line of thought, home

July 1, 2022

my sister is so fun lol

July 1, 2022

if there is one thing i have trained myself to be confident in in this life it's writing random low-pressue blurbs for esoteric and wonderful underground music releases lol

June 27, 2022

mututal intelligibility is amazing

June 27, 2022

i wonder if i will ever learn the skill of not upsetting myself over things outside of my control

June 27, 2022

not going outside unti my straw hat with ribbon chin strap arrives across the pond

June 21, 2022

eep

June 20, 2022

need

June 20, 2022

the strawberry

June 20, 2022

would be great to live in a little house with marilia and sew and grow food and forage and and

June 20, 2022

is it sad that updating this blog is one of the great joys of my life lol

June 20, 2022

next time we sleep in the castle

June 14, 2022

just sold an important vestige of my past (purple silk armani pants bought at vintage store where i worked to wear to first anniversary dinner with She Who Shall Not Be Named)

June 14, 2022

should have been born in warsaw i was robbed

June 06, 2022

anna sarah mimi celes eyrie theo alix laura sammie laurel becca gordon marie kate nick ross emily memetides girls and others would be nice

June 06, 2022

the necessity of accepting that contradictory things can and usually are true at the same time

June 06, 2022

certain public events undo the attendance problem

June 06, 2022

since i said it im really just trying to dj outside to abunch of unsuspecting strangers

June 06, 2022

tossing and turning but thru life

June 06, 2022

all weekend sleep until 10am perfect skin wake up monday with acne

June 06, 2022

window: open - hot air: in - eliane radigue: on

June 06, 2022

probably doomed like my mother and her mother before her (my sister is ok tho)

June 05, 2022

in my dream filip was living with filip o. and odwalla88 and there was talk of jonny greenwood

June 05, 2022

why did i buy the manhattan transfer cassette? to record over it of course.

June 05, 2022

love when a recipe says its ok to use any delicate stems

June 04, 2022

little does everyone know my time in krakow is actually just a first step training ground for little in the middle of nowhere in some idyllic isolate ancient village when the world at large becomes completely insufferable to me

June 04, 2022

thinking about eyrie's gigli vest and filip's cauliflower with cilantro and tahini

June 04, 2022

spending way too much money on overpriced groceries will always be one of the great joys of life

June 04, 2022

biking around in a light rain all day kind of lovely to be honest

June 02, 2022

couldnt sleep lsat night thinking about polish and getting so actually annoyed at how all the rules are basically useless in a practical sense! my cap rising and aries mars doggedly acknowleding i must conquer this ridiculousness tho ugh

June 02, 2022

cloudy mornings keep burning off to bright afternoons, almost sultry evenings

June 02, 2022

changing my life (diet, yoga, no more buying crappy shit off vinted that i then abandon or destroy - in general, investment)

June 02, 2022

the only option is to start to watch movies at w

June 02, 2022

the perfume oil has become noxious

June 02, 2022

20 hours fasting per day

June 02, 2022

feeling ery secure in my push up bra

June 01, 2022

thinking about summer 2020 alone on unemployement in sunsetpark packing going to the farmer's market weird weird sad but strangely romantic times

June 01, 2022

just remembered i solved the polish fennel seed mystery and can now make my favourite french carrot salad

June 01, 2022

thinking about marilia missing marilia

June 01, 2022

b12, iron, salmon

June 01, 2022

talking to johanna alwys changes my life

June 01, 2022

being away from home is good to come back and refocus in on health

June 01, 2022

will i ever learn to let people go

June 01, 2022

listening to farben missing jaclyn

May 24, 2022

will i ever be happy with my FACE

May 24, 2022

me and marilia always have such crazy parallels (dkny, rosemary's baby, to name recent few) in a way that feels so rare and precious

May 20, 2022

there is a time and a place for a fifth world with ian kim judd mix (right now)

May 16, 2022

fixing to make some really weird "im going out of town for 2 weeks and dont want to buy more groceries" meals

May 16, 2022

something about this vinted shirt arriving perfumed in cigarette smoke is hitting todya in an entirely pleasurable way

May 16, 2022

i have listened to everything and so will be hijacking the montez press public playlist this week

May 16, 2022

in the usa i was a foreigner, in poland i am a foreigner. i am a perpetual foreigner

May 16, 2022

main takeaway from my warsaw trip - my polish still sucks

May 16, 2022

i am safe and secure in my digital world

April 30, 2022

i accept i am cute and not hot and htat ultimately is fine with me

April 29, 2022

lewiatan haul so indicative that i didnt really need to go: ground kumin, 8 pack of red tapered candles, woda gazowana, nutritional yeast, butter, lays oven baked chanterelles in a cream sauce lol

April 25, 2022

really must stop taking scissors to things as if i know wtf i am doing

April 25, 2022

i have so many things to do and instead i am browsing wool sweaters in 18C weather

April 25, 2022

im so smitten what the fuck life is beautiful

April 25, 2022

ddn't realize that the knitted sweater i bought has ZEBRAS all over it and now i hate it

April 22, 2022

simple black skirts and pants, button ups with buttons up the back

April 22, 2022

nothing fits me in shops maybe its time to start making what i awnt......

April 22, 2022

i DONT want to do my excercises but i DO want a perfect ass

April 22, 2022

suddenly hate all my clothes

April 22, 2022

for someone that "doesnt eat bread" i certainly have a lot of it in the house right now

April 22, 2022

jaclyn's birthday

April 20, 2022

saw the perfect tiny pants for marilia today

April 20, 2022

it's amazing how you can put a chicken in the oven and go about your day

April 19, 2022

riding on the dirt path that cuts through błonia at sunset is one of life's true joys

April 17, 2022

realizing that this upcoming break will be the first time n over 2 years where i have had time off and time to myself with absolutely nothing to worry about (i.e. money, job, house, privacy, relationship - everything is in order)

April 17, 2022

Elsa Peretti bean

April 17, 2022

Charles James muslins

April 17, 2022

i am sleeping better - the only way i can do so is hugging the soft pillow against me imagining it's marilia, stopping my body in motion, occupying my arms, holding me

April 17, 2022

i find the day to day facts of peoples lives fascinating, not banal - the most bizarre chat. especially tell me what you're eating

April 17, 2022

if a poetry book starts off making some metacommentary about poetry itself im really not interested. further down is acceptable though

April 11, 2022

kara-lis coverdale might be reaching durutti column status as every time i intermittently listen it gets better and im hooked for days

April 11, 2022

im going to become selfish and mean, just watch me (actually maybe im already selfish)

April 10, 2022

love how every polish film description is like "w miałym miasteczku / z miasteczka"

April 9, 2022

maybe my mission in life is not to be a translator but simply to compile an easy to use online directory of dokonany and niedokonany

April 9, 2022

it's time for some house plants

April 9, 2022

the targ reaches quasi-mystical status in my mind

April 6, 2022

i always forget about eclipse archive . org

April 6, 2022

lyn hejinian

April 6, 2022

unintentionally graduated from wrapping my galettes in pastry to straight up shortbread cookie dough (10/10)

April 6, 2022

saving any shoe on vinted i see that's marilia's size

March 29, 2022

from big dark grey macbook to small light grey macbook -these are the days of our lives

March 29, 2022

outside sounds really nice (not going out there tho)

March 29, 2022

i am cursed because the things that truly upset me and that i convince myself will bring me the greatest happiness are impossibilities an dfallacies: living in the 1960s, being a twin, being under 5ft 8inches

March 29, 2022

i wish everything could be subtitled, there is so much that is still untouched (beautiful, worthy, but sad for me)

March 29, 2022

note to self : don't lose sleep worrying over what has not yet come to pass. anticipation is souldeath. case in point: setting out a mental plan for dealing with work the next day and then both of my meetings being cancelled and my cowoker who was going to bear the brunt of my scheming calling out sick

March 29, 2022

quietly losing my mind in my beautiful apartment thanks to drilling next door in direct connect with my brain

March 29, 2022

is wild rice meant ot smell like dog food

March 29, 2022

instead of worrying about listening to music or podcasts im just going to start rolling unsubtitled foreign films in the background

March 29, 2022

how to be a cinephile, bibliophile, audiophile, and active writer working in various mediums (poetry, fiction, write a novel, well-researched and stimulatingly odd articles on various esoteric topics), work a job, do shopping and cooking, contact landlord about various issues, eat well, exercise, stay up-to-date with the latest in skincare, perfume, pop culture, current events, while also delving deep into historical wormholes, buying the right clothes and objects having an aesthetic vision, all while maintaining relationships, familial, friendships, romantic, and meeting new people, learning one or more foreign languages, traveling, working on oneself and one's opinions, having takes, sweeping the floor, sleeping enough, meditating and developing a healthy range of interesting hobbies, everything else

March 29, 2022

putting on the blush marilia gave me each morning imagining the flush is the result of her here kissing my cheek

March 28, 2022

it's great to be and want to clean everything around me

March 27, 2022

walnuts and raisins omg

March 27, 2022

a big tree in the kitchen would be nice

March 27, 2022

Trabant Ragaszthatatlan szív is life rn

March 27, 2022

what about getting walked over

March 27, 2022

another winter gone without finishing my knitted outfit

March 27, 2022

my obsessions a desire to feel obsessed with, externally, internally ok

March 27, 2022

cooking polenta to feel close to marilia

March 27, 2022

robić co ja muszę robić nawet nie wiem co tojest

March 27, 2022

pewność, natalka!

March 27, 2022

"i thought if i looked better, my life would be better" - fiona alison duncan

March 27, 2022

burning candles in the day

March 27, 2022

my images feeds look trashy now i have to compress everything, but idk how to do anything better

March 27, 2022

sun blurs all wounds

March 25, 2022

uzależniona z czarną herbatą z mlekiem i miodem

March 25, 2022

ive been going around in circles since 2017 (but not really)

March 25, 2022

szlafrok - urgently

March 25, 2022

why do people not want to buy the things i think are beautiful on vinted

March 25, 2022

i really want to dress like a 1950s schoolboy for spring but will settle for a blak leather mini

March 25, 2022

biały jelen do konca

March 25, 2022

flaunt your dish soap on high

March 24, 2022

i keep a list of mix drafts thinking "someone will ask me to make one" and they always do

March 23, 2022

hearing marilia speak portuguese is indescribably beautiful to me

March 23, 2022

i miss talking to j so much

March 23, 2022

i miss talking to a so much

March 23, 2022

had to speak englsh at the clinic at 8:45am and almost cried

March 23, 2022

no idea if i can afford all the travel ive agreed to lol

March 23, 2022

tacos with shallot, red pepper, smoked tofu, cumin, spinach, chipotle mayo and avo

March 23, 2022

tossing to the dawn chorus

March 23, 2022

3 people have sent me screenshots from books or magazines - what does this mean

March 22, 2022

mam dwa komputery ale nie mam dwóch mózgów

March 22, 2022

i do nothing, which drains my energy to do anything else

March 22, 2022

twitter once again feels atrocious to me

March 22, 2022

tea with milk and honey literally

March 21, 2022

sometimes i truly forget i live in the country of poland. not that i imagine myself elsewhere, reality just displaces from mind

March 21, 2022

i wonder if i will ever be able to sleep 12 hours again. am i broken

March 21, 2022

just ate teh most excessively indulgent lunch :(( asking myself for penance :((

March 11, 2022

memetides is like hhey can something help me with this random off the cuff desire and in less than an hour its hung and dry <3

March 11, 2022

perverse fantasy of going up against my ex in some major poetry competition 20 years from now (just like in college) and me winning and needing to split the prize with him (just ilke in college)

March 08, 2022

i ate no sugar or snacks yesterday - im on the road to recovery

March 08, 2022

crazy how doing the things i know im supposed to do makes me feel better

March 04, 2022

telling all the other girls who love you too you love me the most

March 04, 2022

feeling a great affinity for mushrooms

February 26, 2022

not me reading gal costa lyrics in translation and bursting into tears

February 26, 2022

studying languages is kind of all that matters

February 26, 2022

when the FUCK am i going to get the polish language

February 26, 2022

O apartamento, o jornal
O pensamento, a navalha
A sorte que o vento espalha
Essa alegria, o perigo
Eu quero tudo contigo
Com você perto de mim

February 26, 2022

would really love to attend a kiwi style bonfire in field

February 26, 2022

i love a friendly game of 'who has eaten more today' between girlfriends

February 25, 2022

when all you have to donate to the war effort is a black silk thong and some leather motorcycle pants

February 25, 2022

the ukranian flag is beautiful

February 25, 2022

babcia jadzia urodziła się w kijowie

February 23, 2022

the best vinted.pl sellers are the women cleaning out their 70s-90s closets themselves rather than giving the haul to their depop-savvy daughters

February 23, 2022

overpriced vintage is a crime

February 23, 2022

i have too much stew but just realized i should put some in pastry and bake it :0

February 23, 2022

dont feel secure if there's not something wrapped in pastry in my fridge at all times

February 23, 2022

without a doubt i am only getting hotter with age

February 23, 2022

if i dont hit 1k soundcloud followers this year i will cry

February 23, 2022

my drukarnia/vintage shop/bistro compound

February 23, 2022

unhinged vinted. pl selfies are a genre of their own

February 21, 2022

just trying to be a normal person who buys icecream like it's no big deal

February 21, 2022

i dont want to do my polish homework i dont want to work out i just want to watch rohmer (i do do the other thing tho, for rohmer)

February 21, 2022

i hope everyone likes my tiny and inconsequential book

February 21, 2022

listening to beautiful mix i remembered liking but largely forgotten while in room with marilia later checking and ofc by meetka

February 21, 2022

kozi ser is better than chevre this is my stance

February 21, 2022

im rewriting the narrative of kale galettes

February 21, 2022

weird and good stew

February 21, 2022

my favourite cuisine is french bistro

February 21, 2022

sometimes i wonder if i absorbed anything from american culture but surely my penchant for trashy bbq-flavoured snacks

February 20, 2022

if im not setting goals for myself like "be the next copernicus" whats even the point of living

February 20, 2022

i recommend the feeling of ripping out the lining of a coat, dress

February 20, 2022

unhyperlinked urls are beautiful

February 20, 2022

https://www.discogs.com/artist/1845591-%D0%95%D0%BD%D0%B5%D0%B9

February 20, 2022

https://o.nouvelobs.com/pop-life/20141024.OBS3105/pascale-ogier-fantome-de-la-pleine-lune.html#modal-msg

February 20, 2022

https://www.filmcomment.com/blog/film-of-the-week-full-moon-in-paris/

February 18, 2022

everyone keeps saying i should watch tv to learn polish but think ill stick with wojciech bąkowski lyrics

February 18, 2022

fasting all day and then eating from a jar of fizzing sauerkraut was friday's form of self care

February 13, 2022

such a good feeling to be in the right time zone and moment of life to catch someone's radio show streaming live

February 13, 2022

i really want to SHOW to my girl that i NEED her

February 13, 2022

not trying to sound this way but why would i ever date a boy

February 11, 2022

heartache, hours upon waking

February 11, 2022

maybe people see thru my mask and don't like what they see behind, there

February 11, 2022

trying and maybe a bit too hard, thus

February 11, 2022

my cassette player getting fixed my skirt to get fixed my shoes got fixed i love getting fixed

February 11, 2022

smoking our mouths til morning

February 11, 2022

the minute i stop disassociating i misbehave, thus

February 11, 2022

what is it what is it that is wrong with me what is it what is it that people seek and do not find with me

February 11, 2022

eternally bad at holding people's attention #facts

January 29, 2022

the radio station i have found is embarrassing and perfect

January 27, 2022

i like that ciało and życie are neutral
krew and miłość are feminine
men end in a

January 25, 2022

need to start reading the megastarsuperprincess blog or whatever her name is

January 25, 2022

not even bout what's in and out but what's on and off here on ye olde blogge

January 25, 2022

https://www.latimes.com/archives/la-xpm-1994-08-14-ca-27031-story.html

January 25, 2022

staying in my freaking lane

January 25, 2022

tęsknię za marilią

January 25, 2022

decentralized web UNpilled

January 25, 2022

20:16 want to go for a little night run but know mum won't let me

January 25, 2022

crazy how addictive running is once you start again

January 22, 2022

i embrace smietankę

January 18, 2022

romanticizing last winter in warsaw in my crappy studio, no friends, tons of money, drinking wine all the time, reading every morning, running in pole mokotowskie, movies almost every night, so sad, so idle and free

January 18, 2022

i miss worb

January 18, 2022

obsessed iwth stalking my friends on letterboxd ahh

January 18, 2022

cant believe jaclyn didnt email me back lol

January 15, 2022

it's easy to write when you have something to say

January 12, 2022

would be so sick to get fired

January 12, 2022

im the mikhail bulgakov of corporate content writing

January 06, 2022

https://decemberism.com/
http://www.thedoublenegative.co.uk/2021/12/a-modern-total-artwork-the-case-for-lucy-mckenzies-nova-popularna/

January 05, 2022

my mum doesn't really care for this polish stuff

January 05, 2022

kora WOW

January 05, 2022

wish i was a real film person

January 03, 2022

some people deserve my kindness, some my compassion, some ambivalence

January 03, 2022

women on electric guitar

January 03, 2022

dla marilii is my favourite phrase

December 5, 2021

why are wool tights a thing for children but not adults and why are heavy wool pants a thing for men's but not women's fashion?!

November 28, 2021

gothsmithing

November 28, 2021

hot lemon water

November 19, 2021

i love thinking about cate's hoop earrings

November 8, 2021

filip just sent me the longest text message of all time lol im in awe

November 8, 2021

me looping a song on youtube on my phone while out and returning home to the same song on loop blasting off my computer is peak me

November 7, 2021

It took 81 years to patent the sewing machine

November 7, 2021

friends who are as intimate as lovers

November 7, 2021

Anna's shoe size
3 in kids
5 in women’s

November 7, 2021

All called the same thing by default like a default picture that posts in lieu of a novel one or a profile picture that thumbnails alongside a post

November 7, 2021

Patients under hypnosis are touched with a pencil, are told it is a hot object, and develop “burns” and blisters. Patients with warts under hypnosis have their warts fall off.

November 7, 2021

300% wool

November 2, 2021

smells so good in the tapestry room

October 27, 2021

"if someone is acting ambivalent towards you, run" - christian

October 26, 2021

late to polish class because i had to listen to grouper's kelso blue sky one last time.

October 9, 2021

a balcony full of flowers cracks at the seam and falls into the street one day. inexplicably, the petals continue to tumble down in that same spot for years.

October 2, 2021

all flowers should cost $1

October 2, 2021

https://scholar.google.pl/citations?user=ELVUgD0AAAAJ&hl=en

October 2, 2021

https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-018-33458-z

October 2, 2021

http://www.pennilessparenting.com/2017/07/foraging-wild-edibles-in-poland-with.html

October 1, 2021

wish my name was lucy or something along those lines!

October 1, 2021

iwory davns

October 1, 2021

every single tujiko noriko album is good

September 19, 2021

everyone join memetides

September 12, 2021

it's just so beautiful how incense sticks burn out into nothingness

September 12, 2021

cold and sunny autumn has me dear for new york city

September 12, 2021

I keep writing 2020

September 12, 2021

two years ago on Vanderbilt Ave.

September 12, 2021

you are NOT ready for me and alix's harmonica duo

September 12, 2021

brushing hair like rinsing rice until the water runs clear

September 12, 2021

look into why you don't need to pay for some services until the service has already been performed, i.e. drycleaning

August 25, 2021

all roads lead back to montez press radio

August 23, 2021

rzodkiewki so cute and freaky

August 23, 2021

radishes so cute and freaky

August 23, 2021

i've figured out the key to life and it's eating a forkful of sauerkraut after every "meal"

August 23, 2021

moving things around in a room changes, colours, contours

August 21, 2021

there's just so many things to buy

August 21, 2021

woke up at 7am, at the market by 8am, and then baked a cake like a gd angel

August 19, 2021

Compendium Ferculorum

August 18, 2021

would love to be remembered as the mistress of a famous painter

August 15, 2021

obsessed with my kocyk haul of kret, 1 carrot, and bbq encrusted peanuts lol

August 07, 2021

my money tree is thriving (touch wood, the wood of my money tree)

August 07, 2021

we ride to stary kleparz!

August 05, 2021

co są, on,

August 05, 2021

so annoying the extent to which the rain

August 05, 2021

dj końcówki

August 05, 2021

lil plecak

August 05, 2021

thought this mix was full of eliane radigue but it was just the rubbish truck humming outside my window

August 02, 2021

we're not in love we're ENTANGLED

July 31, 2021

adding "write symphony" to my bucket list

July 31, 2021

So amazing how if i dedicated enough energy to it i could write a fabulous symphony

July 31, 2021

Lipstick in the style of just-kissed

July 31, 2021

My style is always being a little bit overdressed

July 31, 2021

Literally just play beserk theme of guts cut and looped for one hour and burn me at the stake

July 31, 2021

I'm decentralized web pilled lol

July 31, 2021

Made tea from fresh mint leaves and it somehow tastes like mint cream soda over ice? I love science

July 31, 2021

I was never a dj!

July 31, 2021

The highest possible pony

July 31, 2021

Formulating a piece of writing is crazy, how it comes together so unexpectedly in one's hands

July 31, 2021

I want to be someone that kisses and tells

July 31, 2021

I made a quiche that somehow after four days in the fridge now tastes like banana bread

July 25, 2021

put on bill orcutt and i WILL cry

July 24, 2021

all of xander's music is so good

July 19, 2021

cant believe i bought a chocolate bar 3 days ago and havent opened it yet. #growth

July 19, 2021

foreeer

July 19, 2021

becca, date me

=

bread is crazy

July 19, 2021

i wish my name was feronia

July 19, 2021

my friend frilip!

July 19, 2021

12 more days until payday

July 19, 2021

stir fry and also salade

July 19, 2021

earlier a moth waved at me and now im talking to the dragonfly in my kitchen #friendsoffriends #thepainsofbeingpureatheart

July 18, 2021

imperative i turn these terrible zara pants into culottes

July 18, 2021

to the blonde in wide legged jeans and big white tshirt that i saw walking near my house yesterday - do you want to be my girlfriend?

July 18, 2021

to the short-haired brunette on the nice dutch bike in the flowy black outfit that i saw biking around planty yesterday - do you want to be my girlfriend?

July 18, 2021

ah

July 08, 2021

going to take an evening off from the insignificant creative tasks that define my life to watch tokyo sora

July 08, 2021

boiled potatoes with a little oil and butter and salt and a lot of herbs (dill, parsley chopped too fine)

July 08, 2021

want to release a new thing on laym to justify paying for the domain lol

July 08, 2021

boiled food is amazing

July 08, 2021

update: i think im going to finish the food

July 07, 2021

bought too much food and now in a race against to finish it while concurrently having no appetite after 12pm

July 07, 2021

i did not make the form in vain

July 07, 2021

i would like to get very good at making jam, red onion jam

July 03, 2021

made the perfect amount of food for 2 people :'

July 03, 2021

im not a tourist but i do need a keychain

June 19, 2021

czesław: czesław+?
jadwiga: antoni+salomea
wołosz

June 18, 2021

might f a and make some gooseberry jam

June 18, 2021

na spacerZE (or is it ZIE)

June 18, 2021

all fruits at the point of collapse (peaches, berries, apricots, cherries)

June 18, 2021

i love learning polish lol

June 16, 2021

zbieranie kruszonego szkła -fg

Present day, present time (but actually unknown)

My sites are "cumbersome" :)

May 31, 2021

if dashes could contract and expand. if we could rework letters for particular concepts. digital writing is so fixed and flat. the tiny library of punctuation at our disposal, grammatical signs...

May 31, 2021

so silly and limiting the dash vocabulary available for digital writing, dreaming of as many as there are fonts, or custom ones, that translate to the unthinking movement of hands

May 31, 2021

once again learning to process the world via simple, comprehensible concepts of space (i live in a city, have an apartment there, because i have a job there) after a year of total rootlessness, too many potentials

May 21, 2021

https://www.discogs.com/上原和夫-Cosmos-I-Live-In-Soviet-Brazil-USA/release/10563350

May 17, 2021

vulnerability isboundary

May 17, 2021

wiśnia, oczywiście, oczyWIŚNIE

May 09, 2021

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Stradivarius_instruments

May 05, 2021

when I yell I LOVE YOU at the phone, computer

May 03, 2021

Why was i denying myself bananas and nut butter - ? a combo worth waking up for

May 03, 2021

Eliot Weinberger giving me life

May 03, 2021

Eliot Weinberger is the best American and possibly English language essayist of the last long long while

April 26, 2021

https://seansturm.files.wordpress.com/2012/09/john-cage-lecture-on-nothing.pdf

April 26, 2021

http://anneflournoy.com/agnes-martins-notes/

April 21, 2021

i made blueberry jam but no one knows about it

April 21, 2021

i wish i was 5'8 and that my feet were size 8

April 20, 2021

i need a room

April 18, 2021

um i only drink mendall

April 16, 2021

april 166, 2021

April 16, 2021

officially locked out of twitter, thank god!

April 14, 2021

how long is 144 days

April 14, 2021

I love being the only one to have bought something on bandcamp

April 07, 2021

Belgium seems amazing

April 03, 2021

Norman Norell and Johanna Owen both born on 4/20

March 25, 2021

love how of all the shit i've been up to the past few months the only thing that truly flabbergasted my mother was me telling her ive been dyeing my own shoes

March 25, 2021

italian wine and italo calvino

March 25, 2021

kind of love when people see right through me

March 23, 2021

http://tpdw.pl/?twierdza-chelmno,85

March 22, 2021

french soy apricot yoghurt

March 22, 2021

i love soy i dont care

March 21, 2021

all good things in life are chanced

March 21, 2021

rebeca's sack used to carry her parents' bones

March 19, 2021

reminder to self to do more research into ruth saltz, basically no info about her

March 19, 2021

https://sammydvintage.com/vintage-style/vintage-fashion-shopping/

March 18, 2021

zara frightens, frustrates and occasionally serves me

March 18, 2021

the absurdist complexity (yet logic) of polish grammar is almost surely a way that the people steeled, preserved and protected themselves from invasion, domination and censorship throughout time

March 18, 2021

somedays i have one coffee, somedays i have two ccooffeess

March 14, 2021

trilogie de la MORT

March 12, 2021

the mushroom burning out - a sign

March 12, 2021

not enough numbers in poems

March 12, 2021

forgotten twist at the limits of kindness
and who persists

March 12, 2021

everything i have to give finds me

March 12, 2021

solid, purchasable objects!
performance is not that

March 12, 2021

My silver candlesticks are made of stone. Blue like the very
Heart of a flame,

March 12, 2021

move somewhere with piano

March 12, 2021

dream job is still receptionist for a piano moving company

March 12, 2021

when i was seriously considering buying a piano...

March 12, 2021

drawers are romantic

March 12, 2021

I like things that are made to disappear completely (candles, ideally)

March 11, 2021

jajek...JAJKA

March 11, 2021

friendly interactions with the warszawian fruit and vegetable stand sellers are keeping me going

March 07, 2021

jestem smutna

March 05, 2021

im really just on depop for the exiistenz drop s

March 02, 2021

w weekend poszłam na biegać. ja nie biegałam przez trzy miesiące więc było trudny 

March 02, 2021

been listening to arthur russell for 6 days straight i don't deny it

March 02, 2021

dreaming of all my herbs transferred to little jars

March 02, 2021

https://html-shark.com/HTML/CzechSlovakSlovenianSymbols.htm

March 01, 2021

lonely in warsaw

February 26, 2021

"In hope that I might be one if called upon"

February 26, 2021

wearing 100% woolen items directly against the skin as a form of strength training

February 26, 2021

have this essay want to write, which involves me knitting an elaborate black dress from a pattern i photographed from a book made by a brand everyone and no one knows about, the yarn, the time, the mistakes - ill do it

February 25, 2021

https://noctilucents.neocities.org/ida.htm

February 19, 2021

to have been in Wuppertal at th etime of Pina Bausch

February 19, 2021

im scared of all food lol

February 18, 2021

my last byline was over a year ago and yet the pr machine keep chugging int om yinbox daily :(

February 18, 2021

i actually have a hyphenated name, like mary-jane, but i didn't know it and have been living my whole life as a mary

February 15, 2021

the majority of my relationships are little talking and A LOT of love

February 13, 2021

honstly i think my life's work could be starting a shoe brand that makes cute streamlined elegant wearable practical affordable shoes size 41.5 and up all of these brands that stop at 41 break my heart and also my ffot

February 10, 2021

http://www.drawinghomework.net/eyrie.html

February 10, 2021

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Les_Plus_Beaux_Villages_de_France

February 10, 2021

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Most_Beautiful_Villages_in_Japan

February 10, 2021

http://mineral.pl/en/pages.html

February 10, 2021

my questions are boring and thats why noone responds to my texts 

February 01, 2021

gotten so good at making scrambled eggs

January 28, 2021

can i stop breaking everything in this airbnb jfc

January 27, 2021

natural wine perfume skincare stocks

January 26, 2021

scrambling to stay versed + vested in luxury millenial interests

January 23, 2021

sense slipppery

January 18, 2021

the polish language is a testament to the way that change begets clarity
(complex patterns of change)

January 16, 2021

drifting away as i into solitude

January 16, 2021

remember when music used to choke me up, bring me to tears - im back there

January 16, 2021

relaxed timing.. infallible use of space

January 16, 2021

cheap health food in second-tier european cities

January 15, 2021

broke the tips off of two knives, ruined 2 safety pins, a bobby pin and my tweezers to get a broken key out of the lock, which was ultimately achieved with an already broken pair of nail scissors, not even mine

January 15, 2021

still havne't even properly mourned harold budd :''''(

January 14, 2021

i love dressing up for my zoom language school

January 12, 2021

im OBSESSED with my zoom language school

January 8, 2021

mój tata kocha keczup i pop

January 8, 2021

i'm all about getting water from the well..

December 30, 2020

So attached to my robe

December 30, 2020

Remembering the time i didn't butter the bread, knowing it would be controversial, and it was...

December 28, 2020

Meblościanka

December 22, 2020

http://www.thepeerage.com/p27683.htm

November 25, 2020

doing and undoing

November 22, 2020

tu la, tu la

November 21, 2020

hand-stitched website, full of holes

November 20, 2020

would love to work for "the family business"

November 13, 2020

but trois gnossienne

November 12, 2020

http://www.nisyros.net/genealogy/georgakis-stamathis.htm

November 12, 2020

turning features of this blog on and off

October 28, 2020

im so sad ive used batholith in a mix already.....

October 26, 2020

Most clothes just look better backwards idk what to say..

October 20, 2020

http://www.annealockwood.com/downloads/gone_score.pdf

October 14, 2020

Want to go back to sleep but not in a sad way

October 13, 2020

"You love cataloguing things" - my sister

September 27, 2020

Quite sick of piano

September 27, 2020

Reliquary..
Makes me want to be a nun

September 18, 2020

Writing emails is embarrassing

September 18, 2020

Every image must have its alt !

August 31, 2020

Total direct energie

August 27, 2020

Elizabethan portraiture

August 27, 2020

The 1725 Faust chapbook was widely circulated and also read by the young Goethe.

August 20, 2020

vintage 1970s Pierre Cardin monogram umbrella brown logo parasol

August 19, 2020

safe in my rain poncho

August 18, 2020

Made an appointment at Jewelery Watch Repairs and Restoration London

August 17, 2020

beauty of slow load

August 13, 2020

Two letters possible mistake three letters intentional, emphatic

June or July 2020, after Marker, cocteau

Umbrella signifies a group movement AGAINST

"In my country, They
say stress Is a bear that you need to chase away
By laughing and shouting
Before it puts its paw on you
And you can’t move"

Lip watch company, france
francois benga
sphagnum moss

ombrotrophic (cloud-fed)

early 2020, New York

Modest mussorgsky
His name was modest!!!

August 11, 2020

natalia@okcook.co (1).duck

August 11, 2020

remembered the word i'd forgtten, via RhymeZone

August 10, 2020

Removing all the people i've wronged from my mailing list

The last couple of weeks

Free synthetic (fabric) pink orchid flower and foliage branch

?

Goal - be a one hit wonder

August 9, 2020

everyone is makin gperfume

line of thought, home