox 2.5-3 months later lol
26 March 2025
the train from krakow to prague is only 80zł??
26 March 2025
i love soundcloud but i hate the new fans feature
21 March 2025
so far the only thing i find myself missing about instagram is la warman's close friends feed
20 March 2025
a giant multimillion dollar company asking me to spend my time rating and reviewing their interview and recruitment process for free after not giving me the job is just....
20 March 2025
the register in the ceidg to flooded with spam calls pipeline
15 March 2025
dreaming of a life where i actually got paid for creative labour I perform at the request of others
13 March 2025
scrolling on are.na is the most beautiful calming experience
10 March 2025
somehow guest mixes always turn out that little bit more special
8 March 2025
the shape of a collar is very important
8 March 2025
women's shirts shouldn't have chest pockets this is my stance
5 March 2025
wearing really loud clickety-clack shoes is my version of a big sillage perfume
4 March 2025
today i made flats out of high heels and also a batch of salted date caramel
4 March 2025
it's funny how even when i try to change certain habits i always end up settling back into 'my' way of doing things, like coffee every morning right upon waking, not eating until 1pm, 80% black wardrobe, constant object purging
3 March 2025
waking up at 7 is wild, it's only 9:30 and i feel like i've lived an entire day
28 February 2025
i despise being sick :((( hope everyone else is well
28 February 2025
such a sucker for tops with buttons up the back
28 February 2025
the problem with online shopping is that i want to try things on
28 February 2025
my radio show is tomorrow, march 1, at 2pm krakow time
28 February 2025
tbh dj'ing a dance set has given me a new appreciation for house
28 February 2025
im always scanning the school groups walking around krakow looking for the one freak who is experimenting with clothes and looking crazy, but four years later i've yet to see even one
27 February 2025
i truly love editing texts and wish i could do it for a living
27 February 2025
had been feeling so out of sorts and vaguely moody all week but it turns out i was just getting a cold
24 February 2025
me and marilia talking about all the girls on the street with absolutely perfect skin. m: "god has his favourites."
24 February 2025
niskie ciśnienie powietrza is real
18 February 2025
interesting that now my brother and marilia have said our apartment is haunted (i refuse to believe this)
16 February 2025
Passage // Reversal // Fortune feat. NWAKKE in my head
15 February 2025
'twój przedmiot został sprzedany' is absolutely the best type of email to receive
15 February 2025
love anna celes and eyrie so much
15 February 2025
a beautiful form of music is listening to someone speak in a language you don't understand
12 February 2025
candlesticks should be kind of dirty intrinsically
11 February 2025
eternally thankful for the funny family on memetides dot com
10 February 2025
today i learned the polish phrase "pocałować klamkę"
9 February 2025
think i finally need to unfollow a significant number of labels and artists on bandcamp, i can't keep up with having 50+ albums in my inbox constantly
7 February 2025
the thing about needing to eat protein with every meal is that sometimes all my body craves is a big warm bowl of rice and vegetables
7 February 2025
feels so good to eat some totally unimpressive home cooked food after not having done so in basically over a week now
3 February 2025
love how my two favourite perfumes have the most intense gothy names: 'beauty of the devil' and 'terror and magnificence'
3 February 2025
actually all I ate in Munich was thai curry
25 January 2025
not to be this person but kind of shocked there wasn't more than a few sentences and no considered writing about even one non-male musician in 'fear of music'. in full disclosure tho i didn't finish the book because it was so boring
23 January 2025
i love the word 'bracken'
20 January 2025
cottagecore is alive and well in the kingdom of poland
19 January 2025
the thing about navy blue is that it should just be black
18 January 2025
i dont believe it..somebody finally bought the beiege miu miu pants on vinted kropka pl..
17 January 2025
shame really can be a good motivator (aka i'm reading books in polish again)
15 January 2025
it's beautiful to see how people actually do change and how i myself am also changing
12 January 2025
things i would do if i had money janurary 2025: buy issey miyake twist, go and see the william forsythe ballets in france, gabardine trench coat, handmade square toe knee length boots (one for snow one for everyday)
12 January 2025
2025 resolutions: tell people on the street when i like their outfit; stick around to do the 3-4mins of stretching at the end of pilates videos rather than clicking out in a huff
11 January 2025
standing in line at the post office thinking about the extent to which my "self" is based on the fact of having never met either of my grandfathers
10 January 2025
rooibos and slowdive (it's snowing)
9 January 2025
down bad for susumu yokota
9 January 2025
it's a bit insane how much i've spent on zabiegi at this point but perhaps even more insane that now my skin is at a place where i can leave the house with basically no makeup and feel fine about it. this was unimaginable 6 months ago. my skin is not perfect and will never be but now my imperfections are cute to me rather than crushing me to my core.
9 January 2025
just out here taking shade with grace
3 January 2025
i think that listening to music is probably the most important thing i can be doing with my life
3 January 2025
my next radio show is january 4 2025 at 2pm cet
3 January 2025
my "blogs" bookmark is growing!!
3 January 2025
thinking about lola's 2025 outs all the time
3 January 2025
probably my favourite thing about coding is the comfort that someone else has asked the exact same question before
21 December 2024
when it rains it freaking pours (cool how everyone wants to give me money lately)
19 December 2024
feels amazing to eat an entire bunch of jarmuz for lunch after not eating anything green for at least 3 days
18 December 2024
finally listened to all the bandcamp albums in my inbox lets see how long this lasts
18 December 2024
suddenly obsessed with making little knitted angels and want to make them for all my friends
14 December 2024
so weird to me that people are still putting god sent me here to rock you on mixes in 2024
13 December 2024
suddenly obsessed by the idea of having a wooden purse
10 December 2024
forever forgetting and remembering how persimmons are my favourite fruit
28 November 2024
i want to be a balagan girl but apparently you can only be one if your foot is smaller than 27cm
28 November 2024
remembering the reason i don't buy new shoes is that they never go up to my size
27 November 2024
sheeps milk dairy is just superior in every way
27 November 2024
discussing favourite lunches with marilia over lunch: she says udon, i say kale salad with roasted vegetables, hummus, avocado and lots of fun toppings and seeds, which she deems very nataliacore
27 November 2024
can't emphasize enough that my writing doesn't make "sense" to me until at least 2-3 years after the publication date
27 November 2024
at that stage of a new writing project where it seems insurmountable, dwarfing me like a mountain. it's not scary though, more like i can't wait to start climbing and meet surprises at every turn
27 November 2024
looking at clothes on usa ebay is so dangerous because everything i want is there but shipping to poland is so expensive : (
27 November 2024
after doing a deep dive into gabardine yesterday (via sebald) i am now desperate for a gabardine trench coat
27 November 2024
sebald is obsessed with trees
27 November 2024
always having a knitting project on-the-go has become increasingly important
27 November 2024
milk with vanilla extract frothed with my matcha whisk 10/10
25 November 2024
i can't stop eating persimmons someone stop me
19 November 2024
things that are embarrasing: riding in a cab, eating in a restaurant
19 November 2024
i've either thought about, said outloud or read "clams casino" 4 times this year after not thinking about him for 10 years - this means something
18 November 2024
there is something so pleasing about the 3 column grid...
17 November 2024
endless respect for anyone that wears only one colour exclusively
17 November 2024
want to redo my website so badly
17 November 2024
the length of a coat is very important
16 November 2024
cool how even the worst fruit tastes good if you cook it down into a jam
9 November 2024
everyone please make this immediately (with a tiny pinch of sugar added) and put it over warm rice my life is changed
7 November 2024
my radio show is this saturday the 9th at 2pm cet
7 November 2024
ridding myself of the weight of things (aka all the olga t books my dad gave me that i do not want)
7 November 2024
can't deny that it still kinda stings when a job you forgot you even applied to replies months later with a tepid rejection
6 November 2024
summer is for guitars winter is for pianos i dont make the rules
6 November 2024
broke and blissed out
6 November 2024
it's taken me til the 34th year of my life to realize that chopping up onions really fine does in fact make a difference
6 November 2024
need to catch up on all the blue xp mixes!!
31 october 2024
love when people in movies just eat bread straight off the table, going to start doing that
31 october 2024
bought 40zł worth of fancy french bread today and have already eaten about 15zł worth
31 october 2024
went to the art museum and still loved all the same paintings as last time #knowthyself
31 october 2024
actually find it so stressful the way all ig cooking influencers aggressively dump ingredients onto cutting boards, in pans
30 october 2024
having a jar of olives in the fridge never ceases to make me feel like a real adult
23 october 2024
all i want to do is learn how to sew and learn how to code in that order
23 october 2024
dream that i was in dusseldorf on the way up to a gothic castle/museum on top of a hill while someone i wanted to be friends with was texting me to hang out later, was beautiful
19 october 2024
ditching the last 2 hours of today's 8-hour long coding course to go walk around in the golden afternnon light it's called self-care
16 october 2024
trying to learn programming has enforced why it is so easy for me to be a poet and so hard to do anything else
16 october 2024
just realized i can read my friends' tumblrs without an account god bless
16 october 2024
eliot weinbeger in one week!!!!
16 october 2024
current obsessions: red sauerkraut, cottage cheese, kefir, pumpkin mac&cheese
11 october 2024
marcin at the żabka downstairs playing the R-rated real slim shady album at 5pm on a friday
10 october 2024
im perhaps officially sick of the sound of my own voice
7 october 2024
sad day when the manuka honey my family periodically brings me from nz runs out
6 october 2024
my last year unsound trauma is healed and i once again like the festival coming to town
6 october 2024
great feeling to have rent money and also money for treasues from the targ
5 october 2024
still house plants did not play my favourite song from the new album but i forgive them
5 october 2024
my dream realised: key is already on RYM
2 october 2024
sarah just gave me the biggest compliment on my writing: it's poetry that doesn't make her feel cringe
1 october 2024
kinda missing the version of myself who would wear the sheer ps2 jacket and slip dresses only
26 september 2024
literally obsessed with going to sleep and waking up at a reasonable hour
22 september 2024
marilia had never heard of a blt before??!! she liked it
22 september 2024
societal cross section at the antique tram and transport festival: 25% autistic male youths, 25% old guys, 45% families and me and marilia
1 september 2024
playing 4 dj sets in 3 three cities over the next 7 days - see you on the other side
25 august 2024
found out that 2 people i used to be in love with now live in las vegas, what does it all mean
25 august 2024
jimmied open the locked mystery drawer in my desk and pleased to announce there was nothing in there
22 august 2024
after getting passport photo done: "im hideous" vs. after getting pics done by a friend: "im cute!"
20 august 2024
why did i not buy the cute vintage sonia rykiel sweater at textile house yesterday : ( gone today : (
12 august 2024
dream show: erin wake, bug bus piano
10 august 2024
americans go on holiday in july while poles go on holiday is august
7 august 2024
have fallen back in love with chickpeas, also in love with roasted pumpkin
7 august 2024
the downside of my recent healthy girl lifestyle is now when i diverge from it (i.e. lunch today with my mum) i literally feel like im dying
6 august 2024
it always makes me so happy how fast clothing dries in sunlight
6 august 2024
returning to green smoothie life with mint & matcha yum
6 august 2024
turns out ive been doing the math for my vinted shop completely wrong and i actually have made almost $1000zł in zysk!!
2 august 2024
some of the old writing is so unbelievably bad but also nice to see how far i've come
1 august 2024
tbh i would love to do websites for a living but i feel like it's too late to start?
1 august 2024
going to build myself a portfolio website, lets see how this goes lol
31 july 2024
wow at home barre pilates 10/10
30 july 2024
ironically, im kinda done wearing miniskirts
29 july 2024
"So, when grasshopper shows up he could be reaffirming to you that you are taking the right steps to move forward in your current situation. Or it could be that he is telling you to go ahead and move forward, getting past what is hindering you. This is why grasshopper is the symbol of good luck all over the world." :)))))
29 july 2024
grasshopper appeared in my bathroom, what does it mean
26 july 2024
it's imperative i learn how to play guitar!
26 july 2024
just want to make music like atlas sound tbh
26 july 2024
i think the urząd pracy pani was proud of me
26 july 2024
obsessed with reading duras in polish ostatnio
25 july 2024
so insane how little it takes for me to feel amazing: reading in morning and before bed, way less ig, pilates everyday, no sugar, films and sleep before 11!
24 july 2024
watching the radio lola live stream is so fun!!
23 july 2024
it must be the heat but all food apart from smoothies, oats, fruit and carrots with dip are making me impossibly nauseous
15 july 2024
nose extraction today was probably the most painful thing ive ever been through in my adult life
13 july 2024
salted caramel mochi ice cream from biedronka fucked my stomach up but omg
5 july 2024
im gonna start eating some really weird stuff lol
5 july 2024
soo crazy that all of these things i've been craving/intuiting of late (cucumbers, mint, going to sleep before 10pm, absolutely no alcohol, less strenous excercise) totally align with my dosha
5 july 2024
welcome to my new ayurvedic life (me welcoming myself to my new ayurvedic life)
5 july 2024
ayurvedic methods make a lot of sense to me rn
1 july 2024
some takako minekawa songs have literally stopped me in my tracks
29 june 2024
tragic but true that almost every morning i have a little cry looking in the mirror, then i get on my with my day
29 june 2024
putting on my pretty dress to try and distract myself from the fact that my skin is freaking out yet again.
27 june 2024
doing computer work in a cafe always feels like cosplay
27 june 2024
after not drinking coffee for a week i caved today and bought an iced latte and it's literally the most delicious thing ive ever tasted
16 june 2024
its fun to post something when it's still nighttime in usa and then see what time all of my friends wake up
16 june 2024
i love stories about old houses in the country, which is exactly why i will one day write a story on this very topic
16 june 2024
hate going to sleep at midnight, why do i keep doing it : (
16 june 2024
absolutely so crazy to me that i used to drink 2 and sometimes 3 coffees a day. now i drink 1/2 a cup and feel like my chest is seizing up
16 june 2024
blood tests came back saying that my liver is in perfect working order, so my inability to process alcohol is not a health issue it's simply due to the fact that alcohol is poison
15 june 2024
things ive found out i like in perfume: bitter, aromatic. things i have to avoid: powdery, green.
15 june 2024
once again obsessed with polskie kino
15 june 2024
messaging someone on soundcloud is the most lowkey form of messaging i like this form of messaging
14 june 2024
jajecznica....really good stuff
13 june 2024
obsessed with the baked cod i made damn
13 june 2024
Sammie and N's birthdays!
13 june 2024
the problem with living in a really nice apartment is that now all other apartments i see can not live up to the expectations of this one
11 june 2024
my tabs right now (grouped by theme, from left to right): miniskirt, meble, unemployment, stuff to read, levi album, desolate spiral, movies, vintage shop, polish, poetry book, balcony garden, music, protein powder
11 june 2024
im really happy that people associate me with clothing tags now
11 june 2024
if anyone knows anywhere where i can work lmkkkk : )
11 june 2024
havent really been taking photos lately, not sure whats up with that
11 june 2024
literally crazy that lights out at 10pm means i wake up at 6:30 feeling amazing
11 june 2024
starting my zabiegi journey right when a bunch of people are coming to see me was probably not the best idea but well here we are (inflamed)
6 june 2024
in the mood to watch a movie about the french riviera
6 june 2024
i have joined the cult of iga
6 june 2024
twaróg wiejski moment over (broke me out)
3 june 2024
it's funny how quickly i adopt new routines when away from home (i.e. spending a week with my dad and now i eat rye bread and serek wiejski)
3 june 2024
dj twaróg wiejski
1 june 2024
kora is the gift that keeps on giving
30 may 2024
very disorienting moment to watch all these reels about rafah and then my dad comes in engaging me in a conversation about snails
30 may 2024
FREEPALESTINEFREEPLASTTINEFREEPALESTINEFREEPALESTINE
30 may 2024
uggh should i get back on birth control, the two times i was on it my skin was so good but the other effects were so bad grr
30 may 2024
leaving the house in tshirt and jeans for me feels like a performance
29 may 2024
noone: prezydent duda: THE PRIVATE PLANES WILL NEED A PLACE TO PARK I REPEAT THE PRIVATE PLANES WILL NEED A PLACE TO PARK
29 may 2024
iga coming back from 5-2 0-40 match point was truly incredible and entertaining #tennisbro
29 may 2024
i would die to be a polish girl that speaks english with a charming european accent
29 may 2024
id say a good 15% of my thoughts consist of me realizing i made grammatical mistakes in polish 1-7 days ago and correcting them in my mind
27 may 2024
just ate enough stir fry for a family of four, was great!
26 may 2024
my fringe is again exactly the length it was in my soundcloud profile photo
26 may 2024
actually i guess character is encapsulated in the look: my weird hat, 1940s dress with a handmade patch from sammie, tote and heels
26 may 2024
accidentally wearing three perfumes at once and not sure what character im projecting today
25 may 2024
dream last night where someone said "im holding on by a thread"
25 may 2024
sight sound and touch are sexy. taste and smell less sexy
22 may 2024
reminded that events usually cluster. when nothing is going on in life this is actually a sign from the universe that it's time to regroup and chill and prepare for the next cluster. free time is nothing to worry about
22 may 2024
really weird breakfast tacos today...(pesto made from arugula and dill, sweet potato, egg, radish, sauerkraut, avocado....still good tho)
22 may 2024
cabbage is literally the hardest working vegetable in the kitchen. i've had a red cabbage in the fridge for over a month and she's still going strong
20 may 2024
reading lydia davis again is giving me life
18 may 2024
wtf is going on with the soundcloud logo
17 may 2024
eat some cake and don't drink enough water and wake up looking literally terrible with two new painful cysts this is my #life
17 may 2024
ate some cake and drunk one glass of wine last night and im literally DESTROYED today #sensitivegirlies #hypoglycemia
15 may 2024
Honor Levy writing "Krakow is the new Berlin" is the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard
15 may 2024
i did the thing again where i had a great idea of something to write but didnt write it down and while i recall it was related in some way to memory it's gone forever
11 may 2024
twice in the last little while my friends have said "this is the best thing you've ever written" which is a good indicator my writing is getting better with age
8 may 2024
200% cotton
8 may 2024
while meditating after yoga today i took my mother's advice and tried to ask the universe to show me the way, the only thought that came to mind being that i should try to record audio under my kitchen table rather than in the bathroom
8 may 2024
anna's birthday!
8 may 2024
i made it thru the tone glow contributor lists for 2023 part 1...now for part 2...
3 may 2024
19:70
2 may 2024
in general i dont like too much yelling in movies
2 may 2024
amazing feeling to get a paycheck having perfomed no work #severance
2 may 2024
remembering when sammie told me that she sometimes tells her boyfriend "i love you a little bit extra today"
2 may 2024
bardzo kojarzę wiosnę z marilią i kiedy nie ma jej w krakowie dziwnie się czuję po prostu
2 may 2024
drinking collagen again in my smoothies and my nails are going crazy
29 kwietnia 2024
the song chamùpomie by anne laplantine is literally exactly how i feel when i am dizzy about someone
29 kwietnia 2024
time really does keep on slipping slipping slipping into the future
28 kwietnia 2024
bucolic is a beautiful word
27 kwietnia 2024
what's with this microtrend of models also being fancy ig cooks/chefs in warsaw??
27 kwietnia 2024
only one person i know would buy gisele bundchen's cookbook and im glad to say that person is my gf
27 kwietnia 2024
a cut tag is a thing of violence
27 kwietnia 2024
im ready for a new perfume
26 kwietnia 2024
in some ways i've been a nervous wreck my entire life but i've always just made it work?
26 kwietnia 2024
sad i ran out of broth for my pho but too lazy to make it again today, maybe tomorrow
26 kwietnia 2024
the days are hurtling by at an alarming pace
26 kwietnia 2024
back to drinking a full cup of coffee a day like a big girl
26 kwietnia 2024
sick girl inside looking longingly out the window on a perfectly beautiful spring day
26 kwietnia 2024
i think my body has caught on to this whole eating in the morning thing because for the first time in my life i have been waking up STARVING
25 kwietnia 2024
in direct contradiction of my last note i accidentally just made a vaporwave loop from this sample levi sent me and now im so excited
25 kwietnia 2024
the thought of adding more musical content to the endless stream of content in which i drown doesn't seem that attractive tbh
24 kwietnia 2024
link to the vlog i made for kenji's event in japan (can't upload to yt coz there is a woo song in it). download for better quality :).
24 kwietnia 2024
dont understand how im still not paying for cloudinary
24 kwietnia 2024
didnt make soup basically all winter and now all i want is soup
24 kwietnia 2024
vaguely worried that my vintage matches are vaguely toxic but just going to roll with it
23 kwietnia 2024
theo's voice on the new claire rousay <333
23 kwietnia 2024
after talking about deep cleaning my kitchen for maybe one month i can proudly say it is done
23 kwietnia 2024
i wonder if musicians can cosmically feel when you are listening to their music, i hope so
17 kwietnia 2024
one of the great joys of my vinted sklepik is buying stuff that needs some tlc (stains, etc etc), bringing it back to life and then selling it at like 500% profit
17 kwietnia 2024
pathetic but true: i dont know how to work a full time job and also take care of my health (perhaps tho also a product of never having a ft job i have loved)
16 kwietnia 2024
funny how online an album is organized vertically while a mix horizontally
16 kwietnia 2024
respect how public order only has one tea on offer
16 kwietnia 2024
my new yardstick for popularity is how quickly an album gets added to RYM
16 kwietnia 2024
while i am ofc sad that the weather has turned bad (ish) i am also glad to have the chance to wear my new wool płaszcz that i bought late in the season and was saving til next year
16 kwietnia 2024
after thrifting almost everyday for a week i can safely concur that menswear is just made better in every way
16 kwietnia 2024
it's official, all i want to wear is L men's white cotton shirt and cropped straight leg trousers or jeans
16 kwietnia 2024
was dreaming of stir fry with chili peanut oil all day today and it did not disapoint
15 kwietnia 2024
chili peanut oil is actually cr*ck
15 kwietnia 2024
while i dont really like obwarzanki i do understand the desire to walk down the street and tear at a plain piece of bread (me today with a bułka na zakwasie from zaczyn)
13 kwietnia 2024
but remembering that noone actually cares but me : )
13 kwietnia 2024
when you wanna just go have a nice day wth your friends but your skin is flaking off from acne treatments so you have to decide between less makeup and showing your blemishes, worrying about this all day or more makeup and cakey skin, worrying about this all day
13 kwietnia 2024
wondering how much having chronic acne has had an impact on my personality...being sometimes overly present, generous, flexible with people to my own detriment, dressing in a certain way, cultivating a personality all to (in my mind, subconsciouly) distract people from or make up for the fact that my skin is bad
13 kwietnia 2024
selling in my little vinted sklepik is not only fun it's also teaching me #patience
12 kwietnia 2024
love when i have next to nothing in the fridge and create something amazing out of it (peanut butter-miso braised cabbage with mint)
12 kwietnia 2024
brazilian portuguese > japanese > french > czech
11 kwietnia 2024
stayed up until midnight scrolling thru this ny ig babe's vintage store and am being PUNISHED today (dry red puffy eyes that feel like they are made of sandpaper)
9 kwietnia 2024
somehow now that i dont have a job i feel like i have even less time in the day??
8 kwietnia 2024
boiled potatoes with tons of greek olive oil and salt, wow
6 kwietnia 2024
really craving a slice of pie right now
4 kwietnia 2024
my desire to wear a hat and chunky necklace is probably directly related to me watching a bunch of cool girl vloggers and wanting to be one (a cool girl, not a vlogger)
4 kwietnia 2024
i hope i never have to say goodbye again
3 kwietnia 2024
my hot take: learning a new language is actually so crazy
3 kwietnia 2024
i wish i wrote the lyric ,,making love with my alien wife"
3 kwietnia 2024
wearing a vintage koszula nocna and lipstick at home at 14:00 on a wednesday is true luxury imho
3 kwietnia 2024
i love my life in poland but that doesn't mean i dont miss nyc terribly sometimes
1 kwietnia 2024
remembered my fav warm weather treat: blended up frozen raspberries with banana, pb, ginger and maple syrup
1 kwietnia 2024
my coffee addiction has been transposed to matcha addiction
1 kwietnia 2024
about 10-15 minutes of each of my mixes is just filler
1 kwietnia 2024
kate's birthday!
1 kwietnia 2024
whenever i tell sammie im hungover: "were you being a negroni queen?"
1 kwietnia 2024
making a mix heals all wounds
31 marca 2024
kevin - laundry my unemployed early spring soundtrack
27 marca 2024
thought my tabs were under control and now they are back out of control
27 marca 2024
feel so accomplished when get out of bed by 8 and then i look out the window and see hundreds of people already dressed, in transit
26 marca 2024
i really dislike us theatre kid culture but i like the way julia holter does it
26 marca 2024
the word dizajn is hilarious but also quite beautiful
26 marca 2024
cant deny that when i go to some random shop and start to chat with the sprzedawca or whoever and eventually there comes the "ale tak ładnie pani mówi po polsku" i am a teeny bit dumna
26 marca 2024
just saw a butterfly! #spring
26 marca 2024
i think i listened to ml buch at the wrong time and now it's the right time
26 marca 2024
the cello is really nice instrument
26 marca 2024
trending: reading books while sitting at the computer
25 marca 2024
po prostu nie chcę dzisiaj
25 marca 2024
i love my first breakfast (overnight oats) and my second breakfast (lately: pesto, roasted whte + sweet potato, olives, soft boiled egg, mint, seeds)
24 marca 2024
time for second breakfast
24 marca 2024
everyone is coming to krakow in july!!
24 marca 2024
absolutely obsessed with waking up at 7:30
24 marca 2024
returning to high school music today after talking to my friend from high school
24 marca 2024
love when there is a main singer in a band and then some other random member sings a track or two
22 marca 2024
im so happy seyvoure liked the album i posted on memetides
22 marca 2024
why does my love of indie rock and indie pop feel so embarassing ? like i feel embarrased to share albums i feel so passionate about with anyone
21 marca 2024
omg why have i been writing w pracę this whole time when i know it's w pracy ?!
21 marca 2024
my life will not be complete without a skrzynia ludowa
21 marca 2024
why is it that "photography" people all have identical looking lives
21 marca 2024
really crazy to dream about a random person and then jus thave them in your head all day
20 marca 2024
kind of obsessed with the form of the farmer's strike (riding tractors throughout town)
20 marca 2024
my backlog of songs for my april mix currently has 105 tracks
20 marca 2024
thank god for tone glow
19 marca 2024
zabłocie aka błocić ! wow my mind is blown
19 marca 2024
literally so cute that krakow has a tram that rides in the direction of "cichy kącik" (quiet corner)
19 marca 2024
it's so wild how labels still offer music a sense of "legitimacy", what a strange system
19 marca 2024
my protein powder arrives today!
18 marca 2024
was so excited to make a springy nicoise salad with radish top aioli one day this week for lunch but now it's snowing
18 marca 2024
18 marca...pada śnieg...jestem wściekła
18 marca 2024
roy werner is gs sultan...everything makes sense now
18 marca 2024
me listening to this ambient mix: "i really just dont have the time"
18 marca 2024
i did not like my cardamom hand cream but now i love her
17 marca 2024
it's 2oclock then suddenly it's 5...
17 marca 2024
i dont really understand the symbol of the windmill, doesn't appeal to me
16 marca 2024
wow ok so i got my mum's old iphone so i have a new iphone and now im not afraid to take selfies anymore
15 marca 2024
reentering my off instagram, journaling in a neat hand, hyper intentional, vaguely victorian era
15 marca 2024
worried i have liver disease...
14 marca 2024
i want to learn brazilian portuguese!!!
14 marca 2024
my imessage chat with alix is kind of perfect in that she sends me clothing tags she finds and i send her clothes that remind me of her and then we tell each other we miss eachother and must talk soon. #friendship
14 marca 2024
idk what it is about me and kimchi but whenever i eat it in restaurant or somewhere else i love it but at home im choking it down
14 marca 2024
scrolling PRL on Vinted is my happy place...
13 marca 2024
20:12: need to go get almond milk for tomorrow but also kind of hungry
13 marca 2024
differin is actually a magical product...
12 marca 2024
https://www.inyourpocket.com/krakow/mloda-polska-art-nouveau-in-krakow_71380f note to self
12 marca 2024
putting grouper in a mix in 2024 jest czymś potężnym
12 marca 2024
vinted is kinda ran thru : ((
12 marca 2024
i need to start saying no but its really hard to when all opportunities are exciting and worthwhile! im stressed by having all moments so full tho.
12 marca 2024
what does it mean to have little moths flying around in my stomach whenever i talk to someone
12 marca 2024
i didnt know there were secesja buildings in poznań and łodź! exciting
11 marca 2024
but re: below, who actually cares, its just fun
11 marca 2024
even as more people tell me they like my mixes i can't shake imposter syndrome. maybe this is a product of listening to mixes almost exclusively for two weeks and hearing how good they all are!! and how mine could be better
10 marca 2024
i really need to stop with my awkward laughing! im tired ofher
10 marca 2024
it's actually very good for me and humbling to remember that i don't always make the right choices
10 marca 2024
lynn is my place to be seen and not seen
9 marca 2024
so weird how my mixes sound good to me on the computer but when i listen thru headphones the transitions are all wrong! maybe i should start mixing thru headphones
9 marca 2024
wojtek bday!!
9 marca 2024
light salmon is my colour of spring
8 marca 2024
i actually love jungle...
8 marca 2024
ok i will say i've seen progress in my writing and reading comprehension. speaking still trips me up tho, but this is probably due more to my personality than language skills
8 marca 2024
my mother is insistent about giving me things i dont need. but rather than be a child and refuse them im going to be an adult and accept them. #growth #change
8 marca 2024
getting to the point with polish where my mistakes are no longer cute and im hugely frustrated with my progress.
8 marca 2024
i tried to do too many things at once today and now i have a headache
8 marca 2024
kryzys treści
8 marca 2024
wow turns out a bunch of my friends still have food finstas and now i want one!
7 marca 2024
i shuld sit in my living room more often...its nice in here
7 marca 2024
new life goal: communicate with others with the same calm and reserve with which i talk to myself in my head! im so jttery almost all the time when i open my mouth
6 marca 2024
making a hot chocolate was a Good Choice
6 marca 2024
i brought my dying basil plant back to life! cant believe it tbh
6 marca 2024
eating salad with a spoon
5 marca 2024
my hair is doing this cute little flippy thing this week, hope it lasts!
5 marca 2024
kinda sad thinking about how ill never be polish, ill always be obcy
5 marca 2024
i want to watch 'and then pina asked' but i have to do my polski :(((
5 marca 2024
dreaming about living na wsi lately
4 marca 2024
this month's episode is all jitters and theatre
1 marca 2024
the fortune cookie i ate in poznan said to be brave so im going to be brave
29 lutego 2024
i am very good at pretending
29 lutego 2024
in other news i really need some knee length boots to complement today's look
29 lutego 2024
just thinking about beauty standards and slowly spiraling while eating my breakfast salad
29 lutego 2024
how naive of me to think i could eat some high fodmap dairy and bread all week with no ill effects !
29 lutego 2024
maybe if i drink 5L of water today and think positive thoughts my skin will magically clear before my trip this weekend
27 lutego 2024
omg...forgot about erika de casier's "photo of you"
27 lutego 2024
one thing i really need to start doing is giving my polish texts a once-over before i hit send. i make so many stupid mistakes!! although it's also kinda indicative of how polish still functions in my brain, all muddled.
26 lutego 2024
ok f*ck LRP but i can't deny that i've truly missed the b5 cicaplast basalm...
26 lutego 2024
imagining what course my life may have taken if i had been born in poland...
26 lutego 2024
i love how when i moved to poland my goal was to translate an entire book and now my goal is to simply be able to read and understand an entire book
26 lutego 2024
jestem uzależniona od chleba na zakwasie z bakaliami z masłem i masłem orzechowym!!!
26 lutego 2024
went thru and marked all the public holidays in my calendar. depressing
26 lutego 2024
only drinking half a coffee a day now !! and somehow surviving
25 lutego 2024
kelela cut 4 me :'''''' , also so amazing how the remixes are as good if not better than the originals
25 lutego 2024
serek wiejski has more białko than yogurt, halloumi has more białko than serek wiejski
25 lutego 2024
i have no idea how to repot plants but i did it today anyway
25 lutego 2024
it seems mexican food has finally made it to poland
25 lutego 2024
lots of tall women on the streets of krakow today
24 lutego 2024
spent too much money during 20zł day at textile house....no regrets!
24 lutego 2024
i like krakow so much more when i walk around in it
23 lutego 2024
it is unfair that rice noodles take like 10 minutes to make and brown rice takes 30+ minutes, unfair because i don't have any rice noodles
23 lutego 2024
my summer glow up starts today (23 feb)
23 lutego 2024
have a feeling i will get a new *** in june, just need to wait until june
23 lutego 2024
i want to hang out with marilia
23 lutego 2024
just started having a cascade of negative thoughts about myself and my professional life, hoping that posting this sentence will help me release them into nothingness
22 lutego 2024
adding albums to RYM is my new form of community service
22 lutego 2024
don't wanna work today dont wanna do class. just wanna lie in bed and watch a movie and take a nap and then go get pizza with my friends later
22 lutego 2024
it seems all the polish girls have found out about aestura barrier cream and now it's sold out all the time everywhere
21 lutego 2024
re: below: i get it now
19 lutego 2024
rozumiem dlaczego "coś jest czymś" ale dlaczego istnieje forma "czymś jest coś" ?! wtf
20 lutego 2024
the risotto i made yesterday was so good i cant stop thinking about it (maybe also just because i haven't made white rice in a while lol). i love that the recipe is kinda convoluted and you have to make another recipe in order to make this recipe. ill type it up one day.
19 lutego 2024
it is no coincidence that the most frequently recurring images in my writing are window, door, room, cup, street, sky
19 lutego 2024
really jealous of all the girls with a bright red scarf this season
19 lutego 2024
today's roulette: work, polish essay, cwiczenia gramatyczne, zdania, editing texts for miniskirt, work, polish essay....
19 lutego 2024
so terrified to open my work twi***r account. without fail i always see the most f*cked up stuff: people falling onto subway tracks, fights breaking out in classroom, itd.
19 lutego 2024
avocado oil smells like smoked meat...who knew!
19 lutego 2024
going to be very disciplined this week ! and see where that gets me
19 lutego 2024
everyone that sees my tabs lately comments on how many i have open, which is funny to me coz i thought everyone's tabs look this way!
19 lutego 2024
sneaking suspicion that my skin issues are at least in part being caused by alcohol...going to test this theory
19 lutego 2024
always so interesting when i know right away that something will come to pass, and then it does, with complete ease. i wish things were always this way. they can be maybe.
18 lutego 2024
green smoothie: cold witch hazel tea, a splash of milk, spinach, basil, frozen pineapple, flax, hemp, ginger, peanut butter, ice
18 lutego 2024
obsessed with the idea of the 'interface' after reading it in eyrie's miniskirt text
16 lutego 2024
ok noone should listen to my skincare advice considering my skin is trash but oil cleansing has done more for my skin texture than exfoliating ever will
16 lutego 2024
i'm a database girlie
16 lutego 2024
drinking hot tea when the sun is out is really a vibe
16 lutego 2024
wearing my blazer inside at home just because
16 lutego 2024
differin: purchased. only a few tears shed over state of my skin today
15 lutego 2024
the door is OPEN
15 lutego 2024
my beautiful sleep schedule is all messed up : ( it's both wonderful and annoying how quickly the body falls in and out of sync
15 lutego 2024
really happy i was able to hack this dress into something that looks vaguelly like vivienne westwood
15 lutego 2024
imagine peaking in your 20s! how depressing that must be
15 lutego 2024
hearing mars volta the widow in this double virgo mix just broke my brain
15 lutego 2024
i always forget about robert ashley and then remember that it's actually my favourite music ever made
14 lutego 2024
got too excited about the sun and the deerhunter song in mimi's mix and making chocolate mousse that now i have a headache
14 lutego 2024
i just want to make the crunchiest music on earth
14 lutego 2024
should i start posting my shows to ig and tagging everyone in them ?? i like when other people do it but somehow don't like when i do it
13 lutego 2024
not listening to albums this week, only mixes. going well so far
13 lutego 2024
just made the best stirfry and all it took was TIME
13 lutego 2024
"the meal" is largely just a receptacle for the herbs and seeds i sprinkle on top of it
12 lutego 2024
one good thing about having my desk by the window is finding myself just listening to music and zoning out by looking out the window, nice
12 lutego 2024
wow more than a bit proud to have earned the "straight jazz" hashtag on nts this past month
7 lutego 2024
it's a week of almost forgetting (to send rent, to send my show)
5 lutego 2024
"i wish i could split in two/like a cookie/and give you half of it" is one of the most genius lyrics i've ever....
2 lutego 2024
everyone exceptionally cute at the targ today, my fruit man pan andrzej, the egg lady, omg
2 lutego 2024
i think about the libby rothfeld restaurant everyday...
2 lutego 2024
tfw you have a friend who takes it upon herself to fix your broken lamp and goes with her dad to the hardware store to a buy a new cable!! i am too lucky
31 stycznia 2024
almost did an unhinged thing like my old self would do but then didn't :))
30 stycznia 2024
on my way to designing my ideal low fodmap, low glycemic, high iron, antinflammatory diet
30 stycznia 2024
actually so crazy that i have genes
30 stycznia 2024
im tryna get into handcream
30 stycznia 2024
i think now that scarves should always be fun colours (selling my black scarf)
29 stycznia 2024
my only goal for this year really is to have a great balcony, with plants and vines at a little table....it's all i want
29 stycznia 2024
inside me there truly are 2 wolves (the girl wanting all her clothes motheaten and falling apart and the girl wanting perfect structure without even a speck of dust)
28 stycznia 2024
reallyyy want to play some popup dj sets outside on the streets like in planty this spring or summer....
28 stycznia 2024
wheneveri leave the house good things happen, reminder to self
28 stycznia 2024
wow ok running in the day actually rules
28 stycznia 2024
going to go run at 1pm rather than 7pm like i usually do....scared....
28 stycznia 2024
in my brain every year symbolically represents another year but still unsure whether this is 2017 or 2018
28 stycznia 2024
tbh i kinda fuck with sunscreen whitecast.....
27 stycznia 2024
just too many life hacks available that it makes me want no hack
27 stycznia 2024
ironic yet not unexpected that im fiending to aesthetically upgrade all my stuff whilst dirt broke
27 stycznia 2024
it's important to stay forever open to the whims and spontaneities of life (targ babcia upselling me on her beets so now i have 3kg of beets)
26 stycznia 2024
fresh mint tea is so much better i cant go back
23 stycznia 2024
the people that write polish grammar excercise sentences are kinda unhinged....
23 stycznia 2024
wistful!...."suffering dreams of you"
23 stycznia 2024
izzy
22 stycznia 2024
forgot how fun it is to make my own mayonnaise, meaning i remembered
18 stycznia 2024
ate too much stew. #stew
18 stycznia 2024
nothing better than kale salad with a lemon tahini dressing...
18 stycznia 2024
i hope i never have to go to sleep later than 10:30 ever again
18 stycznia 2024
i love going to sleep at 10 and waking up at 8!
18 stycznia 2024
kilka godzin polskiego dziennie keeps the doctor away
18 stycznia 2024
so weird that all polish verbs end in ć except those that don't
18 stycznia 2024
a little cotton spaghetti strap singlet is a beautiful thing
18 stycznia 2024
got my computer back after spilling water all over it! all works! no data loss! new battery!
9 stycznia 2024
new life goal - own a nikifor
9 stycznia 2024
lars von trier, my great inspiration (never traveled by plane, only by train)
8 stycznia 2024
just remembered lorelei by cocteau twins - bye
8 stycznia 2024
all these polish people hear my accent and think i am czech, which makes me so happy to be honest
4 stycznia 2024
my breakfast salad! is so good
4 stycznia 2024
thought i saw a bunch of people walking around with cute little woven baskets but turns out they were just brown take out bags
4 stycznia 2024
moving my desk to have a view of the street was a Good Choice
4 stycznia 2024
anti-inflammatory 2024
18 grudnia 2023
today is natural wonder beauty concept III
18 grudnia 2023
paris has my heart
7 grudnia 2023
i hath fallen in love with the grapefruit
3 grudnia 2023
i will never feel lonely again
3 grudnia 2023
an empty house feels very big
3 grudnia 2023
so weird to just have me in the house, only my thoughts to live with
29 listopada 2023
but do i NEED a cashmere scrunchie tho
29 listopada 2023
what's up with brussels
29 listopada 2023
just realized it's sunny today (12:11pm)
27 listopada 2023
about to be balancing on a scary precipice of self
27 listopada 2023
i need Things
27 listopada 2023
crazy how PRL design is like aesthetically perfect
27 listopada 2023
people that are overly invested in their own lore are so tiresome to me
23 listopada 2023
can't get over the lunch i made today....best lunch ever....
23 listopada 2023
fauzia's nts shows are just.....!
23 listopada 2023
haunted by the tall orange-haired man in my dream
23 listopada 2023
literally bonkers how good, sociable and generous i feel when i go to sleep before 12am - reminder to self!
22 listopada 2023
found out my polish teacher has a size 41 shoe
22 listopada 2023
it is annoying to have a job and to have to plan everything very dokładnie in time
22 listopada 2023
it's beautiful when you disappear
13 listopada 2023
i miss 2020 vinted
13 listopada 2023
carrot for dessert
8 listopada 2023
https://1mb.club/#hof
4 listopada 2023
tara clerkin trio is the best band on earth right now
4 listopada 2023
have my sister's voice in my head money comes and goes
4 listopada 2023
dreamt i had a cool winter hat and disproportionally sad it doesn't actually exist
4 listopada 2023
great day for lesbian relationships in krakow have seen 3 couples holding hands!
21 paźdzernika 2023
soft launch of miniskirt, me and nic's print-only fashion fanzine, to be sent throughout 2024. subscribe or advertise here
20 paźdzernika 2023
seeing stars! (actually, im hungry)
20 paźdzernika 2023
intuitive feeling that if i do yoga even for a bit today this cold that's taken root for the past two weeks will politely disappear
13 paźdzernika 2023
20 paźdzernika 2023
i love writing blind emails to fashion historians and getting kind responses!
20 paźdzernika 2023
cacao banana ginger oat flax smoothie
13 paźdzernika 2023
the soundcloud algorithm actually rocks
13 paźdzernika 2023
sick, upset, stwessed
13 paźdzernika 2023
can 8 more people please follow me on soundcloud
12 paźdzernika 2023
i want to go >here
11 paźdzernika 2023
sick with a cold and craving pineapple - what does it all mean
11 paźdzernika 2023
unsound top 5 (in chronological order): ziúr/iceboy violet/elvinbrandhi/sanderHhoutkruijer, 7038634357, Natural Wonder Beauty Concept, zaumne, tirzah
11 paźdzernika 2023
things i learned about myself during unsound: i like listening to music alone in small crowds, sitting down is nice, less is more
11 paźdzernika 2023
marilia's ballet playlists are so amazing (aphex twin avril 14, radiohead no surprises, a burst of classical...)
29 wzreśnia 2023
sometimes when i translate how i speak/write polish to english in my head i feel like i sound so cute in my mistakes that im almost like why learn to speak properly anyway...
28 wzreśnia 2023
if the song im listening to just really said "lets make out like 2 bilinguals in the hague" well im...
28 wzreśnia 2023
O to go & get a masters in art history
28 wzreśnia 2023
DEEP desire to walk around manhattan with a coffee and buy a million books
28 wzreśnia 2023
idk if constance de jong is necessarily a great writer but she's certainly fun
28 wzreśnia 2023
new polish words of the week: etażerka, zardzewiały
28 wzreśnia 2023
the sad truth that if i just changed the font on my sites away from default to some large type sans serif it would immediately look more "professional"
28 wzreśnia 2023
noone is responding to my emails as to whether lynn has been hacked in order to open a tiktok and poshmark account ! or alternately if someone just opened these accounts
28 wzreśnia 2023
realized that the main problem with my j** is that's it's f****** BORING
28 wzreśnia 2023
almost had a mental breakdown yesterday trying to install my new wifi printer but then i figured it out
28 wzreśnia 2023
feeling deep delete ig desires right now do i give in or fight
25 wzreśnia 2023
wow wow i forgot how that kerrygold irish butter indeed changes the game
25 wzreśnia 2023
it's very stupid of me to think it's stupid how people post pages of what they are reading to instagram
23 wzreśnia 2023
https://missourireview.com/but-then-there-was-no-one-way-by-mackenzie-kozak/
22 wzreśnia 2023
ok i was wrong and the new tirzah is totally fine (thanks to sonia for helping me see the error of my ways)"
19 wzreśnia 2023
its very cool to do projects based on the teaching of old obscure books noone cares about anymore
19 wzreśnia 2023
struck me today how i call this a blog but i dont really do any "blogging"
19 wzreśnia 2023
my new goal is to stop using the word "we" in relation to anything pertaining to my job
16 wzreśnia 2023
why the heck hasn't piotr kurek released on recital
16 wzreśnia 2023
marilia said all my clothing finds from today are very Old Money
16 wzreśnia 2023
old united colors of benetton is a vibe
14 wzreśnia 2023
how is it that whenever i roast vegetables i end up eating a whole zuchinni, 2 sweet potatoes and like 7 carrots in one sitting
14 wzreśnia 2023
just scanning my clothes and listening to księżyc
13 wzreśnia 2023
i think ill manifest some curtains in the wild aka thrift
13 wzreśnia 2023
crazy how new friends come around and change up my whole life or rather just get me back on track
13 wzreśnia 2023
should i buy curtains this month or a zoom recorder (the budget only allows for one!)
13 wzreśnia 2023
new tirzah so unexceptional damn
11 wzreśnia 2023
Kinda all the best stuff I find out about it via films <333
11 wzreśnia 2023
Alwin Nikolais <333
6 wzreśnia 2023
dont know if anyone else is into wood furniture restoration but 0000 steel wool is a magical thing
3 wzreśnia 2023
https://radiokapital.pl/shows/pongifani/pongifani-23-wszystko-zaraz-wiosna-w-stanislaw-sote/
3 wzreśnia 2023
it's official, the house is #furnished. phase 2: projektor, more lamps and plants, coffee table, new curtains, other whimsical items
3 wzreśnia 2023
writing from my new desk hello
3 wzreśnia 2023
one thing about having a completely inconsistent writing schedule is that ill forget ive written things and then find them months later, full of wonder at my past self
3 wzreśnia 2023
it seems i love lamps that take the shape of flowers
3 wzreśnia 2023
something about my local post office location being poczta główna is so pleasing to me
30 sierpnia 2023
new tara clerkin trio thank god
22 sierpnia 2023
the couch fit! just the table to go now
22 sierpnia 2023
feeling so stressed rn but when i take a step back i realize my only worry is whether my beautiful new 1960s couch and table will fit through the front door + if ill have time to go and see those dreamy romanian drawers this week...
22 sierpnia 2023
twarożek, rzodkiewki, sół morska i kiszona kapusta On Toast
22 sierpnia 2023
im joining the cottage cheese craze - happy to be here!
20 sierpnia 2023
seeing you sitting at the desk the way your hair flips and shoulders bend
20 sierpnia 2023
collectivizer by trjj is maybe one of the best songs ever
20 sierpnia 2023
after talking with staś and filip and olka last night about childhood books i realize my entire aesthetic sensibility is kinda directly based on the young adult fiction i came up on: series of unfortunate events, dianne wynne jones chrestomanci series, jerry spinelli's milkweed
20 sierpnia 2023
love having guests on my radio show omg
20 sierpnia 2023
literally 100 years of good tidings to everyone that speaks my terrible polish with me, bless
18 sierpnia 2023
i really gotta learn better emotional regulation damn
18 sierpnia 2023
http://www.zrb-antyki.pl/
18 sierpnia 2023
wish my name was zbigniew
16 sierpnia 2023
should i start wearing pearls
16 sierpnia 2023
lately all sorts of minor but hugely annoying digital customer service type things are happening to me that make me just want to completely disconnect from this kinda life because the structures within which we operate are just so flawed and stupid
16 sierpnia 2023
more people have knocked on my front door living one year in this apartment than the whole like ten years i lived in nyc
14 sierpnia 2023
coming back from the music festival and going back to my completely artless j** is hurting today
14 sierpnia 2023
the intimidating thing about buying furniture is needing to make decision now for all time (on a budget)
14 sierpnia 2023
suddenly feeling a huge desire to be incredibly incredibly offline (the blog does not count tho)
7 sierpnia 2023
imagine writing a song as good as tom tom club's genius of love
2 sierpnia 2023
looking for an apartment is so depressing because it forces me to confront my deepest melancholy (erasure of an aesthetic past)
2 sierpnia 2023
funny how some people actually like and prefer the way base ikea furniture and those weird grey floors look in their living space
1 sierpnia 2023
someone pls do ethnographic study on why poles are obsessed with painting walls green
1 sierpnia 2023
every apartment i want is 1500zł out of my price range (and tbh i still don't even like them that much)
1 sierpnia 2023
polish landlords are crazy for thinking people want to live in their insane design schemes
1 sierpnia 2023
it's like in poland the only people that are allowed to own furniture are home owners
1 sierpnia 2023
manifesting a kind female landlord for september
1 sierpnia 2023
why the fukc are all real estate agents in krakow like 18 year old mean girls with no smile or weird middle-aged men that subtly insult me at every turn
31 lipca, 2023
a special kind of heartbreak reserved for setting eyes upon a horrible remont
27 lipca, 2023
thanks to marilia i now know that mixing 18% smietana with plain ole white sugar is just the most delicious thing
27 lipca, 2023
what is it about eating quinoa that makes me feel like i'm the greatest person in the world
27 lipca, 2023
my polish teacher said she is proud of me for doing so many ćwiczenia!!
27 lipca, 2023
men between the ages of 35 and 60 hate me no i will not eleabroate or explain
27 lipca, 2023
TIRZAH is playing UNSOUND i will CRY
25 lipca, 2023
whenever anyone says they wish i were in ny i immediately feel horrible
25 lipca, 2023
my apartment desires are humble and true: parquet floors, white doors with the glass pane, unintrusive furniture (a window in the kitchen would be nice....)
25 lipca, 2023
if olx is anything to go by warsaw apartments are generally more beautiful than krakow apartments and cheaper
25 lipca, 2023
my horoscope said the next 9 months should be very social for me. get out of my shell. does that mean i shuld move to warsaw ???
25 lipca, 2023
actually really inspired by that vintage guy with the moustache on instagram living like its 100 years ago - my muse
25 lipca, 2023
where do i find friends that are also learning polish who share my niche interests
25 lipca, 2023
felt great last week and oh so blah this week
25 lipca, 2023
,,czysty chaos" - w
25 lipca, 2023
feeling sad that im not hotter
24 lipca, 2023
funny how a ten minute gap in a mix seems impossibly huge to fill, while ten minutes in life
24 lipca, 2023
rain storm smells good, like the musk of tomatoes on the vine
24 lipca, 2023
dream where i passed the b level polish egzamin in my primary school classroom in a wedding dress and then skipped class to go to the thrift store
20 lipca, 2023
i know im supposed to hate sam smith's unholy along with everyone else, & yet......
20 lipca, 2023
excited to announce I've started working on my first novel, Willa Słoneczna, probably ready in about 2040
17 lipca, 2023
to the Store for Smietana i Soczek
17 lipca, 2023
Liebe auf den Ersten Blick
17 lipca, 2023
damnnn i want a show on radio złote przeboje
17 lipca, 2023
wherever i go, my grandmother's radio will be right there with me, and the thought of this gives me great comfort
17 lipca, 2023
wow forgot how much better radio is than television
17 lipca, 2023
crazy how simply doing pilates in the morning opposed to evening has transformed my entire life
17 lipca, 2023
will never get tired of getting hit with a whiff of black pepper from some unsuspecting stranger
15 lipca, 2023
i thought i didnt know the music of clairo but i do!
11 lipca, 2023
poland has everything i want (little seedless grapes off the vine)
11 lipca, 2023
skirt hem licked by flame, singed
27 czerwca, 2023
A soup spilled on the ground is not the same as a soup in a pot - Adriana Gallo
26 czerwca, 2023
what the hell is a restobar
24 czerwca, 2023
im just trying to build the most beautiful collection of blouses in the world
23 czerwca, 2023
so obsessed with the fact that im hosting my site for free now on firebase and can just deploy deploy deploy!
23 czerwca, 2023
the kinda best thing about kaitlin phillips and natasha stagg is that they are hot toeing the line of ugly, and for this i respect them
16 czerwca, 2023
have gotten a taste of programming and im hooked....
29 maja, 2023
if i had time to watch a movie every night and do everything else i need to do my life would truly be in order
29 maja, 2023
embracing the whimsy
29 maja, 2023
eager to feel healthy again
29 maja, 2023
so many cool shoes out there
29 maja, 2023
vinted shoe shopping while i should be writing an essay about far-right nationalism
29 maja, 2023
i looked horrible in the 2000s, sidestepping that revival
29 maja, 2023
idk what it says about me that so many clothing items i covet (white wool stockings, closed to t-strap kinda sporty sandal) are easily available in a kids version
28 maja, 2023
i hate when they cut the grass
26 maja, 2023
obsessed with my white bean stew and organic rye bred
26 maja, 2023
i feel like a frog at the bottom of a cool damp well
9 maja, 2023
i thought i didnt like cabbage but then i discovered young cabbage
20 kwietnia, 2023
guitar is a better instrument than piano i rest my case
20 kwietnia, 2023
how am i just now learning about double virgo (happy about it tho)
20 kwietnia, 2023
you just know nina cristane has a manual toothbrush and the most minimal perfect skincare routine
31 marca, 2023
not me going through my little vocab list and being like "bat...something like nietoperz??" and it being nietoperz....
31 marca, 2023
i've heard anarchy in the uk twice in the space of 12 hours what does this mean
31 marca, 2023
O to be a petite brunette
13 stycznia, 2023
theres literally like no better feeling that your friends being boosted about something you've done
12 grudnia, 2022
i love selling stuff in my litle vinted sklepik!!
12 grudnia, 2022
things are changing and i hope in a dramatic way
12 grudnia, 2022
marilia's recent requests: heating pads and a new radio station (both achieved)
12 grudnia, 2022
i miss posting here and living so intensely/intently in my head
20 września, 2022
music sounds better in the winter
20 września, 2022
some people are really a drug
17 sierpnia, 2022
most transportative album experience today
17 sierpnia, 2022
it's so fun when people ask me to write about albums that are actually good (i am on a roll with this blessing)
17 sierpnia, 2022
not me seeing the number 2 tram go by covered in ads and screaming "nooo" on the street to a degree that strangers were looking at me bewilderdly
15 sierpnia, 2022
will never get over my sister calling my sandals my "anne frank shoes"
July 9, 2022
all i want for my birthday is for these two heinous hormonal cysts to sink back into the hideous depths from whence they came
July 1, 2022
my sister is so fun lol
July 1, 2022
if there is one thing i have trained myself to be confident in in this life it's writing random low-pressue blurbs for esoteric and wonderful underground music releases
June 27, 2022
mututal intelligibility is amazing
June 27, 2022
i wonder if i will ever learn the skill of not upsetting myself over things outside of my control
June 27, 2022
not going outside unti my straw hat with ribbon chin strap arrives across the pond
June 21, 2022
June 20, 2022
June 20, 2022
June 20, 2022
would be great to live in a little house with marilia and sew and grow food and forage and and
June 20, 2022
is it sad that updating this blog is one of the great joys of my life lol
June 20, 2022
next time we sleep in the castle
June 14, 2022
just sold an important vestige of my past (purple silk armani pants bought at vintage store where i worked to wear to first anniversary dinner with She Who Shall Not Be Named)
June 14, 2022
should have been born in warsaw i was robbed
June 06, 2022
anna sarah mimi celes eyrie theo alix laura sammie laurel becca gordon marie kate nick ross emily memetides girls and others would be nice
June 06, 2022
the necessity of accepting that contradictory things can and usually are true at the same time
June 06, 2022
certain public events undo the attendance problem
June 06, 2022
since i said it im really just trying to dj outside to abunch of unsuspecting strangers
June 06, 2022
tossing and turning but thru life
June 06, 2022
all weekend sleep until 10am perfect skin wake up monday with acne
June 06, 2022
window: open - hot air: in - eliane radigue: on
June 06, 2022
probably doomed like my mother and her mother before her (my sister is ok tho)
June 05, 2022
in my dream filip was living with filip o. and odwalla88 and there was talk of jonny greenwood
June 05, 2022
why did i buy the manhattan transfer cassette? to record over it of course.
June 05, 2022
love when a recipe says its ok to use any delicate stems
June 04, 2022
little does everyone know my time in krakow is actually just a first step training ground for little in the middle of nowhere in some idyllic isolate ancient village when the world at large becomes completely insufferable to me
June 04, 2022
thinking about eyrie's gigli vest and filip's cauliflower with cilantro and tahini
June 04, 2022
spending way too much money on overpriced groceries will always be one of the great joys of life
June 04, 2022
biking around in a light rain all day kind of lovely to be honest
June 02, 2022
couldnt sleep lsat night thinking about polish and getting so actually annoyed at how all the rules are basically useless in a practical sense! my cap rising and aries mars doggedly acknowleding i must conquer this ridiculousness tho ugh
June 02, 2022
cloudy mornings keep burning off to bright afternoons, almost sultry evenings
June 02, 2022
changing my life (diet, yoga, no more buying crappy shit off vinted that i then abandon or destroy - in general, investment)
June 02, 2022
the only option is to start to watch movies at w
June 02, 2022
the perfume oil has become noxious
June 02, 2022
20 hours fasting per day
June 02, 2022
feeling ery secure in my push up bra
June 01, 2022
thinking about summer 2020 alone on unemployement in sunsetpark packing going to the farmer's market weird weird sad but strangely romantic times
June 01, 2022
just remembered i solved the polish fennel seed mystery and can now make my favourite french carrot salad
June 01, 2022
thinking about marilia missing marilia
June 01, 2022
b12, iron, salmon
June 01, 2022
talking to johanna alwys changes my life
June 01, 2022
being away from home is good to come back and refocus in on health
June 01, 2022
will i ever learn to let people go
June 01, 2022
listening to farben missing jaclyn
May 24, 2022
will i ever be happy with my FACE
May 24, 2022
me and marilia always have such crazy parallels (dkny, rosemary's baby, to name recent few) in a way that feels so rare and precious
May 20, 2022
there is a time and a place for a fifth world with ian kim judd mix (right now)
May 16, 2022
fixing to make some really weird "im going out of town for 2 weeks and dont want to buy more groceries" meals
May 16, 2022
something about this vinted shirt arriving perfumed in cigarette smoke is hitting todya in an entirely pleasurable way
May 16, 2022
i have listened to everything and so will be hijacking the montez press public playlist this week
May 16, 2022
in the usa i was a foreigner, in poland i am a foreigner. i am a perpetual foreigner
May 16, 2022
main takeaway from my warsaw trip - my polish still sucks
May 16, 2022
i am safe and secure in my digital world
April 30, 2022
i accept i am cute and not hot and htat ultimately is fine with me
April 29, 2022
lewiatan haul so indicative that i didnt really need to go: ground kumin, 8 pack of red tapered candles, woda gazowana, nutritional yeast, butter, lays oven baked chanterelles in a cream sauce lol
April 25, 2022
really must stop taking scissors to things as if i know wtf i am doing
April 25, 2022
i have so many things to do and instead i am browsing wool sweaters in 18C weather
April 25, 2022
im so smitten what the fuck life is beautiful
April 25, 2022
ddn't realize that the knitted sweater i bought has ZEBRAS all over it and now i hate it
April 22, 2022
simple black skirts and pants, button ups with buttons up the back
April 22, 2022
nothing fits me in shops maybe its time to start making what i awnt......
April 22, 2022
i DONT want to do my excercises but i DO want a perfect ass
April 22, 2022
suddenly hate all my clothes
April 22, 2022
for someone that "doesnt eat bread" i certainly have a lot of it in the house right now
April 22, 2022
jaclyn's birthday
April 20, 2022
saw the perfect tiny pants for marilia today
April 20, 2022
it's amazing how you can put a chicken in the oven and go about your day
April 19, 2022
riding on the dirt path that cuts through błonia at sunset is one of life's true joys
April 17, 2022
realizing that this upcoming break will be the first time n over 2 years where i have had time off and time to myself with absolutely nothing to worry about (i.e. money, job, house, privacy, relationship - everything is in order)
April 17, 2022
Elsa Peretti bean
April 17, 2022
Charles James muslins
April 17, 2022
i am sleeping better - the only way i can do so is hugging the soft pillow against me imagining it's marilia, stopping my body in motion, occupying my arms, holding me
April 17, 2022
i find the day to day facts of peoples lives fascinating, not banal - the most bizarre chat. especially tell me what you're eating
April 17, 2022
if a poetry book starts off making some metacommentary about poetry itself im really not interested. further down is acceptable though
April 11, 2022
kara-lis coverdale might be reaching durutti column status as every time i intermittently listen it gets better and im hooked for days
April 11, 2022
im going to become selfish and mean, just watch me (actually maybe im already selfish)
April 10, 2022
love how every polish film description is like "w miałym miasteczku / z miasteczka"
April 9, 2022
maybe my mission in life is not to be a translator but simply to compile an easy to use online directory of dokonany and niedokonany
April 9, 2022
it's time for some house plants
April 9, 2022
the targ reaches quasi-mystical status in my mind
April 6, 2022
i always forget about eclipse archive . org
April 6, 2022
lyn hejinian
April 6, 2022
unintentionally graduated from wrapping my galettes in pastry to straight up shortbread cookie dough (10/10)
April 6, 2022
saving any shoe on vinted i see that's marilia's size
March 29, 2022
from big dark grey macbook to small light grey macbook -these are the days of our lives
March 29, 2022
outside sounds really nice (not going out there tho)
March 29, 2022
i am cursed because the things that truly upset me and that i convince myself will bring me the greatest happiness are impossibilities an dfallacies: living in the 1960s, being a twin, being under 5ft 8inches
March 29, 2022
i wish everything could be subtitled, there is so much that is still untouched (beautiful, worthy, but sad for me)
March 29, 2022
note to self : don't lose sleep worrying over what has not yet come to pass. anticipation is souldeath. case in point: setting out a mental plan for dealing with work the next day and then both of my meetings being cancelled and my cowoker who was going to bear the brunt of my scheming calling out sick
March 29, 2022
quietly losing my mind in my beautiful apartment thanks to drilling next door in direct connect with my brain
March 29, 2022
is wild rice meant ot smell like dog food
March 29, 2022
instead of worrying about listening to music or podcasts im just going to start rolling unsubtitled foreign films in the background
March 29, 2022
how to be a cinephile, bibliophile, audiophile, and active writer working in various mediums (poetry, fiction, write a novel, well-researched and stimulatingly odd articles on various esoteric topics), work a job, do shopping and cooking, contact landlord about various issues, eat well, exercise, stay up-to-date with the latest in skincare, perfume, pop culture, current events, while also delving deep into historical wormholes, buying the right clothes and objects having an aesthetic vision, all while maintaining relationships, familial, friendships, romantic, and meeting new people, learning one or more foreign languages, traveling, working on oneself and one's opinions, having takes, sweeping the floor, sleeping enough, meditating and developing a healthy range of interesting hobbies, everything else
March 29, 2022
putting on the blush marilia gave me each morning imagining the flush is the result of her here kissing my cheek
March 28, 2022
it's great to be and want to clean everything around me
March 27, 2022
walnuts and raisins omg
March 27, 2022
a big tree in the kitchen would be nice
March 27, 2022
Trabant Ragaszthatatlan szív is life rn
March 27, 2022
what about getting walked over
March 27, 2022
another winter gone without finishing my knitted outfit
March 27, 2022
my obsessions a desire to feel obsessed with, externally, internally ok
March 27, 2022
cooking polenta to feel close to marilia
March 27, 2022
robić co ja muszę robić nawet nie wiem co tojest
March 27, 2022
pewność, natalka!
March 27, 2022
"i thought if i looked better, my life would be better" - fiona alison duncan
March 27, 2022
burning candles in the day
March 27, 2022
my images feeds look trashy now i have to compress everything, but idk how to do anything better
March 27, 2022
sun blurs all wounds
March 25, 2022
uzależniona z czarną herbatą z mlekiem i miodem
March 25, 2022
ive been going around in circles since 2017 (but not really)
March 25, 2022
szlafrok - urgently
March 25, 2022
why do people not want to buy the things i think are beautiful on vinted
March 25, 2022
i really want to dress like a 1950s schoolboy for spring but will settle for a blak leather mini
March 25, 2022
biały jelen do konca
March 25, 2022
flaunt your dish soap on high
March 24, 2022
i keep a list of mix drafts thinking "someone will ask me to make one" and they always do
March 23, 2022
hearing marilia speak portuguese is indescribably beautiful to me
March 23, 2022
i miss talking to j so much
March 23, 2022
i miss talking to a so much
March 23, 2022
had to speak englsh at the clinic at 8:45am and almost cried
March 23, 2022
no idea if i can afford all the travel ive agreed to lol
March 23, 2022
tacos with shallot, red pepper, smoked tofu, cumin, spinach, chipotle mayo and avo
March 23, 2022
tossing to the dawn chorus
March 23, 2022
3 people have sent me screenshots from books or magazines - what does this mean
March 22, 2022
mam dwa komputery ale nie mam dwóch mózgów
March 22, 2022
i do nothing, which drains my energy to do anything else
March 22, 2022
twitter once again feels atrocious to me
March 22, 2022
tea with milk and honey literally
March 21, 2022
sometimes i truly forget i live in the country of poland. not that i imagine myself elsewhere, reality just displaces from mind
March 21, 2022
i wonder if i will ever be able to sleep 12 hours again. am i broken
March 21, 2022
just ate teh most excessively indulgent lunch :(( asking myself for penance :((
March 11, 2022
memetides is like hhey can something help me with this random off the cuff desire and in less than an hour its hung and dry <3
March 11, 2022
perverse fantasy of going up against my ex in some major poetry competition 20 years from now (just like in college) and me winning and needing to split the prize with him (just ilke in college)
March 08, 2022
i ate no sugar or snacks yesterday - im on the road to recovery
March 08, 2022
crazy how doing the things i know im supposed to do makes me feel better
March 04, 2022
telling all the other girls who love you too you love me the most
March 04, 2022
feeling a great affinity for mushrooms
February 26, 2022
not me reading gal costa lyrics in translation and bursting into tears
February 26, 2022
studying languages is kind of all that matters
February 26, 2022
when the FUCK am i going to get the polish language
February 26, 2022
O apartamento, o jornal
O pensamento, a navalha
A sorte que o vento espalha
Essa alegria, o perigo
Eu quero tudo contigo
Com você perto de mim
February 26, 2022
would really love to attend a kiwi style bonfire in field
February 26, 2022
i love a friendly game of 'who has eaten more today' between girlfriends
February 25, 2022
when all you have to donate to the war effort is a black silk thong and some leather motorcycle pants
February 25, 2022
the ukranian flag is beautiful
February 25, 2022
babcia jadzia urodziła się w kijowie
February 23, 2022
the best vinted.pl sellers are the women cleaning out their 70s-90s closets themselves rather than giving the haul to their depop-savvy daughters
February 23, 2022
overpriced vintage is a crime
February 23, 2022
i have too much stew but just realized i should put some in pastry and bake it :0
February 23, 2022
dont feel secure if there's not something wrapped in pastry in my fridge at all times
February 23, 2022
without a doubt i am only getting hotter with age
February 23, 2022
if i dont hit 1k soundcloud followers this year i will cry
February 23, 2022
my drukarnia/vintage shop/bistro compound
February 23, 2022
unhinged vinted. pl selfies are a genre of their own
February 21, 2022
just trying to be a normal person who buys icecream like it's no big deal
February 21, 2022
i dont want to do my polish homework i dont want to work out i just want to watch rohmer (i do do the other thing tho, for rohmer)
February 21, 2022
i hope everyone likes my tiny and inconsequential book
February 21, 2022
listening to beautiful mix i remembered liking but largely forgotten while in room with marilia later checking and ofc by meetka
February 21, 2022
kozi ser is better than chevre this is my stance
February 21, 2022
im rewriting the narrative of kale galettes
February 21, 2022
weird and good stew
February 21, 2022
my favourite cuisine is french bistro
February 21, 2022
sometimes i wonder if i absorbed anything from american culture but surely my penchant for trashy bbq-flavoured snacks
February 20, 2022
if im not setting goals for myself like "be the next copernicus" whats even the point of living
February 20, 2022
i recommend the feeling of ripping out the lining of a coat, dress
February 20, 2022
unhyperlinked urls are beautiful
February 20, 2022
https://www.discogs.com/artist/1845591-%D0%95%D0%BD%D0%B5%D0%B9
February 20, 2022
https://o.nouvelobs.com/pop-life/20141024.OBS3105/pascale-ogier-fantome-de-la-pleine-lune.html#modal-msg
February 20, 2022
https://www.filmcomment.com/blog/film-of-the-week-full-moon-in-paris/
February 18, 2022
everyone keeps saying i should watch tv to learn polish but think ill stick with wojciech bąkowski lyrics
February 18, 2022
fasting all day and then eating from a jar of fizzing sauerkraut was friday's form of self care
February 13, 2022
such a good feeling to be in the right time zone and moment of life to catch someone's radio show streaming live
February 13, 2022
i really want to SHOW to my girl that i NEED her
February 13, 2022
not trying to sound this way but why would i ever date a boy
February 11, 2022
heartache, hours upon waking
February 11, 2022
maybe people see thru my mask and don't like what they see behind, there
February 11, 2022
trying and maybe a bit too hard, thus
February 11, 2022
my cassette player getting fixed my skirt to get fixed my shoes got fixed i love getting fixed
February 11, 2022
smoking our mouths til morning
February 11, 2022
the minute i stop disassociating i misbehave, thus
February 11, 2022
what is it what is it that is wrong with me what is it what is it that people seek and do not find with me
February 11, 2022
eternally bad at holding people's attention #facts
January 29, 2022
the radio station i have found is embarrassing and perfect
January 27, 2022
i like that ciało and życie are neutral
krew and miłość are feminine
men end in a
January 25, 2022
need to start reading the megastarsuperprincess blog or whatever her name is
January 25, 2022
not even bout what's in and out but what's on and off here on ye olde blogge
January 25, 2022
https://www.latimes.com/archives/la-xpm-1994-08-14-ca-27031-story.html
January 25, 2022
staying in my freaking lane
January 25, 2022
tęsknię za marilią
January 25, 2022
decentralized web UNpilled
January 25, 2022
20:16 want to go for a little night run but know mum won't let me
January 25, 2022
crazy how addictive running is once you start again
January 22, 2022
i embrace smietankę
January 18, 2022
romanticizing last winter in warsaw in my crappy studio, no friends, tons of money, drinking wine all the time, reading every morning, running in pole mokotowskie, movies almost every night, so sad, so idle and free
January 18, 2022
i miss worb
January 18, 2022
obsessed iwth stalking my friends on letterboxd ahh
January 18, 2022
cant believe jaclyn didnt email me back lol
January 15, 2022
it's easy to write when you have something to say
January 12, 2022
would be so sick to get fired
January 12, 2022
im the mikhail bulgakov of corporate content writing
January 06, 2022
https://decemberism.com/
http://www.thedoublenegative.co.uk/2021/12/a-modern-total-artwork-the-case-for-lucy-mckenzies-nova-popularna/
January 05, 2022
my mum doesn't really care for this polish stuff
January 05, 2022
kora WOW
January 05, 2022
wish i was a real film person
January 03, 2022
some people deserve my kindness, some my compassion, some ambivalence
January 03, 2022
women on electric guitar
January 03, 2022
dla marilii is my favourite phrase
December 5, 2021
why are wool tights a thing for children but not adults and why are heavy wool pants a thing for men's but not women's fashion?!
November 28, 2021
gothsmithing
November 28, 2021
hot lemon water
November 19, 2021
i love thinking about cate's hoop earrings
November 8, 2021
filip just sent me the longest text message of all time lol im in awe
November 8, 2021
me looping a song on youtube on my phone while out and returning home to the same song on loop blasting off my computer is peak me
November 7, 2021
It took 81 years to patent the sewing machine
November 7, 2021
friends who are as intimate as lovers
November 7, 2021
Anna's shoe size
3 in kids
5 in women’s
November 7, 2021
All called the same thing by default like a default picture that posts in lieu of a novel one or a profile picture that thumbnails alongside a post
November 7, 2021
Patients under hypnosis are touched with a pencil, are told it is a hot object, and develop “burns” and blisters. Patients with warts under hypnosis have their warts fall off.
November 7, 2021
300% wool
November 2, 2021
smells so good in the tapestry room
October 27, 2021
"if someone is acting ambivalent towards you, run" - christian
October 26, 2021
late to polish class because i had to listen to grouper's kelso blue sky one last time.
October 9, 2021
a balcony full of flowers cracks at the seam and falls into the street one day. inexplicably, the petals continue to tumble down in that same spot for years.
October 2, 2021
all flowers should cost $1
October 2, 2021
https://scholar.google.pl/citations?user=ELVUgD0AAAAJ&hl=en
October 2, 2021
https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-018-33458-z
October 2, 2021
http://www.pennilessparenting.com/2017/07/foraging-wild-edibles-in-poland-with.html
October 1, 2021
wish my name was lucy or something along those lines!
October 1, 2021
iwory davns
October 1, 2021
every single tujiko noriko album is good
September 19, 2021
everyone join memetides
September 12, 2021
it's just so beautiful how incense sticks burn out into nothingness
September 12, 2021
cold and sunny autumn has me dear for new york city
September 12, 2021
I keep writing 2020
September 12, 2021
two years ago on Vanderbilt Ave.
September 12, 2021
you are NOT ready for me and alix's harmonica duo
September 12, 2021
brushing hair like rinsing rice until the water runs clear
September 12, 2021
look into why you don't need to pay for some services until the service has already been performed, i.e. drycleaning
August 25, 2021
all roads lead back to montez press radio
August 23, 2021
rzodkiewki so cute and freaky
August 23, 2021
radishes so cute and freaky
August 23, 2021
i've figured out the key to life and it's eating a forkful of sauerkraut after every "meal"
August 23, 2021
moving things around in a room changes, colours, contours
August 21, 2021
there's just so many things to buy
August 21, 2021
woke up at 7am, at the market by 8am, and then baked a cake like a gd angel
August 19, 2021
Compendium Ferculorum
August 18, 2021
would love to be remembered as the mistress of a famous painter
August 15, 2021
obsessed with my kocyk haul of kret, 1 carrot, and bbq encrusted peanuts lol
August 07, 2021
my money tree is thriving (touch wood, the wood of my money tree)
August 07, 2021
we ride to stary kleparz!
August 05, 2021
co są, on,
August 05, 2021
so annoying the extent to which the rain
August 05, 2021
dj końcówki
August 05, 2021
lil plecak
August 05, 2021
thought this mix was full of eliane radigue but it was just the rubbish truck humming outside my window
August 02, 2021
we're not in love we're ENTANGLED
July 31, 2021
adding "write symphony" to my bucket list
July 31, 2021
So amazing how if i dedicated enough energy to it i could write a fabulous symphony
July 31, 2021
Lipstick in the style of just-kissed
July 31, 2021
My style is always being a little bit overdressed
July 31, 2021
Literally just play beserk theme of guts cut and looped for one hour and burn me at the stake
July 31, 2021
I'm decentralized web pilled lol
July 31, 2021
Made tea from fresh mint leaves and it somehow tastes like mint cream soda over ice? I love science
July 31, 2021
I was never a dj!
July 31, 2021
The highest possible pony
July 31, 2021
Formulating a piece of writing is crazy, how it comes together so unexpectedly in one's hands
July 31, 2021
I want to be someone that kisses and tells
July 31, 2021
I made a quiche that somehow after four days in the fridge now tastes like banana bread
July 25, 2021
put on bill orcutt and i WILL cry
July 24, 2021
all of xander's music is so good
July 19, 2021
cant believe i bought a chocolate bar 3 days ago and havent opened it yet. #growth
July 19, 2021
foreeer
July 19, 2021
becca, date me
=
bread is crazy
July 19, 2021
i wish my name was feronia
July 19, 2021
my friend frilip!
July 19, 2021
12 more days until payday
July 19, 2021
stir fry and also salade
July 19, 2021
earlier a moth waved at me and now im talking to the dragonfly in my kitchen #friendsoffriends #thepainsofbeingpureatheart
July 18, 2021
imperative i turn these terrible zara pants into culottes
July 18, 2021
to the blonde in wide legged jeans and big white tshirt that i saw walking near my house yesterday - do you want to be my girlfriend?
July 18, 2021
to the short-haired brunette on the nice dutch bike in the flowy black outfit that i saw biking around planty yesterday - do you want to be my girlfriend?
July 18, 2021
July 08, 2021
going to take an evening off from the insignificant creative tasks that define my life to watch tokyo sora
July 08, 2021
boiled potatoes with a little oil and butter and salt and a lot of herbs (dill, parsley chopped too fine)
July 08, 2021
want to release a new thing on laym to justify paying for the domain lol
July 08, 2021
boiled food is amazing
July 08, 2021
update: i think im going to finish the food
July 07, 2021
bought too much food and now in a race against to finish it while concurrently having no appetite after 12pm
July 07, 2021
i did not make the form in vain
July 07, 2021
i would like to get very good at making jam, red onion jam
July 03, 2021
made the perfect amount of food for 2 people :'
July 03, 2021
im not a tourist but i do need a keychain
June 19, 2021
czesław: czesław+?
jadwiga: antoni+salomea
wołosz
June 18, 2021
might f a and make some gooseberry jam
June 18, 2021
na spacerZE (or is it ZIE)
June 18, 2021
all fruits at the point of collapse (peaches, berries, apricots, cherries)
June 18, 2021
i love learning polish lol
June 16, 2021
zbieranie kruszonego szkła -fg
Present day, present time (but actually unknown)
May 31, 2021
if dashes could contract and expand. if we could rework letters for particular concepts. digital writing is so fixed and flat. the tiny library of punctuation at our disposal, grammatical signs...
May 31, 2021
so silly and limiting the dash vocabulary available for digital writing, dreaming of as many as there are fonts, or custom ones, that translate to the unthinking movement of hands
May 31, 2021
once again learning to process the world via simple, comprehensible concepts of space (i live in a city, have an apartment there, because i have a job there) after a year of total rootlessness, too many potentials
May 21, 2021
https://www.discogs.com/上原和夫-Cosmos-I-Live-In-Soviet-Brazil-USA/release/10563350
May 17, 2021
vulnerability isboundary
May 17, 2021
wiśnia, oczywiście, oczyWIŚNIE
May 09, 2021
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Stradivarius_instruments
May 05, 2021
when I yell I LOVE YOU at the phone, computer
May 03, 2021
Why was i denying myself bananas and nut butter - ? a combo worth waking up for
May 03, 2021
Eliot Weinberger giving me life
May 03, 2021
Eliot Weinberger is the best American and possibly English language essayist of the last long long while
April 26, 2021
https://seansturm.files.wordpress.com/2012/09/john-cage-lecture-on-nothing.pdf
April 26, 2021
http://anneflournoy.com/agnes-martins-notes/
April 21, 2021
i made blueberry jam but no one knows about it
April 21, 2021
i wish i was 5'8 and that my feet were size 8
April 20, 2021
i need a room
April 18, 2021
um i only drink mendall
April 16, 2021
april 166, 2021
April 16, 2021
officially locked out of twitter, thank god!
April 14, 2021
how long is 144 days
April 14, 2021
I love being the only one to have bought something on bandcamp
April 07, 2021
Belgium seems amazing
April 03, 2021
Norman Norell and Johanna Owen both born on 4/20
March 25, 2021
love how of all the shit i've been up to the past few months the only thing that truly flabbergasted my mother was me telling her ive been dyeing my own shoes
March 25, 2021
italian wine and italo calvino
March 25, 2021
kind of love when people see right through me
March 23, 2021
http://tpdw.pl/?twierdza-chelmno,85
March 22, 2021
french soy apricot yoghurt
March 22, 2021
i love soy i dont care
March 21, 2021
all good things in life are chanced
March 21, 2021
rebeca's sack used to carry her parents' bones
March 19, 2021
reminder to self to do more research into ruth saltz, basically no info about her
March 19, 2021
https://sammydvintage.com/vintage-style/vintage-fashion-shopping/
March 18, 2021
zara frightens, frustrates and occasionally serves me
March 18, 2021
the absurdist complexity (yet logic) of polish grammar is almost surely a way that the people steeled, preserved and protected themselves from invasion, domination and censorship throughout time
March 18, 2021
somedays i have one coffee, somedays i have two ccooffeess
March 14, 2021
trilogie de la MORT
March 12, 2021
the mushroom burning out - a sign
March 12, 2021
not enough numbers in poems
March 12, 2021
forgotten twist at the limits of kindness
and who persists
March 12, 2021
everything i have to give finds me
March 12, 2021
solid, purchasable objects!
performance is not that
March 12, 2021
My silver candlesticks are made of stone. Blue like the very
Heart of a flame,
March 12, 2021
move somewhere with piano
March 12, 2021
dream job is still receptionist for a piano moving company
March 12, 2021
when i was seriously considering buying a piano...
March 12, 2021
drawers are romantic
March 12, 2021
I like things that are made to disappear completely (candles, ideally)
March 11, 2021
jajek...JAJKA
March 11, 2021
friendly interactions with the warszawian fruit and vegetable stand sellers are keeping me going
March 07, 2021
jestem smutna
March 05, 2021
im really just on depop for the exiistenz drop s
March 02, 2021
w weekend poszłam na biegać. ja nie biegałam przez trzy miesiące więc było trudny
March 02, 2021
been listening to arthur russell for 6 days straight i don't deny it
March 02, 2021
dreaming of all my herbs transferred to little jars
March 02, 2021
https://html-shark.com/HTML/CzechSlovakSlovenianSymbols.htm
March 01, 2021
lonely in warsaw
February 26, 2021
"In hope that I might be one if called upon"
February 26, 2021
wearing 100% woolen items directly against the skin as a form of strength training
February 26, 2021
have this essay want to write, which involves me knitting an elaborate black dress from a pattern i photographed from a book made by a brand everyone and no one knows about, the yarn, the time, the mistakes - ill do it
February 25, 2021
https://noctilucents.neocities.org/ida.htm
February 19, 2021
to have been in Wuppertal at th etime of Pina Bausch
February 19, 2021
im scared of all food lol
February 18, 2021
my last byline was over a year ago and yet the pr machine keep chugging int om yinbox daily :(
February 18, 2021
i actually have a hyphenated name, like mary-jane, but i didn't know it and have been living my whole life as a mary
February 15, 2021
the majority of my relationships are little talking and A LOT of love
February 13, 2021
honstly i think my life's work could be starting a shoe brand that makes cute streamlined elegant wearable practical affordable shoes size 41.5 and up all of these brands that stop at 41 break my heart and also my ffot
February 10, 2021
http://www.drawinghomework.net/eyrie.html
February 10, 2021
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Les_Plus_Beaux_Villages_de_France
February 10, 2021
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Most_Beautiful_Villages_in_Japan
February 10, 2021
http://mineral.pl/en/pages.html
February 10, 2021
my questions are boring and thats why noone responds to my texts
February 01, 2021
gotten so good at making scrambled eggs
January 28, 2021
can i stop breaking everything in this airbnb jfc
January 27, 2021
natural wine perfume skincare stocks
January 26, 2021
scrambling to stay versed + vested in luxury millenial interests
January 23, 2021
sense slipppery
January 18, 2021
the polish language is a testament to the way that change begets clarity
(complex patterns of change)
January 16, 2021
drifting away as i into solitude
January 16, 2021
remember when music used to choke me up, bring me to tears - im back there
January 16, 2021
relaxed timing.. infallible use of space
January 16, 2021
cheap health food in second-tier european cities
January 15, 2021
broke the tips off of two knives, ruined 2 safety pins, a bobby pin and my tweezers to get a broken key out of the lock, which was ultimately achieved with an already broken pair of nail scissors, not even mine
January 15, 2021
still havne't even properly mourned harold budd :''''(
January 14, 2021
i love dressing up for my zoom language school
January 12, 2021
im OBSESSED with my zoom language school
January 8, 2021
mój tata kocha keczup i pop
January 8, 2021
i'm all about getting water from the well..
December 30, 2020
So attached to my robe
December 30, 2020
Remembering the time i didn't butter the bread, knowing it would be controversial, and it was...
December 28, 2020
December 22, 2020
http://www.thepeerage.com/p27683.htm
November 25, 2020
doing and undoing
November 22, 2020
tu la, tu la
November 21, 2020
hand-stitched website, full of holes
November 20, 2020
would love to work for "the family business"
November 13, 2020
but trois gnossienne
November 12, 2020
http://www.nisyros.net/genealogy/georgakis-stamathis.htm
November 12, 2020
turning features of this blog on and off
October 28, 2020
im so sad ive used batholith in a mix already.....
October 26, 2020
Most clothes just look better backwards idk what to say..
October 20, 2020
http://www.annealockwood.com/downloads/gone_score.pdf
October 14, 2020
Want to go back to sleep but not in a sad way
October 13, 2020
"You love cataloguing things" - my sister
September 27, 2020
Quite sick of piano
September 27, 2020
Reliquary..
Makes me want to be a nun
September 18, 2020
Writing emails is embarrassing
September 18, 2020
Every image must have its alt !
August 31, 2020
Total direct energie
August 27, 2020
Elizabethan portraiture
August 27, 2020
The 1725 Faust chapbook was widely circulated and also read by the young Goethe.
August 20, 2020
vintage 1970s Pierre Cardin monogram umbrella brown logo parasol
August 19, 2020
safe in my rain poncho
August 18, 2020
Made an appointment at Jewelery Watch Repairs and Restoration London
August 17, 2020
beauty of slow load
August 13, 2020
Two letters possible mistake three letters intentional, emphatic
June or July 2020, after Marker, cocteau
Umbrella signifies a group movement AGAINST
"In my country, They
say stress Is a bear that you need to chase away
By laughing and shouting
Before it puts its paw on you
And you can’t move"
Lip watch company, france
francois benga
sphagnum moss
ombrotrophic (cloud-fed)
early 2020, New York
Modest mussorgsky
His name was modest!!!
August 11, 2020
natalia@okcook.co (1).duck
August 11, 2020
remembered the word i'd forgtten, via RhymeZone
August 10, 2020
Removing all the people i've wronged from my mailing list
The last couple of weeks
Free synthetic (fabric) pink orchid flower and foliage branch
?
Goal - be a one hit wonder
August 9, 2020
everyone is makin gperfume
line of thought, home