kind of my, mine, home

Pink sunset over curving river

Pink sunset over curving river

Unusual icon that I think indicates a lady's bathroom, women sitting with knees up and arms behind

Old 8 sided nunnery or church under construction wood lit up beautifully by construction lights under scaffolding

Old 8 sided nunnery or church under construction wood lit up beautifully by construction lights under scaffolding

Beautiful old brick mansion covered in autumnal vines

Beautiful old brick mansion covered in autumnal vines

Beautiful old brick mansion covered in autumnal vines

River curving through grassy banks

Yellow flower bush that smells like beeswax

Young Carson McCullers looking nympish

Kopyta editing in Ableton

Google translate screen that reads a very good idea for a clowness, beautiful.I am a bit sad that the violin is no longer at school, but I understand.

Wish I was part of this crew

Ostrawa looking cute

Luxembourg looking cute

Screenshot of Google translate screen that says Today, about thirty minutes ago, at the Old Kleparz

Running lanes covered in leaves by trees near sunset at park by Błonia

Another pic of Błonia at sunset

Sky at dusk with pigeons or birds flying na Rynku

Blurry pic of statues outside of church

Tote bag in atrium na Rynku that reads legendary Krakow with a dragon on it

Amber decorative items in atrium na Rynku

Photo of Krakow eye from below corner lit up purple

Table at Kazimierz flea market showing instruments like recorders, harmonicas, a french horn on green felt

Text fragment that reads w-natalia-1006

Text fragment that reads Old. The exact motivation for having the bell made is unclear. Perhaps the king

Jan Matejko's painting Zawieszenie dzwonu Zygmunta showing the hanging of the Zygmunt bell

A big stack of green wood in a construction site

Plants twirling up a metal fence

Plants twirling up a metal fence

My copy of viscose magazine on my pink bedspread on my goat wool blanket

Picture of Błonia field in the sun

Picture of yellow-leaved autumn tree under bue sky, golden autun

Picture of tall tree under blue sky golden autumn

Text screenshot that reads Instead of digging up the stone floor of the cathedral

Screenshot from young marble giants music video showing a show poster maybe

Text screenshot that reads Strangers on the internet are looking for reasons to trust you,

Text screenshot that reads Why doesn't my phone habe internet?my

Text screenshot that reads Hi Natalya

Text screenshot that reads Am also interested in green cars(or anything green)

Obiad on Sunday including plates of quinoa tabbouleh, green soup, red pickle on white tablecloth on round table

Pickle plate with kapusta, czerwona kapusta, i kiszony ogórek on white tablecloth on round table

Pickle plate with kapusta, czerwona kapusta, i kiszony ogórek on white tablecloth on round table

Dark street in Salwator under blue sky

Me on bike in bikelane in Błonia in the sun

Me and Alix's memetides icons being the only ones online

Modlin fortress

Screenshot of art from YouTube video of Chemical Brothers feat Hope Sandoval's Asleep for Today

Screenshot from pe hu website that says Hello in black and natalya in red and bold

Art I made on pe hu community site with a cyan background

Art I made on pe hu community site with a dark cyan background

Art I made on pe hu community site with a taupe background

Art I made on pe hu community site with a grey background

Art I made on pe hu community site with a olive green background

Błonia looking very green

High-res scan of cover of a hardcover purple book

Botanical drawing of different kinds of peppers

Old illustration of Polish pied piper

Old illustration of Polish pied piper

Old illustration of Polish pied piper

Tree/bushes outside my bedroom window showing dark purple and green hanging leaves

Celes in Wrocław Głowny

Celes watching a fire artist in main square in Wrocław

Celes on train entering Wrocław

Celes in flower market in Wrocław old town main square

Celes in front of glass fountain in Wrocław old town main square, flicking her hair

Celes hand pictured next to pistachio eclair

Celes at terrible show at Pardon To Tu, from behind, showing distressed sleeve of white tshirt

Celes at terrible show at Pardon To Tu, from behind, showing distressed sleeve of white tshirt prominently

Celes in front of a window with a curtain or painting that shows a babcia in headscarf, she is also in a kind of headscarf

Celes playing in violet light at Chmury

Yellow envelope from Galerie Max Meyer

Pink sunset through train window coming home from Wrocław

Pink sunset through train window coming home from Wrocław

Pink sunset through train window coming home from Wrocław

Red and green checkered roof on top of church in Wrocław

Roofs in stare miasto in Wrocław

Large healthy pathos in atrium in Wrocław

Large healthy plants in atrium in Wrocław

Cathedral in main square in Wrocław during day

Filip djing in red light in Wrocław

Filip djing in red light in Wrocław

Filip djing in red light in Wrocław

Filip djing in red light in Wrocław

Filip djing in red light in Wrocław

Cathedral in main square in Wrocław

Stare miasto in Wrocław from the bridge at night

Raspberry red velvet type cake cashew cream poreczki desert me Filip and Celes had in Wrocław

Intersection outside our hotel in Wrocław

Hotel hallway with lime green doors

Map of Poland in lavender showing lignite and hard coal areas indicated by a brown or black splotch

Selfie in deconstructed silk jacket and bike shorts

Photobooth selfie in deconstructed silk jacket

Perfect glass teapot set I saw at vintage shop in Warsaw

Filip, Agata, and W on a spiral staircase at Pardon to tu dangling blue wool into the speakers and over stage

The piano in Air b'n'b in Warsaw, with heap of laundry in front

Blown glass vessels at muzeum narodowe

Photo of painting at muzeum narodowe of black dress with organza accents on sleeve

Photo of painting with brunette in black organza top

Angelo playing at Hör radio

Angelo playing at Hör radio

Violins on a crushed velvet covered table at Hala Targowa, someone has picked one up on the lefthand side of the picture

Overhead shot of china and dishes laid out neatly on a blanket on the ground at Hala Targowa

Painting of ballerina seated next to a piano so overly romantic should have bought, very Russian fantasy

White relief swans on a pink old apartment building with beautiful craftsmanship and moulding

Screenshot for Łukasz Łuczaj's Google Scholar page that reads ethnobotany ethnomycology economic botany wild food plants garden design

Georges Perec natal chart

Two yoga mats on a wooden floor covered in salt

From Room 8 a list of things my classmates liked about me and then finally I like my lovely face

Old certificate dated 8 February 2002 that is purple, shows a clipart image of violin and reads This is to certify that Natalia Panzer has graduated from Twinkles

Old drawing from my brother I think for my birthday that shows a fairy raising her wand and the text To Natalia from your brother Ari. May all of your wishes come true on this very special day but remember what you wish for just might come true

Text screenshot that N****** M**** P***** K*********** ****

Text screenshot that reads bird Newsroom

Picture of a huge wave with the text digital age superimposed

Picture of a thread of blue piped into a beaker of water, I think this has something to do with viscose?

Screenshot of pillow from pillow shop bez case surrounded by daisies

Screenshot that reads break the logjam

Screenshot of my recent online food order for pantry items for when mum comes

Tree-lined path going uphill at Łazienki park

Screenshot of a bizarre 1990s does 80s does art deco building in Wrocław that Filip told me they want to tear down

Screenshot that reads Dear natalia maria there are many ways you can benefit from

Photo of a red Persian style carpet runner laid out in a stone hallway

Photo of a piece of clear plastic laid over a bit of a wet park bench, presumably to sit on

Photo of mustard armchair, my flat white, lamp other vintage furniture in the background at Salwator kawiarnia

Selfie in my black suit outfit I wore in Warsaw

Screenshot of different spellings of the word Shadhavar

Photo of pesto pasta I made in moody lighting

Photo of blue sky over a corner of a tan building on Kraszewskiego

Screenshot that reads Dark forests and Normal forests,

Laurel Halo playing at Semibreve Festival 2020 from FACT YouTube

Laurel Halo playing at Semibreve Festival 2020 from FACT YouTube

Laurel Halo playing at Semibreve Festival 2020 from FACT YouTube

Screenshot of tags i guess at bottom of page about shadhavar that suggests similar words with the same groupings of letters

Screenshot of images that come up when searching shadhavar of other bestiary creatures including Camahueto, Karkadann, Indrik, Qilin, Re'em

Screenshot that reads So you want it online yesterday?

Screenshot that reads Meat-rich diet of 14th-century monks caused digestive issues, research finds

Screenshot that reads Bug bus piano makes extremely emotional music, text is on a yellow background

Screenshot that reads Lynn created Coins

Screenshot that reads The Biden administration has acknowledged the problem and blamed it on the Trump administration

Krzysztof Knittel Lapis album cover

Picture of basil bunch, salt dish, potatoes in a plastic container, and lemons, red peppers and onions on a glass plate, the base of my blender, and a plant in my kitchen

Picture of yellow fenugreek flowers

Leonor Fini painting showing a woman in black corset on black background

Leonor Fini painting showing Victorian-ish dressed woman reclining on a kind of plaza

Text that reads in italics bug bus forever on a yellow background

Canaletto's painting The Square of Saint Marks Venice, 1742 to 1744

Canaletto's painting of San Marco square

Hieronymus Bosch's painting Ship of Fools

Screenshot of my cart from a website that makes oil reproductions of famous paintings, showing I have recently viewed Raphael's Lady with Unicorn and Andrea del Castagno's Last Supper

Screenshot from Wikipedia that reads have had many affairs, but a permanent fixture in his life in Rome was la Fornarnia, Margherita Lutti, the daughter of a baker (fornaro) named Francesco Lutti from Siena who lived at Via del Governo Vecchio. He was made a Grrom of the Chamber

Raphael's Portrait of Lady with Unicorn - the unicorn was only revealed in the painting after top layers were removed in restoration

Screenshot of scan of Cristina Peri Rossi's <em>The Ship of Fools</em> about unicorns and Raphael's painting of lady with unicorn

Screenshot of scan of Cristina Peri Rossi's <em>The Ship of Fools</em> that reads We are being disappeared

Photo of a bicycle's front wheel I saw that has all these bright-coloured plastic bits threaded onto the spokes

Screenshot that What is AI? Everything you need to know. What is machine learning? Everything you need to know. What is deep learning? Everything you need to know. What is artifical general intelligence? Everything you need to know.

Screenshot that reads Who is the most popular writer of all time, some blank space below, and then William Shakespeare

Screenshot from Forbes traveller I think showing a Getty shot of a spa town and with some text listing out some famous spa towns in Europe

Google translate split screen that reads chcę unosić się w morzu in Polish and I want to float in the sea in English

Window display in Dębiki, various kitchen tools, brushes,e tc

A donut-ish cloud hanging over Waweł, looking very ominous and cartoonish

Google translate screen that reads in Polish staralemprzydl1ugi and in English old winged

Sunset in Błonia before I sent voice memo to Nick

Photo of wooden drawers on street, trash, printed with an image of cut wooden logs

Screenshot that reads Encrypted DAISY failed during encryption

Screenshot from tags associated with Ingeborg Bachmann's book Raspberry

Photo of my kitchen showing millenial pink wall, pink screen of my open laptop, and some pink flowers in a bouquet on wooden table

Photo from bed (you see my white duvet) of mid-cent modern cadenza in my room with white and orange polka dot nightie poking through

Photo of tall yellow flower bush through gate outside coral apartment building in Salwator

Picture of gymnast Emilia Eberle

Picture of gymnast Emilia Eberle

Two pink-purple flowers balancing on nails left in my wall after me and Filip took the posters down

Dilly soup with kluseczki dumplings in a yellow bowl in a sunny windowsill, photographed from above

Pink and yellow lilies blooming in my szafa

Screenshot that reads Unnamed Road, 33-332 Kraków

Picture of vase on my wooden side table with pink-purple flowers

Picture of szafa with new tulips, in large jar vase

Picture of szafa with new tulips, incense, and purple/pink flowers in wine bottle

Picture from mum of my doggy teddy bear, white with black spots, a dalmation puppy!

Screenshot from article from IT Online with one paragraph highlighted in blue, most beautiful text ever, that reads Quantum computers also take advantage of a unique phenomenon called entanglement, where two particles that have interacted can be split up across vast distances - and are still able to interact instantaneously with one another. These particles are inextricably linked, and share information with each other. Knowing the physical state of the one entangled particle allows you to know the state of the other, and because they interact instantaneously across distances, they share information faster than the speed of light.

Old-fashioned illustration graph illustrating tulip mania

Old-fashioned illustration graph illustrating tulip mania

Compendium of various text fragments I screenshotted from around the internet last week, screenshotted once more to compile them

Screenshot of text fragment that reads Lives along the cooler, wetter coast, we emphasise or weight the weather

Screenshot of text fragment that reads One of my favorite sayings goes like this: If you want to go fast go alone. If you want to go far, go together.

Photo of a hand-written poem I wrote when I was 10 titled Butterfly Wonders it reads I always wondered what its like/2 be a butterfly./Flying around/In the cloud/and the rain/and the sun/and the hail and the snow./I wish I could know./Wings with colours./Red, Orange and Black/Symmetrical patterns/bouncing back./Butterflys fly free/without bother and family./Just flying around/I wish I could be./Sitting in a tree/I wonder me./Butterfly free/Butterfly Wonders

Photo showing a window display with a puzzle of the Mona Lisa holding a cat

Runway shot from Romeo Gigli Spring 1990 collection showing model in large earrings, sheer black poofy top, black velvet skirt maybe

Runway shot from Romeo Gigli Spring 1990 collection showing model in chocolate brown suit, red stockings, large earrings

Runway shot from Romeo Gigli Spring 1990 collection showing model in orange-y iridescent three piece suit with large earrings

Runway shot from Romeo Gigli Spring 1990 collection showing model in green silk suit with red waistcoat

Runway shot from Romeo Gigli Spring 1990 collection showing model in gold silk tuxedo jacket and bronze silk pants

Screenshot of beautiful brunette in white silky outfit from Cindy Lee video

Picture of my feet and legs in black t-strap heels and brown silk semi-sheer dress white black semi-sheer slip under

Picture of my feet and legs in black t-strap heels and brown silk semi-sheer dress white black semi-sheer slip under

Building with grey, white, and yellow block paint with a horizontal band of shadow falling across this trifecta

Photo looking up into blue sky over Ludwinów, see some tops of buildings and trees

Close up of brown balcony with red flowers on grey building in Ludwinów

Building in Ludwinów with yellow front, grey side, amber balcony

Photo from page of Eva Hesse's diaries that reads August 4, 1966 Kind of at a loss. I am a little high on pernod, I am awaiting Gretchen Lambert. She will have dinner here. I made a salad consisting of cheese, ham, capers, red onion, jersey tomatoes, Italian egg tomatoes, pepper, cucumber, egg & lettuce. - There is also every kind of summer fruit sitting on the table. I will make toast. Have very little butter. Lots of everything else. - Can entertain 6. - Then ice-cream + good cookies. - Drinks. - Hardly the point at all.

2020 photo from Athens showing cityscape and light shining through clouds, I think pictured from Acropolis

2020 photo from Athens showing cropped photo of rooftops pictured from above

2020 photo from Athens showing cropped photo of rooftops pictured from above

2020 photo from Nisyros, showing a tall rocky wall/hill in camel-y tones and the top 1/3 bright blue sky

2020 photo from Nisyros, on the stone path down to Avlaki swimming area, showing rocky landscape and tall flowers on hill, blue sky, sea

2020 photo from Nisyros, on the stone path down to Avlaki swimming area, showing rocky landscape and tall flowers on hill, blue sky, sea

2020 photo from Nisyros, on the stone path down to Avlaki swimming area, showing rocky landscape and tall flowers on hill, blue sky, sea

2020 photo from Nisyros, on the stone path down to Avlaki swimming area, showing rocky landscape and tall flowers on hill

2020 photo from Nisyros, in Emporios, showing me in a white dress outside a white country church

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, in neighbourhood next to the cmentarz, in Salwator, showing the Chapel of St. Margaret and St. Judith, an amazing wooden octagonal church structure with a glass-forward spire on top

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, in neighbourhood next to the cmentarz, in Salwator, showing the Chapel of St. Margaret and St. Judith, an amazing wooden octagonal church structure with a glass-forward spire on top

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, in neighbourhood next to the cmentarz, in Salwator, showing a sign about the Chapel of St. Margaret and St. Judith, an amazing wooden octagonal structure

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, in neighbourhood next to the cmentarz, full of amazing old houses, this one is brown with a curved front piece with windows

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a pink graffiti that says SUFFER

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a very old grave, what I think is a grave, but might be a tree only, covered in plants, quite raised, and with a kind of metal scrap with cut-out letters on itat Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a very old grave, what I think is a grave, but might be a tree only, covered in plants, quite raised, and with a kind of metal scrap with cut-out letters on itat Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing trifecta of very old graves, one just a tiny wooden box, one covered in plants but with wooden cross on top, and one stone one that has some pamiętniki but still very grown over at Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing trifecta of very old graves, one just a tiny wooden box, one covered in plants but with wooden cross on top, and one stone one that has some pamiętniki but still very grown over at Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing trifecta of very old graves, one just a tiny wooden box, one covered in plants but with wooden cross on top, and one stone one that has some pamiętniki but still very grown over at Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a very sunken grave mostly covered over by grass but with a wooden cross still positioned on top at Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a stone grave with a place in the center to put a bouquet, a bit untended but still lovely at Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a grave that has an open lantern full of green rainwater at Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a grave half-sunk into the earth and covered in moss and plants at Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a grave with an angel figurine sitting on top that is holding a fake red rose, at Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a grave with a single cross and a tiny pink baby bottle someone must have left on grave at Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, landscape photo of a section of Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a grave with red heart-shaped candle lanters and a large pink and aqua fake bouquet, but the colours didn't really register as strikingly in photo, at Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a grave that has a single dried rose laid on its surface next to name plaques of the Wędzony family, one of which has the name Danuta, like my mother, at Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a grave that has been designed to be a planter box, many plants spilling out at Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a candle dispenser at one of the entrances to Cmentarz Parafii Najświętszego Salwatora w Krakowie

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, at the Kościuszko Mound monument site, a large structure and grassy hill on a hill in Salwator, a red brick cathedral-like gothic structure

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a patch of clover? growing out of a grate near some red brick steps - third landscape

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing the Kościuszko Mound monument site, a large structure and grassy hill on a hill in Salwator

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a large red brick wall of a structure that is part of the site of the Kościuszko Mound monument site, a large structure and grassy hill on a hill in Salwator

Photo from a long walk I took on July 25, showing a tree with many branches hanging off, fallen down, dried leaves all around

Photo of my table on sunny Saturday showing a bit of my laptop screen, a huge mint bouquet in a black thermis, a role of paper towels

After Twitter unfollowed everyone on Lynn's account because they thought I was a bot, the You Might Like tab includes Anna (Holiday time @j_sho04), Celes (@xStatic_healerx) and nozomu matsumoto (@nozomumatsumoto)

Photo of my reflection in black laptop screen

Photo of my reflection in black laptop screen

Screenshot of SoundCloud showing Yuto Ohashi's following list, which only include me and Kenji

Landscape oriented photo of sunset at błonia field

Screenshot of a news headline that reads Muffins sold by retailers nationwide recalled for listeria concerns. I think, Not the muffins!

Screenshot of a web page loading screen, that shows the apple logo with the classic windows background of blue sky and grass, breaking through the white screen as if ripping through paper, with a loading text and circle symbol on top, insane

Screenshot of a poem-like text in white on a green background that reads The people/Look for some people./Write it down./By the water/So there you are./Who will make it?/You and I/A long time/What will they do?

Photo from a book, can't remember the book, but the text reads KAMO NO CHŌMEI (c.1155-1216) was a prominent poet, essayist and musician associated with the court in Kyoto. At the age of fifty, personal setbacks and despair at the world led him to take the tonsure and retire to live in a hut beyond the city limits. Here,

Diagram that shows a triangulation of three blue boxes. The boxes say Reference 1, which is connected by an equals sign to Reference 2, and each of these boxes connect by an arrow to another box that reads Object in heap

Flyer Tony Poland made for our Netil Radio show, a photo I took of apteka słoneczna's logo with white text surrounding

Screenshot of Netil Radio online player, blue background white text that reads in an hour It Takes Time w/ Natalia Panzer

Phone screenshot of me listening to babyxsosa's EVERYWHEREIGO on SoundCloud, comment says on repeat

Selfie in bed in white shirt and black mini skirt, no face

Selfie in bed in white shirt and black mini skirt

Interesting water stain on my table, like a euro symbol but the two lines are inside the C

Cold mint tea and some dark cherries on a wooden step stool in my living room

Selfie showing my back, black pants black bra black top split open at back, bun

Screenshot of iMessage on comp showing glitch in discussion with Sammie where my text is overlaid on a photo she sent me in a strange way

Screenshot from raspberry jam recipe that reads Test by running your finger through the jam, if it forms a crinkle and is gel like then the jam is ready to pot up

You texted me at 00:18 and I responded at 08:18

Photo I took on my bike on the bike path around Błonia with pink fluffy clouds sunset

Screenshot of top of Retreat Radio website showing me and Theo's show playing

Photo of the obiad my neighbour Pani Basia made me with ziemnaki, kotlecziki, and ogórki

Screenshot on my computer from Woop's Twitch sky event showing my name overlaid on the next performance

Screenshot on my computer from Woop's Twitch sky event showing a bit of my video with my name overlaid, comments

Screenshot on my computer from Woop's Twitch sky event showing a bit of my video with my name overlaid, comments

Screenshot on my computer from Woop's Twitch sky event showing a bit of my video with my name overlaid, comments

Screenshot on my computer from Woop's Twitch sky event showing a bit of my video with my name overlaid, comments

Screenshot on my computer from Woop's Twitch sky event showing a bit of my video with my name overlaid, comments

Screenshot on my computer from Woop's Twitch sky event showing a bit of my video with my name overlaid, comments

Screenshot on my computer from Woop's Twitch sky event showing a bit of my video with my name overlaid, comments

Screenshot on my phone from Woop's Twitch sky event showing woop playing

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing sign that reads wejście enterence

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing long-leaved plant (like long orchid leaves) with pink tips at the end of each leaf, like nail polish in orchid greenhouse

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing orchids in orchid greenhouse

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing curly leaved fern in orchid greenhouse

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing large-leaved plants in a greenhouse with a bright purple light

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing little baby blue sink outside a gardener's hut or office

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing green floor cover leafy plants and sign that reads GUMY

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing the exposed roots of tree ripped from the ground

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing very large-leaved bush/tree/plant, prehistoric feeling, beside outside pond

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing plant sign that has English name as Cow-tree, Milk-tree

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing cotton flowers

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing large-leaved plant with purplish spines running through the ruffled leaves

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing lily pond and blue-purple flowers in pond

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing a big pyramid (as in Mayan pyramid) shaped greenhouse with greyish glass

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing a bunch of tree trunk samples

Photo from Botanic Garden of the Jagiełłonian University showing a bunch of tree trunk samples behind a locked gate

Photo in Błonia where sky looks lavender

Glitch on my Chrome browser when I was trying to make the YouTube page for Tokyo Sky 2002 film full screen and most of the screen is white

Soundcloud screenshot that shows Theodore Cale Schafer and Lime Lodge in People Also Like from my profile

Text fragment screenshot from Guardian that reads On a visit to Michigan, Biden was asked about the hack shopping for pies at a cherry orchad. The president said we're not certain who is behind the attack

Screenshot of a speaker from the 2021 Horasis Global Meeting with beautiful rockabilly blond hairstyle

Text fragment screenshot that reads Nadja Swarowski

Text fragment screenshot that reads the Great Bitter Lake

Text fragment screenshot that reads To read the article in its entorety

Text fragment screenshot that reads What is Wifi and how do I get it

Text fragment screenshot that reads enjoy night life (day edition!!)

Photo of vase of flowers in my szafa

Screenshot of text from culture.pl that reads plyndze (potato pancakes). They are also an important ingredient of the peculiarly named local soup ślepe ryby - blind fish, a meatless sup with a vegetable base. Since there was no meat in it, no drops of fat formed on top. These drops are called oka - eyes - so without them, the sound is blind.

Picture of a wine bottle next to a big jar of dried flowers in my szafa, kind of blurred

Screenshot from food blog where the text got all messed up and is overlaid on top of each other unreadable on one line. Below you can see text that reads more baked salmon clearly

Photo of a beautiful well or pump or crane in the Polish city of Zalipie where they paint all the houses and structures in pretty flowers

Screenshot of text about Polish soup krupnik that reads Krupnik, Polish barley soup, in Polish: krupnik. A barley soup is a traditional Polish soup cooked on vegetable or meat stock with barley groats as a base for the taste. Sparse dried mushrooms or meat chunks are sometimes added.

Photo of Terre Thaemlitz album <em>Replicas Rubato</em>

Photo of a red plastic bag hanging on a window handle in my kitchen

Photo at dusk outside my window, showing backs of buildings and trees

A photo of the outside of my building showing purple and yellow paint

Black and white puppy in garden at cafe

Picture of sunset at Błonia

Screenshot of text that reads Błonia - a city park in the form of a vast meadow. Błonia - a city park in the form of a vast meadow (formerly a communal pasture)

Text typed into Google doc, so this is a screenshot, that reads I've kissed each of the four people that texted me today

Photo of me holding a bunch of lavender I got at market and my red bag with some arugula in a plastic box on top, lots of sidewalk

Photo of ceramic mugs with poppies on them pictured through through the window in a stragan-type place in Kazimierz

Photo of ceramic mugs with poppies on them pictured through green bars in a stragan-type place in Kazimierz

Picture of threadbare camel trenchcoat I wish I'd gotten from Christian's Hoping by Shopping newsletter

Screenshot of graph that shows large blocks of colour underneath the jagged lines in blue, coral, dark pink, pink and black

Screenshot of key to a graph that shows the word Affirm next to a green line, Lemonade next to a grey line, Duck Creek next to a blue line

Screenshot of edited text fragment that reads In addition, frequent morning mists

The word SAME spelled out with cherry stems on a wooden table

Photo of a new bloom opening on my orchid, that's really Iza's orchid

Screenshot from Zoom taken by Iwona of last class showing class members and me

Sign that shows an image of Saint Rita with the Polish text ŚWIĘTA RITA Patronka spraw trudnych i niemożliwych and in English SAINT RITA The Patroness of Difficult and Impossible Cases

Looking into a cathedral, we see a checkered floor, lots of empty wooden chairs, some hints of pews in the bank, large stone columns, and sunlight shining inside

Beautiful mustard yellow kamienica with flaked off patches under bright blue sky

Little white sedan with weird grey spots decals? on its front

Green t-shirt pinned to a wood wall outside, Plac na Stawach merch? the main text in red reads bal NA STAWACH with some sponsors logos? scattered about

Screenshot from Wikipedia page about parsnip talking about etymology of name and word

Screenshot of Google summary about the tech company donuts

Google translate screen that reads in Polish czy mogę mówić gazowana o wina and in English Can I talk about sparkling wine?

Screenshot of text that reads What are all fruit names?

Photo of red flowers in red planter boxes in a window

Photo of a tiny the most perfect maybe 1960s white car facing with its nose right in between two new silver cars with their noses facing left. Me against the world.

Photo in Błonia field (Pole Błonia?) showing a human-made? natural path (bent reeds and grass) cut through the grass

Photo in Błonia field (Pole Błonia?) looking towards Stare Miasto

Photo of my new rower, Dutch style, black, with basket

Photobooth selfie on my dark blue couch in dark blue hoodie

Screenshot from my documentary titled Ludwinów showing a moth flying up from the sidewalk and two yellow subtitles saying Ludwinów

Photo of Gaudí's garden in Barcelona

Google translate screen showing it's cute without being sweet in English and to jest słodkie bez bycia słodkim

Google translate screen showing it is cute without being cutesy in English and to jest słodkie bez bycia słodkim

Bunches of dried roses hanging upside down in the green rafters of Plac na Stawach

Screenshot of Wikipedia page about Kamchatka berry

Photo of my bowl of yogurt, granola and berries with flash

Photo of my bowl of yogurt, granola and berries in natural light

Polish and English Google translate split screen showing poziomka in Polish and wild strawberry in English

Polish and English Google translate split screen showing borówke łamczatka in Polish and blueberry squirrel in English

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari that shows the movements and titles/times of Symphonie déchirée

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari that reads Autobiography No 18, shows a drawing of a nude woman shown from behind sitting on her knees with her arms outstretched on gridded paper, and below March 15, 1994

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari that reads Then I started playing concerts, which required writing autobiographical notes. I started writing transgressive statements spontaneously. I would talk in the first person, which you weren't supposed to do; I would falsify dates and places; I would invest a life for myself in which, under the cover of casualness and irreverence, I would express my thoughts on society. That's how I came to write inaccurate autobiographies.

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari about being anti-dogma as a transgressive stance

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari about a piece titled Duality, overlapping monologues, incompatible discourses

Person on street carrying a big package wearing army camo pants with a really long ruler sticking out of one pocket on thigh, somehow not falling out, but almost parallel to sidewalk

A glass door bordered in green with a bright orange square handle

Bottom of a plate at my house branded AMBIENTE

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari that reads What is interesting, I wouldn't say beautiful, but what is interesting about a car passing in the street is the way it describes the house. If we...

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari that reads The play of time and space follows the logical of The Golden Ass by Apuleius: a story linked to another story which contains a story itself linked to yet another story and so forth, so that we lose track of who does what and who is who. It's a different, labyrinthine way of using the autobiography as a medium.

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari about the puritanical nature of rigor, irrelevance of form, how he reacted against rigor and purity of form early in his career. Some of it reads One can remain unstable on a step and attempt imbalance, that's experimental.

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari about the unfolding of pleasure, the instantaneousness of desire, suddenness and continuity, duality. The last sentence reads The very essence of life is denied precisely by the social, crushed by the play of power. In this multifaceted taboo, pleasure is reflected as an image of triviality.

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari that reads So I wrote different diamond-shaped modes and drew an extremely precise plan according to rules I forgot. But it worked. In fact, it's...

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari that reads ...two; perhaps in a violent way. If I were to let my feelings take over, I would say that I feel at the same time a great desire to live and anger in the face of barbarity. Rebellion, anger, pleasure, softness: what a bitter balancing act, what a loss of balance to the point of risking a fall into despair.

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari about his desire to distance himself from projects when he has reached a degree of success, to stay free, not take oneself too seriously

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari that reads ...period of abstraction. I've always thought the point of creation lies in the meeting of ideas that are not necessarily related, because these contradictions bring about difficulties through which you have to find your way

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari that reads life was governed by the rhythm of storms,

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari that reads as a non-critical and openly subjective observer of the fabric of everyday life

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari that reads These interstices are more or less used in loops; the loop itself being a machinic cliché as well as a catalyst

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari that reads April 28, I need 10 words per CD, which means approximately one word ever 7 minutes

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari about his series made in the American Southwest, sparseness, filling up at a gas station when you see it because there might not be another one for a long time, the same with eating when you see a restaurant, ends with the sentence many memorable sandwiches

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari that reads the point, since I don't know what I am, notions of finite, infinite or incompleteness have for me faded into the past

From Wim Wenders's Notebook on Cities and Clothes (1989), a model in Yohji's studio wears a white layered dress with slits at the front to put your hands in

Shot of a tower and vine-covered wall in Wawel

Carpet in Cathedral in Wawel

Kraków skyline pictured through grates in bell tower in Wawel

Wooden stairs pictured looking down in Wawel

Information sign about one of the bells in Wawel

Information sign about one of the bells in Wawel

Information sign about one of the bells in Wawel

Bell in Wawel

Stairs leading up to the bell tower in Wawel

Information sign about one of the bells in Wawel

Mirinda 1L listed on an outdoor menu at a pizza restaurant

Wine tasting notes for Winnica Wieliczka Jantar Eko that reads character calm

Text fragment from Niceshop Su email that reads Niceshop Su is over, Niceshop Su is bold, over is italicized

Clothing I got off Vinted wrapped in pink, green and black tissue papers on the floor in a pile

Car in Ludwinów with yellow boot hatch and handprint

Balcony in Ludwinów with opening covered in green mesh fabric for the bugs

Blurry photo I took in Ludwinów with big orange bit and some green behind

Screenshot of my Photos app on iPhone showing all the photos and videos I took in Ludwinów

Screenshot of my Photos app on iPhone showing all the photos and videos I took in Ludwinów

Screenshot of my Photos app on iPhone showing all the photos and videos I took in Ludwinów

Screenshot of my Photos app on iPhone showing all the photos and videos I took in Ludwinów

Screenshot of my Photos app on iPhone showing all the photos and videos I took in Ludwinów

Screenshot of my Photos app on iPhone showing all the photos and videos I took in Ludwinów

Wide apartment block in Ludwinów, Kraków with lime green accents

Tall apartment block in Ludwinów, Kraków with yellow balconies

Tall apartment block in Ludwinów, Kraków with yellow balconies

Baby pink flowers, large, open, in a garden

The text theoretical peak in white on black background, repeated two times

Photo of my temporary apt in Salwator before I got my current one, showing light pouring into an open kitchen

Photo of a sign that reads Cracow COMPUTER Museum in 8-bit text with two kind of clip art dragon heads flanking an illustration of a computer screen

Photo of a square building column in Kraków that has a blue address sign reading STRADOMSKA 18 and below a line of letters in pink, purple, blue, cyan, green and yellow that spell serwis

Photo of a tote bag I hand embellished for Filip with grey and blue and yellow thread that reads pływ in the bottom corner

Close up of a tote bag I hand embellished for Filip with grey and blue and yellow thread that reads pływ in the bottom corner

Photo of a glass window that has grey text written Gossip Cafe

Selfie in my new room after signing my lease

A close up on a pink sign with white text and a bit of it that reads Natalia

Screenshot of text fragment that reads date. Sorry for the incompetence!

Screenshot of text fragment that reads various aspects of piano literature

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari thats archival photo of Ferrari and dancer Anne-Marie Renaud, caption reads 1990: Luc Ferrari during a rehearsal of <em>Solitude Transit</em>, choreography by Anne-Marie Renaud

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari that reads silent tunnels, aggressive snails

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari talking about seduction and the game of desire

Screenshot from pdf scan of book almost nothing with Luc Ferrari talking about Pierre Henry's break with Pierre Schaeffer

Screenshot of Berlin Google maps showing Christian's neighbourhood of the Bavarian Quarter highlighted

Photo of highlighted text on my kindle showing a section from Eliot Weinberger's Angels and Saints talking about the 7 aspects of the seven-headed dragon of revelation

Photo of logo on a piece of black and white paper that reads Eye Cue Vision Technologies with their mascot being a cute illustration of an eye on stick legs

Photo of jewelry store sign that reads Diamond Sky in gold text on frosted glass. A partial image of a gaudy gold ring can be seen in the window

Screenshot of text fragment that reads Anna on the neck Markon the arm, typo intentional

Screenshot from Yohji Yamamoto's Pour Homme Printemps-Ete 2000 show, showing two models in suits facing off, one holding a bra

Screenshot from Yohji Yamamoto's Pour Homme Printemps-Ete 2000 show, showing beige look of boots, tunic and jacket

Photobooth selfie showing the Madalyn Merkey patch I cut off of a polo and have tacked to my white turtleneck

Screenshot from Google chat window that reads Ari is inviting you to a scheduled Zoom meeting Topic: Ari Panzer's Personal Meeting Room

Photobooth bust selfie showing my new blouse with red roses on it

Screenshot bush of pink flowers from Zouzou music video

Screenshot of title of Google Drive file that reads Level Five_Chris Market_1997.srt

Screenshot of Google translate Polish to English showing in Polish bo że wtedy kwitną i nawet przekwitają, dojrzewają and in English because then they bloom and even fade, they mature

Screenshot of Google translate Polish to English showing słonecznik and sunflower, with some images of sunflowers below

Selfie in inside-out cream Commes des Garçons slip, tags out

screenshot of text fragment that reads ambient romantics

Screenshot of brutaż's Facebook page where they uploaded a screenshot of mine from an excercise from my Polish workbook with the title [od a-psik]

Archival photo of Schaff's restaurant

Screenshot of my lifepath #9 outlining my forthcoming adventures and my need to stop being so delusional

Screenshot of my iMessages on computer showing first three messages from +48, +44 and +49

Birds-eye photo of table with a bunch of Miron's books laid out, recently purchased

Birds-eye photo of table with Miron's Było i Było on the top of a stack of books and a thank you card from the antiquarian bookstore where I bought them from showing that the order was packed by Filip

Poster for play showing crew members with Muzyka attributed to Filip Grzeszczuk

Accidental blurry flash pic of a wooden floor, a tiny blue spot or triangle visible, because we're at the theatre

Photobooth selfie in black mesh top and black velour corset

Screenshot from Polish language game quiz site that reads Congratulations, you've learned everything

Picture of text highlighted on my kindle from Eliot Weinberger's essay China's Golden Age that reads He was a Crazy Poet—the Chinese refer to him as the ghostly genius—who rode his donkey all day and wrote scattered lines that he tossed into a bag. At night, he emptied out the bag and put the lines together as poems, which he threw in another bag and forgot

Big orange fitted sheet, green towel and white face towel drying on clothes horse in the living room

Mirror selfie from I think October 2017 wearing gauzy golden beige top and golden sheer mini dress

Screenshot from 1-800-floral website thanking me for using their digital service and showing how I can view the sent bouquet email by inputting the code 518-677natalia.panzer

Screenshot of text fragment that reads Notice how it looks like the imperfective present tense? This is one of many reasons why Polish is confusing!

Screenshot of text fragment from job listing that reads INFINITY School, ul. Stork 6 (Prądnik Biały), 3rd floor, a round log

Screenshot from Learning Apps website that shows black text in a white box on a yellow background that reads Świetnie! Gratulacje :)

Photo of sign above restaurant that shows Medieval kind of waiters carrying platters of chicken, fish, lobster, a pig

Photo of grey panties hanging in window of shop that have a bee icon in top right-hand corner with xs for eyes and text that reads bees

Screenshot from English grammar blog that reads Examples: The table is wooden. She wore a cotton dress

Screenshot from 1800 flowers that reads Friends and Cool Sites Try Philip's 1-800-Florals Virtual Flowers site Send flowers today!

Screenshot of Polish Word of the Day from Transparent Language email newsletter, cierpieć: to suffer. Example sentence: Ona cierpi w ciszy. Sentence meaning: She suffers in silence.

Photo of children's book in a window display titled Słoneczne Jajo, translates as The Sun Egg, showing a tiny girl with orange hair standing next to a lemon-sized orange fruit

Photo of lavendar spray paint tag that reads BABY

Photo of glass-cased message board outside a building, perhaps religious, shows a nun hanging up washing? with red rose pictures scattered about, a dove, red teardrops falling, blood

Photo of a maroon car covered in flower decals

Photo of a sign above a candy shop that reads in translation The Smallest Candy Manufacture Worldwide

Photo of a sign outside of a florist's shop advertising that they do ikebana, ikebany in Polish

Photo of a small white sapling kind of tree illuminated in sun at the back of my current apartment, kamienica

Screenshot of Clayton Eshlemnan's translation of Vallejo's poem that begins the grown ups...

Tree outside my apartment, trunk pictured with vines creeping up, a patch of light illuminating middle of trunk and vines. Building and blue sky in background

Screenshot of Brecks flowers page for Cool Blue Bearded Iris Mixture that I wrote copy for in 2014 or 2015

Screenshot of part of a job ad that reads High linguistic competence, ease of editing statements written, pen lightness

Photo of a sign that reads SUPREME DAYLIGHT above some Polish text above a picture of what looks like a pottle of face cream

Photo of my foot next to a moth on the sidewalk

Selfie of me holding tiny pink bag in mirror of 1 of a Find Vintage when I used to work there

Photo of my open szafa and clothes inside, and my grey trench draped over couch in front

Photo of a golden tub holding dried flowers and foliage on top of my szafa

Photo of display window showing fudge and a sign that reads WE HAVE 42 DIFFERENT KINDS OF FUDGE and a smaller sign beside it that reads MAMY 42 RODZAJE RÓŻNYCH KRÓWEK

Photo of old fashioned business sign on building that reads APTEAKA ANIOŁEM

Photo of business sign called U Babcia Maliny translated as Raspberry Grandmother

Screenshot of 2 unread text in iMessage one from Anna Blushing that reads love it :') and another from Christian that reads i love them

Photo of a confession both in Cathedral with a white computer printed sign that reads CONFESSION IN ENGLISH

Photo of lumpy stone walkway curving around side of building at Waweł

Photo of lumpy stone walkway at Waweł

Photo of sign hanging on building showing an old Medieval style painting of two figure in partial profile that below reads Tu zobaczysz najstarze malowidło w Polsce translated as See the oldest painting in Poland - right here

Photo of purple sign with yellow text for Dziórawy kocioł Magiczna kawiarnia translated by a purple sign with yellow text underneath that reads Leaky Cauldron Magic coffeeshop and a wooden sign with yellow text below says Magiczny Sklepik

Photo of poster in window of record shop showing Ozzy Osbourne holding up a sign that says Hell, as if he is hitchhiking

Screenshot that says Central European Summer Time

Photo of Wisła taken from Waweł under pochmurno sky

Na zewnątrz moje nowe mieszkanie w Krakowie, ul. Tenczyńska 4

Screenshot of translation of Miron Białoszewski's Oh! Oh! Should They Take Away My Stove...My Inexhaustible Ode to Joy, the best translation imo, by Andrzej Busza i Bodgan Czaykowski

Screenshot of google search where I typed do moths have feathers

Picture of tree outside my apartment with one tendril branch with green spring leaves illuminated in sunlight

Picture of a young Isabelle Huppert looking 70s and dreamy

Screenshot of subtitle that reads and you always have your own world there, you're always the main character...

Screenshot of subtitle that reads All trees resemble living beings that turn and face you

Screenshot of subtitle that reads What's really hard to discover isn't style, but exceptions

Screenshot of subtitle that reads Only once in a while you came down from the mountains

Text fragment that reads 'A tree-/high thought' from a Paul Celan poem

A set of keys hanging off a tree in Pole Mokotowskie

Screenshot of text from lowtechmagazine that discusses energy usage of online versus offline media

Screenshot of Wikipedia page about À rebours that reads 'writing and embarked on a wild and gloomy fantasy' with 'a wild and gloomy fantasy' highlighted in blue

Screenshot of Wikipedia page that reads Country: France, Language: French, Genre: Decadent

Golden yellow socks for dad, finally done, two months late

Photobooth picture of modeling my new poet's blouse, full of ribbons

Photobooth picture of me at wooden table in a black mesh top holding up my yellow sock knitting a bit blurred coz a bit drunk

Screenshot of my homescreen showing lots of screenshots taken from The Godfather and a small glitch to the left of the screen showing the title of another screenshot but not screenshot

Picture of the Philharmonic house in Szczecin

Screenshot of leather backpack I saw on vinted.pl, a metallic plate on front of bag reads 'Active Lifestyle, CASUAL, Paris, Rome, New York'

Screenshot of text taken from YouTube video of performance of Chopin's 'Mazurka No. 25 in B Minor, Op. 33 No. 4 - Mesto (II)' that reads *Mazurka in B minor op.33 no.4: Chopin's tempo is mesto

Screenshot of text about Ervin Nyíregyhàzi that reads 'There are no proper recordings of him in his prime. He was only recorded later when he hadn't owned a piano or practiced properly in 40 years and he was usually very drunk. Kevin Bazzana released a book about his remarkable life (he had ten wives before his death, one of whom tried to murder him and one of whom was the mother of a previous wife), called 'Lost Genius'.'

Screenshot from BBC's The Secret History of Writing showing a bit of an illuminated manuscript, I have circled the word 'angelos' or 'angelus' in a red heart in preview

Screenshot from BBC's The Secret History of Writing showing a quill writing with ink on parchment, having just written an n

Screenshot from BBC's The Secret History of Writing showing a hand pointing at a translucent piece of parchment

Screenshot of hat from Met costume collection showing a 1957 House of Balenciaga cloche hat that looks made out of lettuce or cabbage

Screenshot of texts from Angelo that reads 'I think those forces of desire ultimately have to align/though the form of how that alignment looks will probably surprise you and appear naturally/I think the recipe is holding the vision strongly at every moment but also counter-intuitively remaining flexible to it manifesting in surprising ways'

Iconic Max Vadakul photo from Yohji Yamamoto 90s campgain showing model hovering behind a man on the street

Selfie of me from neck to waist showing my new angora top with keyhole opening and buttons'

from Met Museum's costume archive text that reads 'Girl Seeks Girl. fall/winter 2018-2019, edition 2021, Thebe Magugu'

Text from Alexander McQueen wiki that reads 'There is a claim that skin grown using the DNA of the late designer has been turned into leather. This.'

Yellow daffodils in a jar on a chest of drawers in my temporary apartment

Photo Alix sent me of purple and white raindrop-splattered crocuses in a garden

Purple flowers sprouting because it is spring