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rainbow bridge w/ Natalia 10.06 tracklist

When you are here/i would like to take you down the stairs
Coco Rosie - By Your Side (edit)
Sam Britton, Will Worsley - Mouth Full of Soil
The Mamas & The Papas - Dedicated To The One I Love
Julia Holter - I Shall Love 2
Hanne Lippard performing at 'Ariel 2.0' Bold Tendencies
bookworms - Bowery Outro
Tara Clerkin Trio - In Spring
The Gentle People - Parfum
Zoe Breszny from Topos Press tape
Recording at Roman Catholic Church of St. Catherine of Alexandria in Kazimerz
5am - b
5am - bit off
Teresa Winter - The Next City
Ewa Awe & Matilda Tjäder - City's
fdg. - Stems and Ashes - Extended Intro
Anne Guthrie - The Goldbeater's Skin
The Chemical Brothers feat. Hope Sandoval - Asleep From Day
Theodore Cale Schafer - Slacker
DJ LOSTBOI — I AM REAL
Young Marble Giants - Wind in the Rigging

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Can we please stop writing about music in this way thank you

Screenshot that reads spaces. Dusty breaks, queasy drill-bass, bit-crushed trap hi-hats, shuffling trip-hop drums and autotune-drenched vocals swirl together in a heady sonic palette that draws as much influence

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Theodore Cale Schafer's "Slacker" (2021)

Most of the daytime we were sitting at the table, cups and saucers scattered, red berries, some squashed…Me kind of working (slacking), “I’ve liked being here today with you.” Or it could also be slices of still-warm cake by candlelight—we each make the same one to eat at some time and share the taste across distance. Cold coffee from the morning finished by the light of a fading afternoon. Some closeness, tendered, like I could curl up inside of the soft skin of an open arm now, figmently, kind of impatiently, aimlessly, unsure who came before.

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Casualism #5 w/ Natalia Panzer (11/07/21) tracklist

Noël Akchoté, Roland Auzet, Luc Ferrari - Sur Le Contraste
At Zegarmistrz - Romuald Jasiewicz
Bells at Parafia Świętego Krzyża w Krakowie
Zomby/Reark - Natalia's Song
Bells heard in Plac Świętego Ducha
Womack & Womack - Candy World
Nam June Paik, Charlotte Moorman, David Behrman - Waiting For Commercials
Kenji - Series 6
Neil Young - Everybody Knows This Is Nowhere
Haruki Nagiata - Quiet Spiderish
sonorileu - Aphex Twin - IZ-US (33RPM - 66% Speed)
Susan Cianciolo "Films & Collaborations 1996-2012" teaser
Queen - Don't Stop Me Now
sarah - r.c. interlude
Radio Kapitał: Pleśniawa: Chill Out Ambassador (2020-05-07)
Colleen - The Tunnel and the Clearing
The Gerogerigegege - decrescendo (Side A)
Angelina Nonaj - Portal
Doctor Wize - Anima Manna / Consciousness Program
Maria Estevez - I Knocked Over My Juice Today
Justin Allen with S*an D. Henry-Smith - from "Guitar"
Angelo Harmsworth - Sundowner

Aimed to make something that emulates the experience of hearing many sounds sources at once, say, you are playing music off the computer, but also have the radio on, and the window is open and you hear the music being played in cars driving by, plus your neighbours doing whatever they are doing through the wall and maybe even the sounds and voices pinging around in our thoughts as we drift in and out of concentration. How this all interacts in an overwhelming, noisy way and falls in and out of sync.

I ""recorded"" the bulk of it in one go with a bunch of different browser tabs. I had some idea of the things I wanted to play but didn't really set out too strict of a plan. So there are some mistakes! But I think all the mistakes are quite beautiful...and also align with my wanting to make a mix that was not so composed, messy, kind of staticky sound and a free-handedness distinct from that of djs or...'sound narrators'.

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https://veronica-projectspace.com/pour-homme-printempsete-2000

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Writing about something as abstract as music is truly a psychotic enterprise

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May 2021: Angelo Harmsworth's Fully Automated Luxury Ambient

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For Fake Rolex: FR072 Natalia Panzer (Warsaw, Poland) track list and unedited description

so - a
Taku Unami, Moe Kamura, Tetuzi Akayama - from 'Hontatedori'
a5 MAImai - untitled guitar solo #2
Andy Moor + Kaffe Matthews - Builder Bloomberg
Anne-F Jacques, Ryoko Akama, Takamitsu Ohta - Chris in the Magic City
Caterina Barbieri and Kali Malone - Glory (Final Movement)
Klein - rain
Clark Coolidge - from "Polaroid"
The Roches - The Troubles
Cocteau Twins - Lazy Calm
yyu - drummer
Echo Lane Afterschool Inc. - another song for two ukeleles
Emerald Four - マリーゴールド
Le Makeup - Sketch for Wheat Road
Irimiás - Kite
KeitaroTamura - 1009

A desire to build something around works for strings that have been on my mind for years now. Almost as long as I have known you. Again thoughts, dreams of future. And steeping in the cyclic, sublime, always wanting to play of the long, long game. Threaded through some attempt at grounding (voice, street trumpeter, the buzz and tickle of a space heater clicking on): the constant text buzz and crash that fills this seeping space between now and away. You might be me. I mean, I feel that my heart is vibrating in the middle of my body.

Songs that make me think about a beautiful place out in the country, but which country? And "I wish we were Hansel and Gretel with pebbles as a hedge against the day before and the day after." Poetry falls into the tricks of its music. The line curls slackened or either strains and snaps. It's kind of messy because that's harmony. Love, that universe of the universal chance.

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"It was kind of fascinating how it created this really immersive world that you would have to keep checking back to see if anything had been added or updated; and there were a lot of easter eggs, as well. But it's this idea I haven't seen duplicated, or at least not successfully, to create this really active website that is just like a fiction you can be lost in and become a fan of. I've been thinking about this as well lately--this kind of site that you have to go to frequently doesn't exist anymore, really. There's Twitter, Facebook, Instagram; we go there often to check our feeds but it's not the same as going to a specific URL that is giving you a channel, a consistent world"

https://html.energy/becca.html

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AXIOMA #57 - Natalia Panzer tracklist

Through the window,
Tomoko Sauvage - Metamorphosis
"She doesn't live here anymore"
through wrought iron gates,
for a.
+you - from 'emi koussi'
Julia Perry - Homunculus, C.F., for 10 percussionists
Thoom - Tasted
臁办湪_Joyul - Horn
Silent Observer - Wet Floor Across the Street
Sunatirene - Pulsations 00 0 00
Kazumichi Komatsu - Skip demo
Silvia Kastel - Heart 2 Tape
Máire Ní Scolaí - Dónall óg

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Winter 2020: 'Untitled 2' by Gem Vision from Space Heater (self-released? 2010?)

I recently moved house and parsed through all of my things. To treasure or to toss? I uncovered an old usb drive filled with music from 2009-2013. I remembered each track but not every artist. Most files didn't have metadata attached but this one did: Space Heater by Gem Vision. This album doesn't seem to exist online anymore, only other fossils. I also had Lynx at some point and remember this song fondly. Felt like putting this back into the fray, lately.

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my first mix, 2014 or 2015, recorded onto microcassette split with sean tatol

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